"one two three four five six seven eight
go to sleep"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Counting Sheep

"in the dark
why did you let me think
you were coming back
i waited at the window
waited in the night
waited 'til my soul turned to ash"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Wandering (Ambient version)

"in the darkness i scream
'cause no one is listening"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

No one is listening (Ambient version)

a slightly different version...

original version here:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/track/bonus-safe-with-me-original

"start your heart with me
i will hold your kiss
i will keep your secrets safe with me

start your heart with me
i will hold your dreams
i will keep your darkness safe with me

like a fall like a wave crashing down on me
like a hope like a break there's nothing i can't take
like a bang like a drum burn your silences with me

start your love with me
i will hold your being
i will keep your fire safe with me"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

safe with me (the Secret version)

a huge thanks to my amazing friend @chicago_word_brigade for downloading my music over the years and gifting them back to me after my pc crashed a few years ago and i lost a lot of my original music. i really appreciate you, Charlie, and i am very blessed to have a friend and fan like you! X

please checkout his Amnesia Motel podcast episode 149 featuring my songs:
https://www.literateape.com/amnesia-motel/2025/2/5/ykde8diz9wzuj99rsp55cz4mf4phj2

also checkout his Amnesia Motel podcast episode 147 featuring Chicago Word Brigade remixes of my songs:
https://www.literateape.com/amnesia-motel/2025/1/22/k1chfwmugu3nhxe1nb7aldc6l646vr

"far beyond a stolen island
beyond a burning sun
i'm finding my way home

the sky never seems to get lonely
never seems to crave
this silences wrapped in tears

Light burst in the darkness
an echo of black breaking the waves
taking the saved to open their eyes

take me home
home to You"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Island (the Silhouette version)

“beyond the gate tonight
the stars are only shining for you
we used to hold hands
i used to think ‘oh this is grand
oh this is the life’
i used to be in love
maybe with the idea of forever
maybe with you
the words that struck true
you took away my
deep longing to be
someone else like (you)
unlike (me)
it’s all for nothing
it’s all for nothing
the darkness stay dark 
and the light is just
another holding on
another taking
another tearing down, down
where we both may leave
the stars and rocks and trees
and i am just another voice
in the void
‘cause you walk away anyway
and leave me 
standing in the rain”

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

in the void

based on an old poem of mine, called "my Friend, Hope". this is not based on my own life, just imagination and conversations with a Friend.

"she was on a roll, my Friend
then she dropped down
so loud never heard a sound
as her heart stopped. dead-beat
drunk never said a word to me
but oh my Friend how he played
the bongo, for miles and miles the sound

so here i am, my Friend
the lost, i've got no money
just faith, forgive the lonely
forgive the dark in me
and make me whole again
so here i am standing on the edge
whispering Your Name
i believe You're listening"

Written, performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Hope

A minimix of old songs.

Lyrics:

"I hold on to the silence between the walls and you. Beyond the skies a firefly calls to me. I don’t reply. And I will wait here in the dark. I will hold. Maybe I will seem a little broken. A little lost. Fighting the stars. Fall into the moon. For you, for you.

It’s okay to be friends I don’t mind, just you and I. It’s okay to watch the world go by, just you and I. It’s okay if you don’t want more, just say, I don’t wanna be. The one who loves you. The one who stays. I will stay here where the train catches the sky. Railroad goes nowhere. And the nights have no stars. I didn’t mean to fall for you, for you.

I can see in the dark. I have no heartbeat. I can sense wiith my soul when you are close. And I’ve been waiting. And I’ve been longing for a glimpse. Just a taste of your heart. Don’t leave me here.

Whisper in the wind. Watch the days go by since I felt your, since I felt your touch.

Candle in the dark. And I’m a lonely soul and I’m a lonely soul and I’m a candle in the dark. She’s the shadow, whispering.

Connect the wires. Hear me cry out in the silence of the dark. Felt it in my bones. Shadows growing cold. Emptiness.

Walking home all alone. Even the stars are following you home. Thinking where do I belong. Oh when the day is long.

In the faraway, distance moment. Runaway. She’s just a girl. Runaway, runaway. On the mid-summer breeze. In the morning.

You took my heart away. I didn’t beg you to stay. Just another pinning wishes to the sky. I don’t need someone to save me. I don’t need someone who can fly.  I don’t need you to protect me. The sky is dark. Everyone’s crying. Everyone’s asking, is this the end.

Beautiful mind. Beautiful soul. Beautiful heartbeat-beat-beat.

The mist is falling. The sky is torn. And I am running, running to you. Tears are falling. My soul is torn. And I am setting you free. I am lying beside you. I am crying over you. I am lying beside you. I am dying for you.

Fall in the silences. Whisper it, whisper it to the stars. 

Leave your fear in the dark. Tape your love to the skies. Like a treasure to behold. Write a poem on my heart. Paint your memories on today.

Moodswings and love me like you do. All broken and tangled. Wild and heart. Imperfect and beautiful. Broken and what we are. Children of the sky. Children of the stars. Children of the wild."

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Fractured Silences:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-part-1

Fragments of Songs (Minimixes):
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fragments-of-songs-minimixes

A firefly calls to me (Minimix) [Fragments of Songs]

The sky never seems to get lonely
Never seems to crave this silence
Wrapped in tears

Light bursts
Breaking the waves
Taking the saved
To open their eyes

Take me home, home to you
Home, home to you

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Island (the Other version)

Songwriter. Freeform. Experimental.

Experimental Fractured Acoustic. Unmastered. 

Fractured Silences (album) on Bandcamp:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-remixes-welcome

All music is written, performed and produced by Wildsilences.

All Rights Reserved.

I am inspired by life, sci-fi, fantasy and dark sides of the moon. Some songs are about me, others about movies or characters in books, conversations and daydreams. 

My songwriting style is mostly freeform, fractured acoustic.

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