A new one

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

Follow both Lanie and Kuroime
p.s. i love you all <3
(Photo is by Forrest Payne)
@kuroimetsuyu
@sadlylanie

Lyrics- 

Yung van:
No baby No
IMMA die all on my own
You don't need me though 
Getting money on your own 
No baby no 
You don't need me in your life
You be living right 
Baby you be living fine

Lanie:

what should i even do
i'm still all alone thinkin what is up with you
yet i can't swallow down my pride
its too late to save me so please stop asking why
and this ain't fair this ain't fair
baby i'm so sorry that's it's easy not to care
no this ain't fair this ain't fair
so leave me to my money watch me throw it in the air babe
dollar signs takin up my eyes i can't believe the green ain't make believe only thing that's on my mind hey
prices high but it ain't a crime yeah this fantasy come true to me is doing me so right babe
now everybody knows
everybody knows
i'm sorry you're alone
but i got it on my own

FOLLOW LANIE <3

i can see you're alright w/ Lanie (Prod. Kuroime)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

Share it to the world <3<3 Thanks to everyone for the support! I Wish the best for each one of you.

YungJZAisDead: https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

you worth everything feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. SBANE)

L☻VE SUCKS! ( + eva)

spotify/apple music

L☹VE SUCKS! (+ eva)

prod. @dethc

lyrics:

I'm not lifted cause I never smoke that loud
yet I've always had my head up in the clouds
I start picturing my body in the dirt
when I think of everybody that I hurt
but I slowly started to feel a bit better
when I stopped caring about how I'll be remembered
my existence is so inexusable
that you could talk shit about me at my funeral
I wouldn't mind
mention my propensity to lie
tell them that I never even tried
say how I was rarely ever there
convey the fact I barely even cared
empathy's not something I attained
my heart is just as tiny as my brain
mankind and I have always been detatched
my eulogy should belong in the trash
and I don't care
remember all those times I made you laugh?
sometimes I wish that I could take them back
if 98% of me is negative
might as well just make the leap to one hundred
I'm sorry that I couldn't make you proud
I got sidetracked cause my head's up in the clouds
but I imagine that it will be beautiful
when you tear me apart at my own funeral
at my funeral

@myfuneral (prod. dethcab)

@twotwntytwo
prod. @sorrow_bringer

[lyrics]

i remember in the past when we lost it all
gotten to the point we didnt care if our bodies fall
night time outside and i still think
about every wrong i ever did then i go to sleep
you know you know that ill panic ill go
cause im scared of everything in front of me because its all unknown
im killing all these memories because they make me wanna die
im killing everything around me because they make me wanna cry

in the end i dont know whats wrong
in my grave ill go see you so long
(x2)

(two:22)
demons take my heart,
fly back for round two
my love surrounds you,
im so glad i found you
bye and farewell,
threw it on the shelf
these feelings never tell,
i got your route to hell

in the end i dont know whats wrong
in my grave ill go see you so long
(x2)

in my grave w/ two:22 [prod. sorrow bringer]

white bedsheets (prod. killedmyself & ʎpoqou)

produced by misery, highxtides, blade901
written by lightning logan
made by the monster

when the wolfbane blooms [prod. blade901]

[lyrics]

alone now, everybody wanna go now
i was the one that left tho, i am nothing but a ghost
i just wish you would've stayed
i see you're doing fine now, thats cool
i just hope you're happy now
i'm really not okay but, thats life
i just wish you were around
but i see you're just doing your best
while im still here fucked up

and you, you told me you would never change
but you did and now its gone
and i dont really blame you for that
and you, you told me its forever
but to you i guess its not
so ill just sit here and rot
and i dont really blame you for that

i just wanna find happiness all the time
i just wanna go a day without you on my mind
but i do and it hurts me
every single day and its hurting
wanna go away but i cannot escape
and im down in the trenches ill call it a day
its all in the past so why does it hurt?
my heart is all black im dead in the dirt
you're going on and i am still here
you're off in the distance and no one is near
but i see you're just doing your best
while im still here fucked up

and you, you told me you would never change
but you did and now its gone
and i dont really blame you for that
and you, you told me its forever
but to you i guess its not
so ill just sit here and rot
and i dont really blame you for that

i dont really blame you
i dont really blame you
i dont blame you
i dont blame you..

I don't blame you

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hrUfX7wsi7bSUJNxVKbi4?si=OR6MWOowSsCWyHRlqECuGQ

Dear Dad why’d you have to go so soon
It feels like I never really got to know you
You lost track of ur life when your pops passed
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass 
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path
I’ve had addictive personality since way back
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that 
You loved work you put that over everything
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring
They say you never know what you had til' it’s gone
That’s why I’m writing you this song 
I've been stressing and second guessing decisions
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom 
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision 
You helped me buy my equipment 
You shared my songs and you listened 
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen
Moving around a lot houses always switching 
As I got older began to see the addiction 
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself 
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn 
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster 
We wouldn’t be in this disaster 
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster
But I guess it doesn’t matter
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor 
Not all stories get a happy ever after
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too 
Mama found new love met a nice dude
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru
How’s the weather in heaven hope it’s a nice view
Nowadays everything ain’t the same 
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain 
I never thought that I would have to feel this way 
But I can’t help it I’m breaking down every day 
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret 
Holding on to what is left hope ur happy looking down
I just wanna make u proud even tho ur not around 
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me
I won’t forget the memories 
I won’t forget the memories
Rest in peace yeah

Dear Dad (prod. Jakkyboi)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

i been thinkin bout you lately 
girl i know you want to
you can always slide by my place
you got my heart burning up babe
every single time that i lay
my eyes on your face

yeah i’m fallin for your body
and your mind too 
forget the past, 
we can leave it all behind you
i won’t let you feel alone again 
i won’t let you feel alone again, no

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

put your body up against mine
couple hours we never look at the time
lay in bed as we watching the sun shine
through the curtains and passing the window blinds

yeah, and you’re so warm
in the middle of a winter night
so glad that i made you mine
i feel fine when you’re beside me

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

SPOTIFY

i won't let you feel alone again

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

[lyrics]

I'm a piece of shit baby I know
sad face emoticon deleting all your photos
burn it all down, then I went ghost
little did you know I didn't even wanna go
(X2)

break my bones like cracks on the concrete
I hear your voice at night when I sleep 
get nightmares you're there standing
always mad at myself for what I can't be
gotta lotta changes but you'll know I'll never change 
pushing all these daises just so I can end the pain 
I see you doing great and I just hope I do the same
I'm always in a storm and I'm just dying in the rain

and I can't breathe, and I can't breathe
can't, can't, I can't breathe
can't, can't, I can't breathe 

I'm a piece of shit baby I know
sad face emoticon deleting all your photos
burn it all down, then I went ghost
little did you know I didn't even wanna go
(X2)

creating these problems I know it's my fault
damage my feelings I'm causing assault 
hurting myself, causing you pain
I'm fucked up
hurting your health, I'm going insane
I fucked up
yeah I miss those butterflies I miss when you would talk 
spineless piece of shit but really you were still my rock 
watch the bridges burned and I turned and then I walked away
I watched the feelings fade and the pain just never went away

and I can't breathe, and I can't breathe
can't, can't, I can't breathe
can't, can't, I can't breathe 

I'm a piece of shit baby I know
sad face emoticon deleting all your photos
burn it all down, then I went ghost
little did you know I didn't even wanna go
(X2)

I can't breathe

i made this in like 3 hours it’s kind of shitty

I can't breathe

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