this one i try to make it wavy feel , hope you like it :)

LATE NIGHT HIGH

karma

caught up

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BrainStorm

Summa Mood【8】

The Slums

Single from upcoming ANATOMY EP

Sam Bones
https://soundcloud.com/sam-hewins-239740114

WELCOME TO ANATOMY feat. Sam Bones (prod. BFO)

“Wish I Could” is a haunting meditation on identity loss and the longing to return to a version of yourself that felt safe, whole, and alive. Rooted in The Remedy Project’s philosophy of music as medicine, the song treats memory as both refuge and curse — a place you want to escape to, but can never fully reach again.

The lyrics unfold like a psychological break-in. A door creaks open. A mind is left unguarded. Something unseen slips inside and takes what it wants. “They found the key to my mind hidden on the floor” speaks to vulnerability — the moment when exhaustion, trauma, or addiction gains access. By the time the narrator tries to scream, the voice is already gone, symbolizing the quiet erasure of self that happens long before anyone notices.

Sonically, the track lives in contrast. The verses are eerie and weightless, suspended in isolation and fear, while the drop rises with emotional intensity — not as an escape from the darkness, but as a surge of truth cutting through it. This tension between collapse and release reflects the core duality of The Remedy Project: light versus dark, destruction versus healing.

At its heart, “Wish I Could” is about mourning the person you used to be while standing in the aftermath of who you’ve become. “Home” isn’t a location — it’s an identity that no longer exists. The song doesn’t promise recovery; it offers recognition. A reminder that naming the loss is the first step toward healing.

For anyone who’s ever looked back at themselves and felt the distance, “Wish I Could” is that quiet, desperate thought turned into sound. 

lyrics:
WISH I COULD GO HOME AND TURN MYSELF INTO WHO I WAS, HEARD SOMEONE CREEPING THROUGH THE DOOR, THEY FOUND THE KEY TO MY MIND HIDDEN ON THE FLOOR, I TRIED TO SCREAM BUT MY VOICE WAS GONE, AND THEY STOLE EVERY PART OF ME I USED TO OWN, WISH I COULD GO HOME.

WISH I COULD

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