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@1ginn
 @danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik

breathe in

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i thought it'd be better
i tried so hard to make it whatever 
u wanted the measure

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better
i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better

tethered

confess it

the ring (p. fakejoy)

sum guitar from a friend sum from me

four eyes and
no teeth
bled out on 
your dusty screen

she likes hiking trails
he likes whats beneath
she tried and failed to
fix his foreward lean

tongue tied and
burnt up skin
screamed through the heavy smoke
he throw her in

drown it out
close your eyes
cover your mouth
but dont you cry

four eyes and
no teeth
bled out on 
your dusty screen

she likes hiking trails
he likes whats beneath
she tried and failed to
fix his foreward lean

tongue tied and
burnt up skin
screamed through the heavy smoke
he throw her in

drown it out
close your eyes
cover your mouth
but dont you cry

shaky breath
stffined joints
four eyed monster
cant you wait

dried out face
contemplate
dont you forget
the love you faked

//4

//4eyed_monster

^•^

i did what i had to
called u out by name 

u told me u missed me
in all that remains

i trusted the oddity
and ill tell u honestly
i heard all in homily
full with all of ur qualities

i told my apolegy
but it came out it blank

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

i did what i had to
called u out by name 

u told me u missed me
in all that remains

i trusted the oddity
and ill tell u honestly
i heard all in homily
full with all of ur qualities

i told my apolegy
but it came out it blank

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

the first time

#body404remix
remix of @rouri404 song "body (i want you)"
comment body ok

lyrics:

We’re seeing stars from the roof of your car
Aint been the same since they tore us apart
And now you’ve never felt so far 
Felt so far

I’m begging baby you’re the only one I want tonight
I’m leaving notes like it’s the last fucking night of my life
I’m at the party getting fucked up hope you arrive 
I’m saying sorry over fake love hoping I die

I want you tonight 
I want you for life
I want you to know that every single time I cry 
It’s you that’s on my mind
Cause I want you tonight
I want you
I want you

We’re seeing stars from the roof of your car
Aint been the same since they tore us apart
And now you’ve never felt so far 
Felt so far
Felt so far
Felt so far

Do whatever you want
Do whatever you want
Do whatever you want
Yeah do whatever you want
Do whatever you want
What you want to me
Do whatever you want
Yeah do whatever you want
Do whatever you want
Yeah do whatever you want
Do whatever you want
What you want to me
I want you 
I want you

I can see in my mind
The person I used to know
But I can hardly find
A single way to cope
I would've given you my life yeah
And you can tell me if its fine yeah
But I would give you anything
I want you
I want you
I want you
I want you

body

Everything Seems Possible

[Get this one on]

Everything seems possible 
But’s a chinese trick on the wall

Sitting here
I’m charging batteries 
Full of memories 

I recorded it on the tape 
I’m reversing it again
On the file again 

No lasers and no smokes
No high definition screen
On the wall
Only music only my music
That’s all 


No years and no time can delete 
what’s on my inner mind

I can see it
What do I feel like 
It’s so distant in time

This and that and
And this after that 
What a mess 

No lasers and no smokes
No high definition screen
On the wall
On the wall 
Only music only my music
That’s all 


No years and no time can delete 
what’s on my inner mind


This and that and
 I don’t want that 
What a mess 

Hey!

No lasers and no smokes
No high definition screen
On the wall
Only music only my music
That’s all

Everything Seems Possible

i still, hear your
laughter in my head
ringing and bleeding 
theres nothing i couldve said
your right hand
in mine
so soft your skin i feel it
baby this is acetone to break it down
so i can peel it
i want your skin to my own
you know the way im feeling
i would let you shatter my bones
i feel so fucking depleted

they talk about me
i hear them laugh, i hear them laugh
theyre sayin im just skin and bones
and they laugh
ill burn this place into a pile of ash
ill spit on everyone
and then ill go and stab all the rest

and i hate that dude, you know this
i watched you flirt in front my face
i hate the way your glowing
you make me feel so full of rage
ill kill you both in a brutal way
you tell that mother fucker that ill skin his face
ill nail his ugly ass into a fence post
and then ill tell you both that you can kiss my asshole hahhahhaaa

they talk about me
and i hear them laugh, i hear them laugh
theyre sayin im just skin and bones
and they laugh
ill burn this place into a pile of ash
ill spit on everyone
and then ill go and stab all the rest

im so 
anemic
kill me i hate this feeling
im so
depleted
and i can tell that you see it
murder my adderall 
sleep deprived 
ill kill you all cuz i wanna fall alone

#jealousbastards
ugly and shitty song, prolly gonna delete this soon frr
(restless intrumental)

skin and bones

https://ffm.to/findwhatyoulove
https://findwhatyoulove.org/

indieko alam

verse:
and i cant sleep
cuz im thinking about you
and the things we'd do
if youre with me
when youre off my mind
i dont really think that
i can breathe
ohh-ohhhh-ohh

chorus:
honestly, i could talk to you for hours
whisper to me, all of your favorite flowers
"whats on your mind?" all i think is just about her
im so shy, maybe im a fucking coward
honestly, i could talk to you for hours
whisper to me, all of your favorite flowers
"whats on your mind?" all i think is just about her
im so shy, maybe im a fucking coward

verse 2:
oh, tell me all the things you like and
tell me shit that makes you cry and
i cant help but look into your eyes when
you talk to me, i probably
made it obvious but like i hope not
cuz i really wanna be the one that you want
ill wait, even if it takes so long


tethered

xue