"Ashes in My Veins" is a slow-burning anthem about loving someone so deeply, their destruction becomes a part of you. It's about carrying the scars proudly, rising from the ruins they left behind. With smoky vocals and haunting lyrics, this song is a confession of heartbreak, resilience, and the bittersweet beauty of surviving the fire. Some loves don’t fade — they burn forever inside you.

Ashes in My Veins
Verse 1
Lit the match with your careless hand
Watched me crumble like a castle of sand
Said forever, then left with the breeze
Now your ghost is stitched into my sleeves
Breathin’ smoke instead of air
You’re the poison I still wear

Pre-Chorus
I bleed out slow, still call your name
Still feed the fire that knows no shame
Ooooh, ooooh, STAY! [Break]

Chorus
Ashes in my veins, dust in my blood
You burned me down, still I rise from the flood
Ashes in my veins, embers in my chest
You left me hollow — but baby, I loved you best
Mmmmh, mmmmh, mmmmh

Verse 2
Your fingerprints, like phantom chains
Still trace the cracks you carved in my name
Tried to heal, tried to erase
But love like yours don't leave no trace
It lingers like a secret sin
Carved beneath my paper skin

Pre-Chorus
I bleed out slow, still call your name
Still feed the fire that knows no shame
Ooooh, ooooh, BURN! [Break]

Chorus
Ashes in my veins, dust in my blood
You burned me down, still I rise from the flood
Ashes in my veins, embers in my chest
You left me hollow — but baby, I loved you best
Mmmmh, mmmmh, mmmmh

Bridge
You can't unburn a heart once it's gone
You can't rewrite a ruin into a song
But I'll carry the ache like a battle cry
Ashes in my veins 'til the day I die

Final Chorus
Ashes in my veins, dust in my blood
You burned me down, still I rise from the flood
Ashes in my veins, embers in my chest
You left me hollow — but damn, I loved you best
Mmmmh, mmmmh, mmmmh

Ashes in My Veins

When fear has its hold on you
You’ll feel it’s chill before the warmth
(Before the warmth you’ll feel the chill…)
But if you let it take hold
Hold you it will
For as long as you get comfort from its embrace
It will hold you close (hold yiu close)
And steal your will
Your will. (Your will)

Hold on
Hold on
Emergency crews reported on the scene
Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
To the you, you used to know

Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
(To the you, you used to know)

The stress kills
Calm down they say
But the pills they gave me
Take my confidence away
I want them to comfort me
And perhaps they do
But the numbness invades my every move

Hold on
Hold on
Emergency crews reported on the scene
Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
To the you, you used to know
When fear has its hold on you
You’ll feel it’s chill before the warmth
But if you let it take hold
Hold you it will
For as long as you get comfort from its embrace
It will hold you close
And steal your will
Steal your will
Your will
(Your will) 
(Steals you)
[fade out]

numb

när du ber, gå då in i din kammare, 
stäng dörren och be sedan
 till din fader som är 
i det fördolda. D
å skall din fader, som
 ser i det fördolda, belöna dig. 
ni skall inte rabbla tomma ord som hedningarna; 
de tror att de skall bli bönhörda 
för de många ordens skull. 
Gör inte som de, ty er fader vet 
vad ni behöver redan innan 
ni har bett honom om det.

Så skall ni be:

Vår fader, du som är i himlen.
Låt ditt namn bli helgat.
Låt ditt rike komma.
Låt din vilja ske,
på jorden så som i himlen.
Ge oss i dag vårt bröd för dagen som kommer.
Och förlåt oss våra skulder,
liksom vi har förlåtit dem som står i skuld till oss.
Och utsätt oss inte för prövning,
utan rädda oss från det onda.

Ty om ni förlåter människorna
 deras överträdelser
 skall er himmelske fader också förlåta er.
Men om ni inte
 förlåter människorna 
skall inte heller 
er fader förlåta er era överträdelser.

Bekymra er inte för mat och dryck 
att leva av 
eller för kläder att sätta på kroppen. 
Är inte livet mer än födan
 och kroppen mer än kläderna? 

Gör er därför
 inga bekymmer... , fråga inte: 
Vad skall vi äta? 
Vad skall vi dricka? 
Vad skall vi ta på oss? 
(mmmmmmm) 

Allt sådant
 jagar hedningarna efter. 
Men er himmelske fader
 vet att ni behöver allt detta. 

Sök först hans rike 
och
 hans rättfärdighet, 
så skall ni få allt det andra också. 

Gör er därför 
inga bekymmer för morgondagen. 
Den får själv 
bära sina bekymmer. 
Var dag har nog av sin egen plåga.

(mmmmmmm) 




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