[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing [DON'T YOU NOTICE ME]

prod. @wubz <3
art by kagitasuimen with design + photography by disk_motif

holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-
and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out (relish)

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out
making it worthless
thought that it'd hurt less
I let my guard down
carved like a knife- I'm-

I don't wanna know you now
feel like I've fallen down
took the time to find my heart
and you stole it from me
and I can't get up 
my legs are still broken
my heart is still stolen 
I need the piece that you're still
holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-

held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my hold- hold -hold
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my (re-re re)

guide me slowly talk cause I can't speak I
hear you talking for me
can't get the words out
feel like I'm hurt now
all that you told me 
lies just to hold-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-
and i'm caught in-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out - out -out
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my holder

holder「wubz」

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @another-autumn-479671184 and @dotgavn for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5mVd9_45ro

who are you and i 
again i thought i made it right
idk u at all u 
break my heart and claim my life
who are you to cry
get outta here with ur disguises so like 
our mission compromised and
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

i dont even do this shit for myself anymore i do this for my family

but u 
look just like the girl of my dreams
so we can sit and talk about everything
i'm upset idk what happened 2 me
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

slow burning
i don't really care about your soul searching
eyes on the back of my skull turning the other way
you'll never figure me out
youre a big part of my odyssey
so i dont wanna restart can you promise me that youll
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me


save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love love love love love huh why you

sex love idgaf *mv in description

prod @noxnovaaa n me 
vox by @noxnovaaa n me

toxic ft noxnova

all i can give is a smile :)
vocal help from @outfed - dota
shoutout @sounddesignday always <33
cover: @zzoos youre the best

initiate it

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik :P

breathe in

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i thought it'd be better
i tried so hard to make it whatever 
u wanted the measure

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better
i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better

tethered

im terrorized
as you keep holding on the snowstorm
heading nowhere but the back of my mind
and the police say that you're wanted on the news
and youre on the run for the money affairs

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
its alright

i said "when youre be gone from this city, ill be there for you"
my feet are buried in the sand
and between the shreds of sleep and the hours begin to creep
my soul has turned into pieces of your skin
if youre afraid we will look togheter, if you call my name i will be a feather on your skin

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
Slowly off my touch
A moment of despair in your mind
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
When i'll leave the ground, the moon will be so gentle to you
its alright

most wanted

замедленный кровоток 
холодно думать
уёбок покажи мне свои зубы

я не оправдываю своих ожиданий 
ежедневно
если бы я мог то был бы просто инструментом
для тебя
замедленный кровоток 
холодно думать
мне нужно больше слов чтобы увидеть твою сущность

у меня в планах изолироваться нахуй
извини если не оправдал твоих ожиданый

влево-вправо

я двигаюсь как по наклонной

ты не знаешь как мне скучно жить со всей моей болью

болью

влево-вправо

координировать болью все мои поступки 

я не пойду на уступки

ради тебя

tethered

xue