Puer Aeternus is a reflection on eternal youth — the beauty, the chaos, and the cost of never growing up.
A mix of nostalgia, defiance, and dreamlike soundscapes that feel both ancient and alive.

Wait

Rose

She Cant Get Away

Southbound Train

A Penny For Your Thoughts

Come and Get On

Flight

Waterfall

Political Ritual

В зеркале — я не я (Slowed)

В зеркале — я не я (Sped Up)

Suspended is about fighting with the version of yourself you wish you could still be — the one that felt happy, whole, and untouched by everything that’s changed.

It’s not about someone else. It’s about envying your own ghost — watching that reflection drift farther away and not knowing how to live alongside it.

Dreamlike. Eerie. Melancholic.

🎧 Headphones recommended.

suspended

A descent into the self — a calm fall through chaos.
This track captures the moment you accept the weight of destiny,
cutting through the fabric of your own reality with understanding, not fear.

Please credit me if you use any of my tracks :) Peace and Love <3

The Walk

Testament

Soundtrack of My Life

A song about the versions of ourselves we never became — the brave one, the wild one, the one who stayed, the one who left. The Other Me drifts between memory and possibility, tracing the echoes of a life that could have been, and the quiet truth that every version still lives inside us somehow.

This track blends reflective pop with cinematic emotion, carrying you through parallel paths, missed futures, and the soft ache of recognition.

🎧 Listen if you love: dream-soaked storytelling, emotional electronic textures, alternate-universe vibes, and songs that feel like standing at a crossroads at midnight.

✨ Themes: identity, memory, parallel selves, longing, self-reflection, quiet transformation.

💬 “In some mirror, wild and free — is she dreaming now of me?”

The Other Me

This song is a dark, emotional deep dive into identity, trauma, and the painful split between who you are and who the world forces you to become. Through haunting imagery, vulnerable storytelling, and a cinematic rise in intensity, it follows a boy fractured by violence, control, and the masks he had to wear to survive. Each verse peels back another layer of his broken reflection, blurring the line between Anthony and Angel as he battles shame, memory, and the loss of his true self. It’s raw, tragic, and deeply human — a desperate search for the person still hiding beneath the damage.

SHATTERED REFLECTION

Indie folk-rock artist from Northern Maine blending storytelling, emotion, and grit. New music, albums, videos, and lyrics at bouchardmusic.com.

We are NOIR GRIS GRIS, a music band of Fred STZ (composer) and Kipanga Cha Radi (lead vocal), passionate about pop music, world music and rock. Our music reflects the world before our eyes—its shades of beauty, pain, tenderness, and cruelty. We believe in music without borders, open to all influences from around the world. Join us for a unique and authentic musical journey!

floating through the things i never healed from. dreamy, clouded vocals about the parts we don't talk about. new song every friday.

Born and raised in San Diego, AlliDoisChange is a 20-year-old artist and devoted believer in Jesus Christ as God. Music is his outlet — a way to share his thoughts, faith, and life experiences. Even when his songs aren’t about God, you won’t hear cussing — it’s simply not who he is.

Calm and easygoing by nature, he values collaboration and often works with other artists, encouraging listeners to check out their music as well. His sound drifts between pop, hyperpop, hardstyle, emo, punk rock, and doomer, with lyrics in English, Russian, and Japanese. Each song stems from real emotion and personal stories, inviting listeners to find a piece of themselves in his music.

Cinematic electronica with shimmering melodies and heartfelt emotion, blending dream pop, indie, ambient, and electronic soundscapes. Music and lyrics that spark feeling, imagination, and connection. Every note a flare, every beat a roar—where human emotion meets modern innovation.

I'm a songwriter lyricist and singer. I'm sure you can tell I'm also a gay man. I write my music from my perspective - but I'm not a parody, my sounds aren't vulgar even if they walk the line of being provocative. I sing on all my tracks, I layer and produce my vocals and pitch shift on occassion to convey the message of a song. I do sing on several of my songs naturally. :-) but now I'm able to create the songs as I hear them in my head. My music tastes are eclectic. I truly love all music. My process is melodies to lyrics to songs ... then on paper (old school, lol!), all my songs are a part of who I am. With a lifelong love of the audio-visual world, I'm now stepping into the spotlight to share my songs, each a story pulled from my life. I invite you to listen, feel, and connect through my music. Thank you for being a part of my next chapter.

New tracks tagged #self reflection