Indie rock with a 80’s/90’s vibe …

Start (How did you know ) written Oct 2023 

I’ll start from the beginning 
I was surrounded by love 
And it all became too much 
When I Stood on the cusp 
Of adulthood 
I can see it was never enough 

You had no support but you still remained
The most positive person I’ve ever seen constrained 

How did you know 
I’d hide if love took control
How did you know 
It would all take it’s toll 

You stopped me in my tracks 
I had never felt such a force 
It told me I should reason 
With my darkest thoughts 
Because in the light 
Is where life is taught 

You had no support but you still remained
The most innocent person I’ve seen restrained  
 
How did you know 
I’d hide if love takes control
How did you know 
It would all take it’s toll

Start

peter manto's Album

Velvet Screen

Hello Everyone,

It's a long time ago i posted one of my Classical adventures : )

Enjoying Life in peace & happyness whenever & wherever is my go & hopefully it is/will be the same for all of us !

Have a great whatever will be 

Andreas

Retour aux temps passés

The thoughts of you cascade through my mind
A defined time lined by the much-maligned
A mis aligned bind of defiant minds
Energy flows within and slows the sin

Too many notions cringe my body at the mention
My eyes see through my eyes see you
Too many notions cringe my body at the mention
My I see through my eyes see you

I tried to live a life of normality
To be a sheep within the herd
But I’m cursed with a mind that will not crumble
A mind that will not bow to you

Craving the making of my own path
Craving the making of my own path
Craving the making of my own path
Craving the making of my own path

There are no good no bads
There are no must dos and need to haves
Existing stops within the breath of time
Still is your heart but your mind contemplates
Bewildered, you stand facing the window
Outside the sun shines 
Inside your black and full of hate
Be free with a single thought of happiness
Be chained in the depths of hell for your sins
For your sins
For your sins
For all, for all your sins

Caged

Really Lazy Remix That Is Unnecessarily Long

Open Collab by Black Market Brains
https://soundcloud.com/blackmarketbrains

Original Track
https://soundcloud.com/blackmarketbrains/grave-solstice-free-open-collaboration-free-dl-see-description

Video

Black Market Brains - Grave Solstice (Insatiable Void Remix)

Pacing4

Abendlied

Misk - Howl (Dark Experimental)

Merci à lllos et sanzen  pour ce partage.

Déclin Chant: baie des anges / Compositeur: lllos / Auteur: Sanzen

An ominous mood seizes you as you hear something coming.

Titan's Foot

01 - SA - WE - Pulsing Presence
02 - SA - ASE - Subtle Dirt
03 - NI - STRAYLIGHT - Worm Hole - Chapter IV

Twilight

I'm currently experiencing the worst bout of depression I've had in my life. Which says a lot, because I usually have some level of depression constantly. It's been going on for a while now, and I have been neglecting all forms of social media. I apologize for not listening to all your tracks. I've just been uploading, and responding to DMs... Eventually anyway. My writing has changed a lot too. My tracks don't sound like they came from hell anymore lol. Hopefully this will be resolved sooner rather than later. Until then I'll just keep dumping my crap here for the few people who still are around.

He/Him
Neurodivergent
Satanic-Atheist
Anarcho-Socialist

Tracks vary in quality and style. I just make something and upload it even if it sucks. I just want to enjoy making noise.