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10. SUBSTANCE (PROD I.V.)

produced by @o756

cover art by @necronomicmiraclepending
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written by me

im at the dead flower garden
just above the depths
you gotta watch your step
or you will fall about a mile
when you start to decend
down deep within
youll start to feel a ton of weight
the kinda weight that make you bend
so stay up here in the garden
it still might not be the best
i know the flowers are dead
but remember what i said
its better than the depths
i'd know, ive been there before
and eventually ill prolly end up back there again

i lay a while, tried to rest in my pile of bones ive grown just a tad bit accustomed to
it seems its my fate just to lay for the rest of my days in this cylinder shaped, cold and lengthy grave
at the bottom of the well where you cant even tell when it was that you fell and you can only smell
the stench of bodys that been down here rotting for days and couldnt make their way back up to the surface

i want to be everybodys friend all the way to the end
but i have trouble talking to new people
i hate how nobody ever responds to whatever i say
its almost like i am not a person
but a ghost that everybody knows is there but no one cares about
my presense its just a slight annoyance
ive been lying in bed starin at my ceiling listening to my ceiling fan

i lay a while, tried to rest in my pile of bones ive grown just a tad bit accustomed to
it seems its my fate just to lay for the rest of my days in this cylinder shaped. cold and lengthy grave
at the bottom of the well where you cant even tell when it was that you fell and you can only smell
the stench of bodys that been down here rotting for days and couldnt make their way back up to the surface
 I LAY A WHILE, TRIED TO REST IN MY PILE OF BONES IVE GROWN JUST A TAD BIT ACCUSTOMED TO
IT SEEMS ITS MY FATE JUST TO LAY FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS IN THIS CYLINDER SHAPED COLD AND LENGTHY GRAVE
AT THE BOTTOM OF THE WELL WHERE YOU CANT EVEN TELL WHEN IT WAS THAT YOU FELL AND YOU CAN ONLY SMELL
THE STENCH OF BODYS THAT BEEN DOWN HERE ROTTING FOR DAYS AND COULDNT MAKE THEIR WAY BACK UP TO THE SURFACE

the surface (prod 756)

its my 
new single produced by me and featured by me too vocal-e

1..2..3..! earth detective team,    p. B. porkbelly

lyric 

Another Day that i spent losing my self 
Another life turn to on the comedown
every word i say always ends the same
every year see it in a new way

its almost fall now , i need to contemplate
have my own place grown up to grace
it can come crashing down at a faster rate
i dont take my pace , get consumed by hate

i lost my dirty knife , i wear dirty clothes
another misstep i think a lost my goals 
dont play me like a hoe 
the fuck you going for ?

bitch we hit the store , walk around the world
would do anything to feel like a girl 
i need to go up , go on a world tour
lifes too scary to ever be bored

its my last stand ik what im heading towards
i need klonopin 
i need Ativan 
someone to hold my hand , & stack a couple bands

me & you , just playing in the sand
mending heart together we can do something grand
dont need to understand 
even if im on my own ill make a new plan

express my entire soul dont care if its deadpan
wont be the middleman
it always comes to that
foot in the grass 
another shot just passed

really scared scared that ill outlast
this shit a game and im mixed right in the cast
i dont regret my past
i own up to that

im always tweaked out and i have the right to be 
comes right back to me , plant another seed
rip another out , had to change the swag
im so tired but these people still make me mad

ignore all of that , stick to the right path
i love my true friends , they keep me intact
i know too much & got torn in half
tears me apart almost everyday , i wanna go away
ik that i gotta stay , swear ill blow up one day , blow up one day
cloudy skies paint the world grey
keep you safe put it all on full display
ill never overstay
smoking right on the stairway
feels like its last may

Autumn Approaching [prod. flipphonecharm]

xxffcyuvcui - misuse prod iv

ever again w xxffcyuvcui prod me and feral cat

doorstep w swords2 prod iv

move to china prod. iv

broken mirror prod iv

https://soundcloud.com/utmostfaith
https://soundcloud.com/speaking149_role

lyrics!
galloper

uh uhhh
pull up with some fiends or sum
i got like whatever you want just say you need it now 
i’ve never fucked up i’m so conceited uh uhh
four drinks in my cup im so damn greedy uh uhh
please don’t say you need me uh uhh
i enjoy a beverage watching tv uh uhh
i cant stop the screaming uh uhh
please just only focus on the things you know uhh

faith

please just only focus on the things you know
everywhere u look u see the fruit of the seeds you sowed
i can only sing the same tunes same few notes 
we keep replaying replaying the same old same old
i can feel my bones when the wind blows so cold
i dont wanna be here i dont really feel so bold
25 times around the sun and im feeling so dam old
love cant patch the hole in my heart
need a jump start or a restart 
wake up in the morning first thing i do, puff the cart
i just really wanna drive off in my car
will u still feel my intentions when im oh so far

galloper

i thought i ruled the world once i tried so very hard 
doing things you won’t believe you’d always doubt me from the start 
count it from the start, tell me are you really sure?
fixing all my shit of course 
i feel so dumb i feel the worst
i feel so dumb i feel the worst
everything i have is cursed 
every dream i have gets worse
you wanna see me at my worst
please can you jump first 
tell me can you hear my words 
tell me do you fear the worst 
i’m singing tears about to burst 
i’m singing tears until im washed up
i crashed my honda 
heat up like a sauna 
i can’t believe that i got caught up 
i can’t believe you i don’t wanna 
too late the sun’s up 
if you hear me put your arms up
if you’re healing put your arms up

put yr armssup!!   w faith     produced  by   fleafriends

https://youtu.be/3J2jNV-_S-4?si=wdo9HSvBhIgTj6qh

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