Jetpack!

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Bella Lenahan x lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

[Verse 1: EMO FRUITS]
Woah can't sleep can't dream at all
Red wine I'll drink it off
My head can't think at all
Anxious can't breathe at all

Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Yeah I'm feeling so cold yeah I feel it in my bones
Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Blood dripping from my nose yeah I'll probably die alone
Bitch I'm anxious
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
Prada beanie on smells like weed and cologne 
Feel like Carter baby can you hold me close
You got the coke drip baby can you wipe your nose
Same old jeans I haven't left my home

[Verse 2: CARTER TOMORROW]
Does it matter when youre dead?
It's all in my head
I'll fix with a bullet hole
I'm getting nauseous from these thoughts 
Stay cautious while I walk
Cause I crossed too many hoes
Right
Shawty called 
She miss me
And said she's in the city
Looking at the lights 
Shining loud out so pretty
I wish I knew 
You could've felt
That shit is such a pity
I guess it makes sense on why I feel so shitty
Anxiety got me stuck inside my room 
I'm dying please just come help me real soon
It's fine for me and I'm lying here inside my tomb
Accept it all and theres no such thing as doom

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

ANXIOUS (ft. EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW)

baby please don’t tell me that this is just a dream
yea just keep me fast asleep 
where it’s only you and me 
and i’m sure that i remember things about you 
that you forgot about 
that you forgot about 
like the way your hair is always a mess 
and the way you look in that one red dress 
yea it’s haunting me 
yea your haunting me 
i see the stars when i look in your eyes 
you’re something that is hard to find 
i swear i’d go away 
just to find you again

i know you know i know i’m a mess
my brain is broke but im trying my best 
lately i’ve been on the run with nowhere to go 
i don’t have a place to call my home
but when i’m with you i swear i’m close  
the distance sucks so just pick up the phone 
just take me home

i’m sure i remember things about you that you’ve forgotten (king theta)

Run Up (prod. romelight)

I got a hundred problems and they're all tryna come down
everything is such a pain its never fun now
yeah i wanna cry
yeah i wanna leave
got past myself and now i hardly sleep
everybody wanna claim that they know
little do they know im always on the go
wanna hit my line you send the dough
i dont gotta waste my time im out the door
do you see everything for what it is?
or you just another motherfuck too scared to open their lips?
cause i got that, yeah i read you
now you step back, cause youre dead too
and i just see everybody fading away again, again, again, again

and i cant tell, what i dont know
suppressing shit as if im scared to grow
and they cant see, what they dont know
depressing shit and now i gotta go

late night thoughts always leaving me brain dead
late night hours and you now im off a cigarette
day time sunshine what the fuck is that?
cause i got my hoodie up head down what the fucks a hat?
social skills are up but i dont wanna use it
and the smiles on their faces im annoyed but im used to it
all the truth i say is always masked inside a joke
always money spending acting like im never fucking broke
I dont know what im gonna do right now
cause the whole world stopped and i cant see how
everybodys so fucked and i dont see the change
all of it is getting fucked and it looks so strange
and i just see everybody fading away again, again, again, again

smoke in my eye

@demxntia

produced by myself & demxntia.

[lyrics]

i cant find myself, am i stuck in hell 
just an endless wave of thoughts i think i need help
thoughts are coming in, i cant seem to move
and im running out breath im running out of room

i got shivers down my spine i can feel it in my bones
i got water in my eyes i hope that i will never feel alone again
in the end, im just lost in the depths
i got a headache coming up and im just dying in my bed
in the course of living im not sure on why im here
i got my brothers in the cut and no one else is coming near
run it all back and i still feel dead
two steps back and its all in my head
demons in my face and i cant see shit
target on my face and i feel that shit

i cant find myself, am i stuck in hell 
just an endless wave of thoughts i think i need help
thoughts are coming in, i cant seem to move
and im running out breath im running out of room

(demxntia)
whats the point in even trying anymore
when im feeling just the same as before
got my bands up flexed and my brothers by my side
but it doesnt help the fact that i still wanna die
but i dont give a fuck anymore
about the demons that are knocking on my door
yeah ima fake til i make it and my life is for the taking
i dont care about a thing anymore

i cant find myself, am i stuck in hell 
just an endless wave of thoughts i think i need help
thoughts are coming in, i cant seem to move
and im running out breath im running out of room

all for what w/ demxntia

its a sad sad world everybodys gone
they're in front of you, but they're really gone
you can watch it all come crashing down
they say they're your friends, but they're not around
(x2)

look inside the mirror its broke
everything i say is a joke
all the time i cry inside
all the time i wanna hide
i cant fucking take this shit
can somebody go and die
take me back, to the days i didnt feel
take me back, so ill never have to heal
got my tears sheddin but im tryna lock them out
i can hear my thoughts but im tryna block them out

you cant, feel what i feel
you cant, hear what i hear
you cant, see what i see
you cant, know what i know

its a sad sad world everybodys gone
they're in front of you, but they're really gone
you can watch it all come crashing down
they say they're your friends, but they're not around
(x2)

i cant stop thinking bout the fucking past
all the ghosts haunt my head like the caves with the bats
and im running, and im screaming
im a fucking corpse, and im leaving
do you remember everything that we ever had?
all my feelings got me fucked now im starting to feel sad
rain falls
night skies
lost it all
now i wanna cry

sad sad world

prod. @sorrow_bringer

[lyrics]

i dont wanna waste time anymore, woah
so im sorry if i waste yours, woah
i got up and i left, everybody doesnt know that
those that do understand that, but those that dont just hate me
and thats okay, youre not the first
but youre not the last, and thats what hurts

and i cant feel shit, thats what i tell myself
but i feel it
and all the hurt i wanna take back
if i told you, would you believe that?

we dont talk much, but thats okay
we were getting so close but then i pushed you away
and thats my fault, and i fucked up
im a piece of shit, and im stuck up
dodging everybody i dont wanna talk
i really just wanna go away
i dont even wanna be here anymore 
cause i just really fucking hate myself
but i dont wanna be a ghost
and i dont wanna leave, cause you mean the most

i dont wanna leave, i dont wanna leave
i dont wanna leave you again
i dont wanna leave, i dont wanna leave
i dont wanna leave you again

wasting time [prod. sorrow bringer]

[lyrics]

dont be mad cause im doing me without you
and im going alone i dont know about you
you haunt my dreams 
and im anxious im nauseous i hate this no i cant stop this
when my world went froze and youre still there
i dont really care im still lost inside my head
walking in the maze and the paths are darker
its harder im farther but really im inside my bed

lost all alone
frustration down to the bone
all black heart and some frozen veins
glued to the ground but my heads in space

zoned out got a cracked frown on my face
got a million problems but ill hit maneuvers through the pain
pulling on my hair cause i dont know what i will do
holding back my tears, i dont wanna lose
i got a lot of problems and im aware of this
i hear a lot of voices and im scared of this
all alone in a mine field im dead
one small step
and ill break my legs

lost all alone
frustration down to the bone
all black heart and some frozen veins
glued to the ground but my heads in space

cant stop this

[lyrics]

and i just wanna see you smile
cause everybody doesnt know shit
and i just wanna see your face
cause i dont think youre this, youre this
person you claim to be
we both know thats not you and i cant feel
shit since you left, i cant feel
shit since you left, i cant feel
and im just a hallowed out shell and i really wanna go away
dodging my problems
sleeping off sadness
never gonna solve em
like what the fuck happened

i dont know
and i walked down this road
i dont know where to go
i lost myself and i lost my way
its a neverending pain and it wont go away

always sitting in the background
everybody fucking sucks now
i dont know what ima do
never really know what i will do
everybody wanna fight me too
everybody doesnt every know but i know
everybody so clueless but they dont even really fucking know oh
waking up i dont even care if i die
going through my day im fucking miserable inside
ignoring everyone, always irritated
always got a frown and honestly i hate it
waking up i dont even care if i die
going through my day im fucking miserable inside
ignoring everyone, always irritated
always got a frown and honestly i hate it

that which punishes ourselves

@paineko

Lyrics

I don't wanna ever fall in love
I can't get my heart broken again
Why she always tryna start a fuss?
Hoe you got me bent, don't need no bitch

I don't need you, I'm sorry if I leave you
Why am I the nice guy every time their evil?
Every time they're worth it, I make 'em feel worthless
If they don't wanna hurt me, I'ma leave em broken

It's a nightmare, it's a fucking cycle
Baby when you not here, I don't feel that nice no
Fuck me with 'em open, only kiss me with your eyes closed
She the only girl I wanna talk to on my phone

If you love me, don't let me know
It always bites back, leaves me low
And I don't like that, leave me alone
Girly I just might snap, let me go

Lookin' everywhere, I lost her
I'm such a dumb fuck, why'd I toss her?
I'm worth the least, I feel like copper
Sold my soul for cheap, I should of made another offer

Put my soul in a box, I swapped it
Drugs I be off, I'm high like rockets
I don't fuck with pills but still I pops it
Say she want my heart, she don't know that I lost it

Shawty I'm demonic, you don't really want it
Said I'm off the fuck shit, 1 day later and I'm on it
When I die don't lie no one else cared like my mom did
I was left behind just like the time I named a song it

Always in my head I'm out of place I don't belong here
That bitch had me stressed, I told her we don't get along dear
Room had her impressed she ask me do I make my songs here
Then she got undressed I told that bitch don't leave her thong here

You won't ever come back, no one ever see's twice
Damn that bitch is so bad, told her that her steez nice
She was getting naughty like she didn't wanna be nice
If you fuck up your chance and be ungrateful, I won't retry

I don't wanna ever fall in love
I can't get my heart broken again
Why she always tryna start a fuss?
Hoe you got me bent, don't need no bitch

all for what w/ demxntia

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