Switching between "if feelings were possible" and "if I could feel" is a deliberate rhetorical and philosophical choice

In “Vivienne,” Adam sings about falling for someone the world misunderstood. Inspired by love found in the red-light district, the song explores compassion, forgiveness, and the ache of loving someone you can’t save. Poetic and deeply human, “Vivienne” is both beautiful and bruised — a love song for those society forgets.

Vivienne

September gold

A soul crushing song that captures the feeling of utter devastation, sadness,anger, and betrayal.  R&B  and Soul with elements of pop, electronic, and dance music #atmospheric #dreamy 

Til Night Come Day by KahjorSanders

I’m on the high road
Everything below went up in smoke
Did my time, now I let it go
I move slow, that’s how I grow
Yeah, I’m on the high road
Ain’t no hate in the air I blow
If it burn, that’s how it show
Still too chill to lose control

High Road

We can be strangers if that's what you'd like.

Wake up

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

Chapter nine - Somewhere Quiet

A Buck Ramble Christmas: Festival of Lights 

A lost rider and a singing companion are swept into the oldest story ever told.

After a desperate ride through a midnight storm, Buck Ramble and his faithful tenor companion arrive on the outskirts of Bethlehem just as the angel appears to the shepherds. They were never meant to be there—yet somehow they are. Their arrival shifts the story, and the angel turns to confront them. If they want the world to remain whole, they must remain and make it right.

What follows is a sacred western journey seen through the eyes of a man and his horse who never expected to witness a miracle. They follow the angel’s command to Jerusalem, where the Festival of Lights fills the Temple with fire and song. There, in the arms of an old man named Simeon, they behold the Child who would someday call Himself the Light of the World.

The encounter changes everything. They ride back not with answers but with peace—carrying a quiet flame that was never theirs to earn. The final songs are not about what happened, but what remains: light for the weary, mercy for the broken, and peace for every stranger still out on the road.

Part Christmas album, part biblical epic, part sacred western myth, Festival of Lights is the story of a man and his horse who stumbled into prophecy by accident—and stayed long enough to be transformed.

Summary Themes:

Doubt & faith

Accident & providence

Smallness & glory

Light carried through darkness

The gentleness of redemption

The way God works in ordinary men

Tone:

Cinematic, reverent, frontier, mid-century hymn, sacred Americana, biblical poetry, quiet emotional catharsis.

This isn’t just a Christmas album.
It’s a pilgrimage.
And somewhere in its journey, the listener finds themselves in the story too.

When the Wind Stood Still

Versions of You takes a single track and fractures it into fourteen alternate Quantum me worlds — each one revealing a different shape the story could take if the moment, the mood, or the narrator were just a degree to the left.

From glitch-folk confessions to neon-lit electro-soul, from whispered ASMR heartbreak to full-throttle trap, each version is its own universe: new chord colours, new emotional physics, new versions of the same truth. Some tracks feel intimate enough to touch; others feel like they’re broadcast from a future where your memories have been remixed without permission.

What stays the same is the centre of gravity, the ache and loss at the centre of the song about the love wearing out.

Whether you start at Version 1 or jump into the deep end at Version 14, each track refracts the same lyric through a different lens — digital, human, nostalgic, brutal, ecstatic, quiet, cinematic. Over the full album, the song becomes a prism: turn it once, you hear longing; turn it again, you hear defiance; turn it again, you hear relief.

This is not a remix album.
It’s a mirror maze.
And every reflection is a version of you.

Versions of you v6

Sweeter Than


when you pray,  (when you pray)
do so in a quiet place
 Close the doors behind you
and pray then to your Father -
Who's always near you in the hidden.
Then will your Father in the Heaven, 
whom see's you in the hidden -
be rewarding you.

You shall not  rattle off 
many empty words
like the Gentiles;
They believe they will be answered.
when they pray with many words.

Do not as they do, for your father knows
 of your needs already 
before You have asked him  so.


 pray like this:----

Our Father,
Thou art in heaven.
Let your name be Holy
Let your kingdom come.
Let 'your will be done,
on earth as it does in heaven.
Give us today our bread for the day ahead.
And forgive us our debts,
just as we have forgiven those
who are indebted to us.
And do not put us to trial,
but save us from evil.
For as we forgive the people
Their transgressions
our heavenly Father will also forgive us
But if we not
Forgive people Their transgressions
then nor shall
our Father forgive you your trespasses.

Don't be worry about food and drink 
to live off 
or for clothes to put on the body. 
Isn't life more than food 
And the body more than the clothes? 

Therefore, 
make yourselves no worries..., don't ask: 
What should we eat? 
What should we drink? 
What are we going to dress in? 

You shall not  rattle off 
many empty words
like the Gentiles;
They believe they will be answered.
when they pray with many words.
--
Do not as they do, for your father knows
 of your needs already 
before You have asked him  so.

All of that 
the heathen are chasing after. 
But our Heavenly Father 
knows that you need all of this. 

Seek first his kingdom 
and 
His righteousness, 
and you will receive all the rest of it as well. 

Therefore, make  no 
worries for  your tomorrow. 
It gets to carry it's own  
worries. 
Every day has enough 
with its own torment.


By floatN_axes


core

To all of you friendly souls which listen to my songs. Thank you!.  I dont need to hear from you, the listening numbers has its own tune and I wouldn't be this new me if it wasn´t for you.  God bless. You folks are the reason I´ll continue.

core

float'N_axes