"All things considered, getting all of this out with music just feels right? Like I can use the album to point to it to explain how I feel instead of having to think about [it] all the time, but at the very least, I want it to be the best apology I can give to the people who deserve it (even if they'll never hear it). And at a time where I can genuinely feel my brain starting to melt and the memories start to fade in the midst of everything, it'll be a way to go from faking some semblance of happiness all the time to at least trying to give myself the hugs and self-love I need to keep going, if only because I can't ask for forgiveness from the people I've hurt." -me, 4/21/2025.

"fleeting memories; feigning happiness" is a personal journey for me that follows, among other things, the course of a romantic relationship, the stages of grief that came with it, and my understanding of my eventual diagnosis of bipolar II disorder. I suppose I'll leave it at that.

Thank you for giving this album a listen.

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motif (ego death)

HARRY $NOW & LILTYPE1 - BLACKOUTTHESUN (PROD. $allen)

Lyrics (they start at 2:03):

I won’t stop tripping till I get my foreskin back
Chicharrón a pay pig
Deplete greenbacks
Get your cheese taxed like your tea
Capsize a motherfucker’s boat over these
Soul seek
Queen bee on Bumble tryna hit her knees
I last longer off these honey packs
In my KFC, only eat abused chicken
Black eyes when they come around me 
Dilate pupils give ‘em bad vision
#
She sells her stanky for the stimulants
I robbed her for her stimulus
So it goes…
I guess love has prices cheaper than the infinite
Put an 8 on her side and dip it in 
No mechanic but your pan’s dry
Five quarts you’ll probably need a detox
With a side of animal fries
Four spreads on the side
You got your cup right?
Take it easy on the ICE
#
“Did you hear that?
Take it easy on the ICE?!
There’s slippery slopes and fools who wear boots to steady their pace and the same boots get used to plant your face in the dirt from which you came!…
Take it easy on the ICE?!
It’s the cheapest drug on the planet!
Hitler’s esoteric NoDoz that keeps the homeless in a chokehold!
Lizards in white smoke draped in tired eyes...
You bet your goddamn saggy ass I’ll take it easy on the ICE!”
#
Roll my head off my shoulders 
Jesters plucking petals
Tulips instrumental to my self destruction
Double down on my luck 
Sold my Welfare check for a duck, cashing foils at Midnight
The one way express daisy chain ICE
With fake jewels, all their juice from concentrate
Beat the pulp out a sadist, gave his sub time off it’s Labor Day 
Eating rocky road, walking stones to greater things
Bags of dice in my bindle hit 20 natural ways
Hip sway Medusa my gaze 
Nature addict got the tea in my lemonade
Feel like Helena got my baby taking off wigs
No makeup in our skin 
Twin flames on the parchment
Burn like parliaments
Parlor tricks with a bag of sin
Out in Oak Glen
Picking knowledge with a stick..
#
Dirty ratchet hungry
When I’m done turn me to ashes
We don’t need no body bags
Only solid water in some glass
Paratroopers parachuting in your ass
Single ply napkins get you super high super fast
Soup or salad on your map
Ink all on your arm
Baby girl let me see your body parts
Nazi’s known for wrecking works of art
Works of art…
Don’t work so hard…
#

midnight welfare - Bumblebee (Delicious Fog) ft. shootshitlikecobain [Burbank Master]

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Hodge with Forest Drive West & Phon.o - 10th April 2018

The seventh edition of my mix series Get It is here, and this time it's dedicated to breakbeats, with a luscious selection of modern breakbeat tracks, mixed lovingly on vinyl by myself. There are deep tracks, crazy tracks, minimal stuff, moments that remind you of old skool ragga jungle, and nods to the early 90's breakbeat hardcore sound. Enjoy!

Check out the other mixes in the series:

https://soundcloud.com/sonicrampage/sets/get-it-15-track-all-vinyl

Blog link: http://sonicrampage.org/blog/2019/07/pearsall-presents-get-it-007-get-broken-modern-breakbeat-mix/

Mixed in Berlin, May 2019
100% Vinyl
(46:19, 106 MB, 320 KBPS MP3) 

Tracklisting:

01. Nite Fleit - Scram (Steel City Dance Discs)
02. Hugo Massien - Ghost Note (17 Steps)
03. Detboi - Joyride (ft Goldie) (Metalheadz)
04. DJ Normal 4 - Cult of Alecto (Klasse Wrecks)
05. DJ Different - Angels (Lobster Theremin)
06. CRK - Enchatillons Du Parrain (Comic Sans)
07. Mall Grab - Get Impetuous (Looking For Trouble)
08. Tessela - Hackney Parrot (10_Ton_Mix) (Poly Kicks)
09. G-23 - Rhythm Sticks (Secret Rave Mix) (Art-Aud)
10. Top Cat - Request The Style (Special Request Remix) (Nice Up)
11. Spooky - TJ's Riddim (Ghost House)
12. Borai - Predators (Higher Level)
13. Dexorcist - Sunstorm (Yellow Machines)
14. Hornsey Hardcore - The Wiz (Sneaker Social Club)
15. Zomby - U Are My Fantasy (Street Fighter II Theme Remix) (Cult)

www.sonicrampage.org/blog

Get It Mixes

Get It 007: Get Broken (Modern Breakbeat Mix - All Vinyl)

Some may know Palais de Danse as the Glasgow-based record store. DSG, the shop owner and label head has been releasing hard-hitting records since 2016. The imprint arm providing an open-ended outlet for his genre defying productions; responsible for all four EP releases on the label thus far.

We are delighted to premiere the fourth track from the release, ‘Heaven Drop Out’. A jumpy 150bpm bass tune propelled by dizzying jungle and hardcore donk-esque stabs.

Read more: https://hyponik.com/features/first-listen-dsg-heaven-drop-out-palais-de-danse/
@palais-de-danse-records
@d-seltzer-g

PDD004

First Listen: DSG - 'Heaven Drop Out' (Palais De Danse)

Following up on last month’s release, Leipzig-based producer and visual artist @Phil-Murphy96 delivers a serious 5 tracker of lo-fi house, breaks, and footwork in the spectrum of roughly 120 to 160 bpm.
Due to a chance encounter with our member Petroschi, while digging in a record store, a shared love for certain genres was discovered and the idea for a collaboration was born. Expect warm, funky, and organic sounds that will get your extremities jiggling and your head bobbing!

Phil Murphy - Phil Murphy EP

Phil Murphy - Wasted Enough ft. Sirius Topic

SHOWERMAN2K is back with another mixed bag of club-ready business. Hip-Hop, Jungle, DnB and Bass all inbound over the full 2 hours.

PLASTIC .O.B.S w/ SHOWERMAN2K - January 2021

Callisto Mix nº66

Looting in the mix for Acceleration Radio, aired on CFRO 100.5FM from 11pm-12am on February 4th, 2021

https://looting.bandcamp.com/
soundcloud.com/looting_music
soundcloud.com/surveillance_tapes

" Looting " - Acceleration Radio 242021

Unser Danger Hunt mutiert. Mutieren aber hier im positiven Sinne, nicht was da draußen gerade rumschwirrt. Nach der Zwischenstufe iceloe hört er ab sofort auf den Namen hydroliiink und beschwört die verbindende Kraft des Wassers. Die musikalische Finesse bildet sich vor allem daraus, dass der Mix in 4 Akte aufgebaut ist. Von 105 bis 160 BPM bekommen alle Bassheads eine absurd gute Mischung aus verschiedenen Genres, die niemals den roten Faden verliert und so spielerisch vielfältig ist, wie wir das von seinen Sets kennen. Coolness hoch … sucht euch doch eine Zahl aus! 

Tracklist:
013noche - Soleil
HAPA - Mack
Paul Mond & Panjabi MC - Panjabi Bounce
Semp Uru - On a cloud
Flohio - Sweet Flaws
VDIDVS - Heavyrain
dj haram - No Idol (Remix)
Simo Cell & Abdullah Miniawy - Music Gene
Anunaku & DJ Plead - Clap Clap
Bbymutha - Scam Likely
Shlomo - Still Tippin
1905 - 187 Tambourine
Big K.R.I.T. - Energy
Trends - Catchphrase
Section Boyz - Trappin Aint Dead (Vandalized Edit)
ZGTO - Band Man
Anna Morgan - Tectonica
Young Thug ft. NBA Youngboy - I'm On
Basenug - Outside
Scratcha DVA ft. Kush Jones - End Of The World Pt. 2
DJ Taye - Inferno
MJ - Leveld
KevinTheCreep - Dog Days
Turk Turkelton - Tear It Up
El Blanco Nino - Galaxy Dub
Maltin Worf - IWP
Dj Pirna ft. Funky Umhang - Moy Gorod

Find hydroliiink:
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https://www.instagram.com/hydroliiink/
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Infinite Sequence Podcast #046 - Hydroliiink(Infinite Sequence, Dresden)

This is Infinite Sequence - a party and monthly podcast series from Dresden and Leipzig, Germany providing Bassmusic, Beatz and HipHop Electronica Mixes to you.

Members:
Scratchynski
FOLI
hydroliiink

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