Switching between "if feelings were possible" and "if I could feel" is a deliberate rhetorical and philosophical choice

In “Vivienne,” Adam sings about falling for someone the world misunderstood. Inspired by love found in the red-light district, the song explores compassion, forgiveness, and the ache of loving someone you can’t save. Poetic and deeply human, “Vivienne” is both beautiful and bruised — a love song for those society forgets.

Vivienne

September gold

A soul crushing song that captures the feeling of utter devastation, sadness,anger, and betrayal.  R&B  and Soul with elements of pop, electronic, and dance music #atmospheric #dreamy 

Til Night Come Day by KahjorSanders

I’m on the high road
Everything below went up in smoke
Did my time, now I let it go
I move slow, that’s how I grow
Yeah, I’m on the high road
Ain’t no hate in the air I blow
If it burn, that’s how it show
Still too chill to lose control

High Road

summer has gone
the Leafs starts to fall
the finest time of year
Give quietness for all
we know a new winter
is coming on soon
We hoping for a white one
that brings noise into a mute
and dressing our world
in white frost and 
ice blue - tunes
-and as always before
we will pray it to stay
like the winters back then
Of those we can recall 
 from when we were small

[bridge]
The finest of times will soon be here
The very best season of the year
this time we must meet
get together and eat

[[chorus]]
Oh Lord, how I wish 
'that this time 
would be just like 
the Christmas back then 
when we where kids
Oh Lord, how I wish 
'that this time 
would be just like 
the Christmas back then 
So we can show our kids

[Verse]
when reading September
Our heart thinks December
October's so tensed
just two moons from Advent
Now season can start
the time of our heart
with plans to be made
finding gifts to our friends
November´s so gray 
A transport so cold
But when it has gone
we are on.
we start up the fire
agree to pray for the snow to stay
we blessing our stove..
 the waiting is over....
and, now let it be snow! 

[bridge]
The finest of times is finaly here
The very best season of the year 
-`this-time we shall meet
 all gather and eat

[[chorus]]
Oh Lord, how I wish 
'that this time 
it would be like 
the Christmas in our memories
those from back then 
when we where kids

[[outro]]
Oh Lord, how I wish 
'that this time 
it would be just like 
the Christmas in our memories
where you where the Center
of all our attention
and we tried to remember
the greatest gift 
Is the one you gave
 giving your life 
out of your love 
for us


 text by Inge And L.

the finest of times ▫️

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

Chapter nine - Somewhere Quiet

A Buck Ramble Christmas: Festival of Lights 

A lost rider and a singing companion are swept into the oldest story ever told.

After a desperate ride through a midnight storm, Buck Ramble and his faithful tenor companion arrive on the outskirts of Bethlehem just as the angel appears to the shepherds. They were never meant to be there—yet somehow they are. Their arrival shifts the story, and the angel turns to confront them. If they want the world to remain whole, they must remain and make it right.

What follows is a sacred western journey seen through the eyes of a man and his horse who never expected to witness a miracle. They follow the angel’s command to Jerusalem, where the Festival of Lights fills the Temple with fire and song. There, in the arms of an old man named Simeon, they behold the Child who would someday call Himself the Light of the World.

The encounter changes everything. They ride back not with answers but with peace—carrying a quiet flame that was never theirs to earn. The final songs are not about what happened, but what remains: light for the weary, mercy for the broken, and peace for every stranger still out on the road.

Part Christmas album, part biblical epic, part sacred western myth, Festival of Lights is the story of a man and his horse who stumbled into prophecy by accident—and stayed long enough to be transformed.

Summary Themes:

Doubt & faith

Accident & providence

Smallness & glory

Light carried through darkness

The gentleness of redemption

The way God works in ordinary men

Tone:

Cinematic, reverent, frontier, mid-century hymn, sacred Americana, biblical poetry, quiet emotional catharsis.

This isn’t just a Christmas album.
It’s a pilgrimage.
And somewhere in its journey, the listener finds themselves in the story too.

When the Wind Stood Still

Versions of You takes a single track and fractures it into fourteen alternate Quantum me worlds — each one revealing a different shape the story could take if the moment, the mood, or the narrator were just a degree to the left.

From glitch-folk confessions to neon-lit electro-soul, from whispered ASMR heartbreak to full-throttle trap, each version is its own universe: new chord colours, new emotional physics, new versions of the same truth. Some tracks feel intimate enough to touch; others feel like they’re broadcast from a future where your memories have been remixed without permission.

What stays the same is the centre of gravity, the ache and loss at the centre of the song about the love wearing out.

Whether you start at Version 1 or jump into the deep end at Version 14, each track refracts the same lyric through a different lens — digital, human, nostalgic, brutal, ecstatic, quiet, cinematic. Over the full album, the song becomes a prism: turn it once, you hear longing; turn it again, you hear defiance; turn it again, you hear relief.

This is not a remix album.
It’s a mirror maze.
And every reflection is a version of you.

Versions of you v6

Sweeter Than

Is not this David
 the king of the land? 

Let the virgins  rejoice
 in the dance, 
young men and old men together; 
for I will turn 
their mourning 
in the morning 
into gladness, (ye ye hear)

(hear what the Lord will say...)


[chorus]
come out to dance ,dance 
dance in the dances, 
´dance for Him

On instruments 
of cypress -with harps, and lutes, 
and tambours, 
 sistra and cymbals.
-Is not this David
 the king of the land? 
 (the king of the land? )


Let them sing praises unto him 
and play with the harps and timbrels

[bridge]
Then the virgin will rejoicein the dance, 
and the young men 
and old men together;  (this once)
for I will turn 
their mourning into gladness,

(na na....hmmm na na...hmmmm)

[chorus]
come out to dance ,dance ,dance 
dance in the dances, 
-dance for Him...
(mmmmmm)

[[classic guitar solo]]

I will comfort and
 make them rejoice 
after their sorrow
Is not this David
 the king of the land? 
did they not sing 
one to another of him
 in dances, saying,
Saul has smitten his thousands, 
and David his ten thousands?
and David danced

[Outro]
come out to dance ,dance ,dance 
dance in the dances, 
dance for Him


based on Paul`s letter to hebrwes (I belive it is Paul)  

David

To all of you friendly souls which listen to my songs. Thank you!.  I dont need to hear from you, the listening numbers has its own tune and I wouldn't be this new me if it wasn´t for you.  God bless. You folks are the reason I´ll continue.

David

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