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@trustt
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@trustt
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

@imxue
im supposed to change
but everyone sees me like
ill always be the same
is it really worth the fight

and this move out feels like
such a waste
will i always be the same
i feel so contraint with

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

@daywxtch
i don't want my old friends to stay in touch with who i was
i don't want my new friends to stay in love with who i am
everything about me, i hope to change
dry eyes, torn skin, every morning is strange
i can't see when i wake up
you're gonna see me when i'm focused, nah
you will only love me when i'm okay
hate it when you say you miss me like i'm away
same house, short on words, so we don't exchange 
like what's the difference if i'm here or gone
like doesn't it feel the same or do you view me wrong?
don't wanna give a wrong impression, but i can't explain 

@imxue
im supposed to change
but everyone sees me like
ill always be the same
is it really worth the fight

and this move out feels like
such a waste
will i always be the same
i feel so contraint with

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

dont you give up now, i was on time
throw it out, i was alright
i watched for the first time
everyone eyes were wide
and i tried   

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

@starlightt08
and ill know that you’ll keep changing
and ive known that i cant keep waiting
the truth is a bit complicated
but ill be fine, ill be fine

let my wings take flight
even when its hard to say bye
i just hope ill make it alive
but ill be fine, ill be fine

all your lies (ft. lightt)

prod kay + @lyn_u w/ @userscrs 

minimix 2

back in the days
when i was young
im not a kid anymore
but some days 
i sit and wish
i was a kid again

anymore w/ scars [had enough jungle mix]

prod.me

do you think i'm pretty
tell me before i sleep
we deserve forever
in that time i think ill weep
i kill myself in my dreams 
like every single week
i got shooters here in cali 
i got shooters from the east

please just talk to me
please just talk to me
i spend all the wishes that i get 
on love and inner peace 
please just talk to me
please just talk to me
i don't think i wanna die
i just got some memories 

don't you, see me?
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
don't you, see me?
thought you'd notice all the days that i've been crying 
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting

in my bed, rotting in my bed
dreams of your hands
and they wrap around my neck 
when my tears hit the lips
and the lips hit a taste
all i want, you is here
all i want, you to stay 
i got magic in my voice
magic in my eyes
i can see it all the time 
when my magic hits your mind 
i got magic in my voice
magic in my eyes
i can see it all the time 
when my magic hits your mind 

don't you, see me?
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
don't you, see me?
thought you'd notice all the days that i've been crying 
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting

hhandss

all i shiiiittttt::

now, baby you're gone, and i don't feel like i belong
and i don't wanna watch you walk, but i feel it's all i got.

darling i watched you glow, didn't think that'd you go so low, oh no no...

now, baby you're gone, and i don't feel like i belong, and i don't wanna watch you walk, but i feel its all i got.

all i got

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Glow before

{updated mix old one was bad}

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in u
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for u
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
u said u wanted silence said ur good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
said u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face (ur making that)

yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act like u dont know) 
yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act u dont -)


i dont care about those people
u step back and its all uneven 
u said ud stay but u dont mean it (oh-oh)
got ur get back now u tripping
i saw ur waiting, i saw u waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
say u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face 
said u wanna talk

said u wanna talk
y-yh
said u wanna talk

realinYou

prod @lynyou cover art @maeliveson

stream of consciousness

i just wanna sort this out
you dont tell me what you want (was it the last time)
picture perfect's not enough
(if i) had it my way

y-yeah
head down (y-yeah)
out of power can you turn the lights on?
(yeah)
u-you got this right now its up to you to pass it on
(outta my way)

im outta breath but i got lots to say
its some kinesthetic shit
can you feel the fray? (yeah)
(uhh) its in your ears already
i got a feeling its not enough (just keep it slow and steady)

(oo-ooh)
i got some pretty wishes
if you would come and listen
you dont got no other reason
i know some people who'd talk shit about you to your face
just gotta let them know that this shit here is to your name

(can you hear the noise?)
i just wanna sort this out
you dont tell me what you want (was it the last time)
picture perfect's not enough
(if i) had it my way

y-yeah
head down (y-yeah)
out of power can you turn the lights on?
(yeah)
u-you got this right now its up to you to pass it on
(outta my way)

feelThefray {lyn}

// @imxue
broke me into peices i cant fix
fuck around like dont they teach u tricks
break it out, im locking it in
break it out, break it out

look in my eyes, whatchu see?
stuck in my room, feel like shit
broke me into peices i cant fix
u cant fix me, u cant fix me

// @lumyere
broken hearted, use my scars as a spearhead, woah
piercing competition like these hoes some earlobes
if they dont listen, fuck it then forget them like an ego
sticking with my squad forever, my people

i cant fucking shit talk
careful of what i step on
came a long way from the bad times
i cant say they long gone
cant let no hoe get trapped in my mind
it happened before and they saw a decline
rarely get mad at all
rather sit alone and cry

// @imxue
broke me into peices i cant fix
fuck around like dont they teach u tricks
break it out, im locking it in
break it out, break it out

look in my eyes, whatchu see?
stuck in my room, feel like shit
broke me into peices i cant fix
u cant fix me, u cant fix me

mastered by @solrisyours

broken

from a scrapped project
made february 6 2025

medicine keeps failing me
i been falling from the highest
all the weights are crushing me
even though i wanna deny it
every night i toss+turn
every night i end up crying
tryna fight the way you hurt me
but i feel my body dying

oh
i keep driving but the road dont end
try to break out but i fall again
i cant tell when i be lying oh
i cant tell when i be lying