Inside My Head

The Swellers: Inside My Head

Mr.Kitty - Neglect

I sat in the car with the radio off, but the sound of my heart beat louder than a drum.
"Be cool" she said, "when you’re dead, you’re dead", and lit up my cigarette.

man it feels so good.

Don’t wait til I come down, it was you who said to me, death is prettier in trees.
I made my way through veins down back streets.
My demons came in threes, affordable and cheap.
They keep me company.

So we left my place, picked a gram up on the way, with our loose change we made from others mistakes,
such sleight of hand for a junkie, could be the demons in me.

I’d give it up, but I’ve still got one more gram in me, to fend off all my sad.
So load it up, don’t you know we’re all just chasing, something we never had.

Capability, Capacity

Yeah, you learned it too fast
You're still so young
The night makes room for the light and you fall apart
You wrote all your fears on a sheet made of scars
Just for them to know
Well, they don't know

Moon baby
She knows this world is mean
It brought you to your knees
Your eyes are archaic nights
And your words burn like tongues of fire
They all leave too fast, too soon
But you are still so young
The moon will be rising
And you'll sing your song to the stars
(When it gets dark you sing your song)
And you sing your song to the stars
(When it gets dark you sing your song to the stars)

You live in a dream where the skies are clear
And there ain't no tear, only rain on your skin
On your skin

Moon baby
She knows this world is mean
It brought you to your knees
Your eyes are archaic nights
And your words burn like tongues of fire
They all leave too fast, too soon
But you are still so young
The moon will be rising
And you'll sing your song to the stars
(When it gets dark you sing your song)
And you sing your song to the stars
(When it gets dark you sing your song to the stars)
Moon baby

Moon Baby

How come when i'm not well
nobody's there to help
I'm tired eyes hurt I heard you ask 
how i'm smiling still
I can't answer at all
it's one more brick in the wall
I've built i'm guilty till she gets through 
trying to prove me wrong 
one more drink and I'm gone
maybe its that all along
low health gets worse
my speech gets slurred
I can't finish the song
I got 2 more years left
maybe 3 at best
till I quit end it give in 
and lay this shit to rest

I'll leave my life on the shelf
I don't blame nobody else
but me you'll see it's not so easy 
to live that off
I can say it out loud
no need to act like your proud
of me agree that there's no meaning
so we can stop
it's nothin you haven't heard
down to the streets from suburbs
no going back i'd rather pass 
like I was never there
I'll leave my weed back at home 
I won't need that on the road
my only vice no sleep at night
so I won't fight the fear

she tells me i'm gifted
but I never listen
I always learned to take
less than I'm given
I had a vision
but can't make decisions 
they never heard 
half the shit that I've written 
head in my hands so
I can't see the difference 
did I have a chance
cause I think I missed it
did I have a chance
cause I think I missed it
can I have this dance
cause I think you'll miss me

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GIFTED

feat. https://soundcloud.com/stationsix
produced by https://soundcloud.com/plantkidboyo and me 

It’s alright 
Dry your eyes
I can help 
Do you hear me?

You can try
Clear your mind 
Take your time
And you’ll soon see

Do you feel you’re not enough?
Think that no one shows you love?
Why?

But I guess I relate
It’s hard sometimes
Try to change
but stay the same 

It’s alright 
Take a line 
Waste your night
So you don’t feel
And then you wake up dead inside 
You don’t wanna be alive 

Feel the knife 
Shut your eyes 
You can cry
But you cant hide
From all the things you know you’ve done 
And how you used to be someone

Tell me you don’t care about me 
Well I never even cared at all
You don’t wanna be around me, yeah?
So tell me why you called

And I know you don’t really know me
But you think that you know it all 
You’ll always be the same 
You act like you don’t care 
You don’t care 
Don’t care 
I don’t care at all

https://soundcloud.com/stationsix -

you dont care, i know
say im to blame
i cant bear to know that
youre not in pain
i been growing more
one day ill shine
you keep showing me youre
a waste of time

i hope you know that i aint lonely
i found somebody new to hold me down
she tells me everything you told me
to think i let you fuckin know me now

so go and tell your friends you hate my guts
im sorry that you had to take my love
i always put you up above myself, but
you always put me under way fucked up

i toss and turn when im asleep now
i dont wanna eat now
i dont feel complete now, baby
the story ended and you creeped out
what the fuck you mean about
getting over me, now

maybe, ill ruin another verse
i hope this fuckin hurts
you were my only curse
til i put myself first

you dont care (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. w/plxntkid]

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Where's home (prod. Paul Fix)

Discreet w Logan Cannon (prod. oliverislost)

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Codependency Lil Bo Weep (Unaloon)

Spanning influences such as dark wave, dream pop, electronic music, baroque pop, trip hop and more, Indigo & the Sirens is the project of italian singer-songwriter Mario Ferrara.

The Southern Italy native took his moniker from pseudoscientific new age concepts and greek mythology, a mix that depicts perfectly the sound of this genuine homemade alternative sensation.

Born Mario Ferrara on May 9, 1996 in Nocera Inferiore, Southern Italy, Indigo & the Sirens delved into songwriting at an early age and rapidly found the perfect formula to bring his unusual stories and characters to life. His ambitious independent project started with The Cult Of Youth, a dark, experimental baroque electronic piece where vulnerable androgynous vocals meet the depths of his darker guttural range. If Lana Del Rey and Dave Gahan had a child it would probably be Indigo & the Sirens.

His 2017 debut EP accumulated hundreads of thousands of streams and views across the internet without the help of major playlists or labels, its lo-fi success led him to start his own company Black Trident Records. Indigo & the Sirens’s sophomore EP Gardens was released through the label.

His vibe and his early trippy animated visuals have been often associated with names such as Lil Peep, The Neighbourhood, Ghostemane, XXXTENTACION, Billie Eilish and more even though his distinctive style puts the artist in a different self-made niche that doesn’t need a label.

To get in touch send an e-mail to callmeindigo@outlook.it

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