prod. peril

I hate women, I hate bitches, I hate hoes
Don't talk to me, my dms are closed
My mom walked on my trying to overdose
I hate that bitch, I feel like a junkie, the way my neck itch
Kill me and throw my body in a ditch
I slit my wrist, and now i need another stitch

ih8women

half of my mind is about to be broken
half of my mind is about to be gone
half of my mind is about to be broken
now it's so easy for me to live on

it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized
it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized

Alright Lobotomite

maoist girls

prod. quitaii

I'm sorry but I'm not dead, yeah I'm very much alive
Still fucked up in the head, but I think i will survive
Contemplating suicide, it's all over its alright
I don't wanna take my life, so I just put down the knife

I am sorry for going silent. I am not dead, I just needed a break from the internet. I will not be returning therefore "sorry" is my final song, and I hope you enjoy it. I really appreciate the support and thank you for sticking around.

sorry

the more i know
the less id rather know
the more you show
the less id rather go

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

cry myself to sleep
wake up and repeat

everydays the same
everydays the same

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

the more i know
the less id rather know

the more i know, the less id rather know

look out

July 21st 2025 INf3stxtion EP

Failed Album turned EP, only 1 song was lost

Bugs

so sorry i keep reuploading this one i needed to compress more
h4rtbrkr cover obviously

eat yr heart

Coma Cinema Cover

Caroline, I miss you more than I ever wanted
I don't know you, but I know you are beautiful
Caroline, your eyes are little pools of death
You're a waste of my time but I couldn't care less

Caroline, please kill me
Send my spirit to your mind
I will hang out in your feelings
Until the end of time

She's so over it

Caroline, I love you more than I ever wanted
I don't want you, I don't want you to go away
Caroline, your eyes are dead like outer space
And I know that I am boring, I can read it in your face

Caroline, please kill me
Send my spirit to your mind
I will hang out in your feelings
Until the end of time

She's so over it

Caroline, Please Kill Me (Coma Cinema Cover)

Live Audio Recorded August 24th 2024,

Remastered and Repackaged to commemorate the loss of Ian Mockler, a.k.a. Lil Watermark. A Natural Showman who put on one of the best shows East of the Mississippi deep in the forests of Virginia. A Great night of banter, partying and solidifying another great celebration of soyjack party

credits:

Performers:
Ian Mockler (Lil Watermark) - Guitars & Vocals
Danghul Bangyana - Drums
Aidan Ziril - Bass

Photography, Design - Foolz
Mixing & Mastering - Foolz

Additional Audio Submitted from Phone Video Recordings, Action Cameras, and Handheld Recorders:
- Elias
- Gabe
- Shot
- Tac

Special thanks to Bessarion and halfwayhobo for hosting. 

Cry 4 Help

she saw me by the pool while we were wrestling
saw the look in her eyes but its a stupid fling
i could look at her die and still not feel a thing
ooOOo
i saw her all alone and she was suffering
my life is shit so just maybe we might share some things
everything we could be if i was anything
but id just rather die alone

cause im so shy
cause im so shy

i dont feel real so maybe i can cut myself
im never happy so maybe i should kill myself
all these years that ive wasted looking down at my cell

God has blessed me with my musical talent