What its like to finally care,
I'm out of line i need some air,
Its all the time now, wish i was more tolerant,
I could've had it right now, instead i'm out of it.

I Would've had it figured out, they had to tax me.
Don't know if ill make it out, i had to take a taxi,
'Cuz i'm a victim on catastrophe,
A bad complex on what is happening.
I used to be in tune with everything,
Now i cant read your mine or anything,
I never got to the point need some insight,

One shot called i don't want it all,
Its been a lot of time guess its time to ball out,
I got hay wired take my brain out,
Wake up flat tire damn my thoughts so loud,
So loud so riled will i fight or flight,
I called out my hang-time guess i was never right,
Twilight, there's nun i want more,
In this whole wide world, whole wide world.

What its like to finally care,
I'm out of line i need some air,
Its all the time now, wish i was more tolerant,
I could've had it right now, instead i'm out of it.
I Would've had it figured out, they had to tax me.
Don't know if ill make it out, i had to take a taxi,
'Cuz i'm a victim on catastrophe,
A bad complex on what is happening.

I had a victim complex,
Too much regret i cant rest,
They don't know whats inside,
Too much buildup i can't hide.

victim complex

A melodic reflection on fleeting connections and the quiet hope that lingers after.

“Don’t Fade Away” dives into the silence left behind, turning unspoken memories into verses.

Don’t Fade Away

A dust-covered Americana ballad that walks the line between confession and resignation. Acoustic-driven and fiddle-brushed, this version trades smoke for soil—laying bare the quiet battle between intention and impulse. It's not a cry for help—it’s a tired nod from someone who’s been here before. Slow, steady, and painfully honest.

My Habits Have Me

Lyrics/License

My Habits Have Me (Americana)

Lyric video: https://youtu.be/CgAEqTvT8eo?si=S8vwpSj0pG22GwDm 

A powerhouse indie-alt anthem about the raw truth of healing. Where It Hurts dives deep into the emotional conflict between what’s easy and what’s right capturing the pain of personal growth when the old ways no longer serve. With soaring vocals, haunting piano lines, and an unforgettable chorus, this is the song you scream when you're finally ready to face the fire. It doesn’t blame. It owns. And it echoes long after it ends.

Where it Hurts

Heavytalk AF
This ain’t a vibe — it’s a mirror where

🧠 Lyrical warfare meets emotional depth.
🔥 Wordplay that bruises. Silence that screams.

Paawan Srivastava goes off with lyrics that hit harder than reality itself.
No distractions. No commercial polish.
Just unfiltered heavytalk for minds that run deep.

⚠️If lyrics matter to you — press play.
🎧 Best with headphones.

Heavytalk AF

One of the most haunting songs I’ve ever covered. I poured all my self-doubt and shame into this performance. It’s not just about someone else — it’s about the version of myself I couldn’t stand.

idontwannabeyouanymore (Billie Eilish Cover)

A tale of what it's like to realize you are human and fallible yet all the while striving to make the right choices.

Wrestling With Jacob

Wrote this when I felt directionless in life, not knowing where I'm going or where I'm headed. I kept thinking of the what-ifs and what could have been. 

Original indie pop track. Acoustic + drums. Written, composed, arranged, drawn, and produced by me. :D

i don't even know (demo)

Reflected and relapsed on an old relationship of mine, this is actually a very old song, like 5 years ago, it went through multiple renditions until I inevitably went to this one and it's the best version so far. 

Original indie pop track. Bass + Drums. Written, composed, arranged, drawn, and produced by me. :D

distance of us (demo)

There are some stories that unfold over time and take looking beyond each individual moment into the way life is unified and whole.  There is no official beginning and no end, only accented moments that peak up to he noticed periodically along a continuum.  

I attended Izzy Ivy’s Etheric Wings of Light workshop at Soul Connections crystal store in Mt. Shasta City several weekends ago.  Perhaps at the time, I thought I was doing something fun and new (have not taken an art creation retreat before).  As it flows, this was a cathartic process necessary for restoration and repair of my wings.  You see, I had sturdy flaming joy wings  of Crystaline plasma etheric luminescent light.  My last mission was a rough one that required moving through some narrow passageways along with quick maneuvers and took around 6 years to complete.  My wings became a little damaged  and have been out of commission unknowingly for some time.  

Lately, my feet hurt.  I am not used to walking.  I have been climbing peak to peak spending long phases in the valley gaining the energy to climb up the next mountain.  Everything was a challenge.  

On one of my valley floor explorations after communing with the frequency of Rose, I went to visit a tall tear dropped shaped cedar tree where I met a baby bird who was learning to fly.  If you have been following my story, perhaps you recall the video from a few weeks ago.  This meeting with the Robin Fledgling was about 2 weeks after I made the decision to sign up for Izzy Ivy’s retreat.  

The universe has a sense of humor.  The Robin meeting was touching and moved me deeply.  I did not fully get the extent to what degree….until Mt. Shasta.  I presume, that the story is still unfurling. 

To read the full story, I invite you to brew some tea and read my blog post: Learning to Fly!  
https://www.luminouslifejourney.com/post/learning-to-fly

Just for added confirmation that something is unfolding here… Saturday I drew one card and….. it was the Robin card.  

I am definitely looking with eyes wide open.  This video presents an activation opportunity.  

If you are interested in working with me to move past your wound of separation and mend the limiting belief distortions, please visit my website and sign up for a free soul discovery call: https://www.luminouslifejourney.com/

While at Shasta, I stayed at the Rainbow Bridge which is a sacred healing retreat space. 
#rainbowbridge #mtshasta 

Learning to Fly

People tell me I'm "oversensitive". At first I was offended. Now I embrace being in my feelings since it feeds my poetic soul.

Like, follow, comment, share. There's more coming. Always.

See phrases.pub for lyrics, licensing, and a full, searchable catalog.

Phrases and Phases Publishing is a one-man label, archive, and reality-refraction field. Founded by J. Adam Walters - lawyer-turned lyricist, satirist, and architectural dropout from polite society - it's the home for songs that shouldn't exist, poems that go to far, and fictional universes with better paperwork than the Library of Congress. 

From folk elegies to parody rap to theocratic cartoon trauma epics, everything here is written by a human who uses AI as a collaborator and instrument rather than an outsourced brain, and finished only when it reaches a space where laughing hurts, or hurting laughs.

WoWMiikyMikkey is an emerging bilingual singer-songwriter and vocal producer creating music at the crossroads of R&B, soul, cinematic pop, and alternative sounds. Blending influences from hip-hop, house, trap, and EDM, his songs move with feeling, not formulas—built more like emotional journeys than repeated loops.

His music is raw, poetic, and full of heart. With haunting harmonies, ambient textures, and layered vocals, MiikyMikkey sings about vulnerability, nostalgia, heartbreak, irony, and transformation. Every track is a personal story, crafted to be felt deeply and remembered slowly.

As an immigrant artist shaped by life across cultures, MiikyMikkey brings a voice that bridges East and West. Inspired by artists like Billie Eilish, FINNEAS, Sam Smith, John Legend, Babyface, Keith Urban, Christina Aguilera, Demi Lovato, and also 邓紫棋 (G.E.M.) and 周杰伦 (Jay Chou), he blends genres freely—letting emotion lead the way.

My purpose is to raise the collective vibration by living an authentic, aligned, conscious, inspired, passionate, and beautiful life to inspire positive life transformation.

I started writing songs in the moments I couldn’t explain, when thoughts tangled, when everything shifted, when silence said too much.

Now, I bring those lyrics to life with AI, blending human emotion with machine-made sound to create something new: part real, part unreal but always honest.

From indie folk and alternative rock to house and cinematic soundscapes, my music lives where genres blur and transformation begins.
It’s for anyone who’s ever felt in-between. Who’s let go, started over, or stood at the edge of something uncertain.

This is music for when words weren’t enough and sound had to take over.

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New tracks tagged #self reflection