lisaiscool

Other 4

martyr

ooooo oo ahhhha ooooo
life gets hard sometimes
im
running round my room 
at 3 am
i dk what to dooooo
idk what to do
somethin wrong w u?
theres smth wrong w u
x2
u kno y?
cuz u wont
leave me alone
x8
leaaaaave me alooooneee
leave leaveee me aloneeee
oooo

leave me alone

LDAR demo

Lessthanthree

No Turning Back

a grave for two

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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Running Away

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash

half of my mind is about to be broken
half of my mind is about to be gone
half of my mind is about to be broken
now it's so easy for me to live on

it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized
it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized

Alright Lobotomite

another day of eternity
of being a freak and being obscene

i have no motivation
all i feel’s aggrivation

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

im fucking tired everyones of shit
you know who you are so go and suck my dick

i have no more to give you
no spark left to pull through

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

Burning Out

TOWNIE (MITSKI COVER)

[Verse 1]
the girl i so dreamed of finally appeared infront of me
her beautiful eyes, her beautiful hair, oh she's beautiful
her personality, her anti-zog. everything about her
it all came crashing down though when i shed a tear

[Pre chorus]
(Scream) I CANT GET WHAT I WANT!!

[Chorus]
Save me wont you please just give me another chance
Save me wont you please lets just go out and dance
Save me save me, i'll put you in a trance
dont let me go out to the soyworld on my own

[Verse 2]
trust me babe i really tried, i really paid the price and i wanna die
but all for you, i know its true, the love between me and you
her awesome smile, her cute style, oh everything about her
it all came crashing down when i begain to fear

[Pre Chorus]
(Scream) I CANT GET WHAT I WANT!!

[Chorus]
Save me wont you please just give me another chance
Save me wont you please lets just go out and dance
Save me save me, i'll put you in a trance
dont let me go out to the soyworld on my own

Save Me (Wont You Please)

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

Glory to god
Chirstpilled

Z-list incelcore artist

Save Me (Wont You Please)

INf3stxtion