Lifecycles

The discreet ceremony of life changes and growth, a quiet conversation 

She's leaning forward absently
searching like she's drifting 
so she can speak to me
why spread my blossom neath a cloudy sky
(petals wet and dripping)
in places where my hips grow wide
where the earth is cleaved and ripped aside
the solid rush as such...
she whispers of her first bed hush
the secret of her bloom 
the unveiling of new moons
with her breath against my ear
she quivers in her fear
searching like she's drifting as she speaks to me
when the moon subsides
I will shake these petals dry
while my curves enjoy new spaces
in the places they grow wide
a faded blush as such 
echoes of her first bed hush
yea
I can feel her touch
lips parted near
warm and soft across the years
the perfume of her speech drifting absently
so she could speak to me
the unveiling of new moons
the secret hush of blooms

#girlhood

Secret Hush

Mark 15: 24-37

Jesus hangs on the cross - is maliciously mocked by many of the people gathered there - his last words and death - postlude

Saint Mark Passion part 4b, conclusion of work -

Sing A Song That Sings Forever

I've forgotten what all collabs and shit I'm supposed to be working on. I'm not in the proper mind state to do any of them anyway.

Rummaging Around For Shit At 3AM

Passam os pássaros - 3 - 6 - 2023

What The Heart Wants

Shounthar - Ambient Music Soundscape

An immersive ambient soundscape blending deep ambient, relaxing music, and subtle drone sounds with soft pads and organic field recordings. Designed for meditation music, study music, yoga music, and sleep music, this track delivers calm vibes and a peaceful atmosphere for stress relief, mindfulness, and late-night listening.

Perfect as background music for video games, animations, film soundtracks, documentaries, podcasts, and creative projects needing an atmospheric and cinematic touch. Ideal for fans of cinematic soundscape ambient and atmospheric chillout.

#ambient #soundscape #ambientmusic #relaxingmusic #meditationmusic #sleepmusic #studymusic #yogamusic #calmvibes #drone #deepambient #fieldrecordings #chillout #ethereal #downtempo #videogamemusic #filmsoundtrack #animationmusic

Adaptive - Atmospheric Ambient Soundscape - Track 08

finding time 5 10 bpm take 1 82725

I'm currently experiencing the worst bout of depression I've had in my life. Which says a lot, because I usually have some level of depression constantly. It's been going on for a while now, and I have been neglecting all forms of social media. I apologize for not listening to all your tracks. I've just been uploading, and responding to DMs... Eventually anyway. My writing has changed a lot too. My tracks don't sound like they came from hell anymore lol. Hopefully this will be resolved sooner rather than later. Until then I'll just keep dumping my crap here for the few people who still are around.

He/Him
Neurodivergent
Satanic-Atheist
Anarcho-Socialist

Tracks vary in quality and style. I just make something and upload it even if it sucks. I just want to enjoy making noise.

Rummaging Around For Shit At 3AM

Insatiable Void