Something (feat. spirit liaison & Saxodrone)

noxpox - spim

No parties in the afterlife

Androization

Inside From Outside - Androization

I wrote this in 2001, one of the first songs I wrote and recorded it a few years later with Niall Cuddy who did all instruments and production, love how it turned out as it really captured the song and what it means to me, thanks for listening 💜

Little Girl

Little girl I hold you in my dreams,
Shoulders stiff and eyes too deep.
Baby mouth, that secret that you keep.
Keep a watch, be ready to run,
dressed in layers but feeling numb,
old before your time but playing dumb.

Protection, A mothers warm embrace.
Deception, don't show your face.
Save yourself dont fade away, Save yourself be strong today.

Little girl, staring at the sky.
Arms outstretched like asking why..
Sometimes laughing seems like such a lie.
Lies and silence turn to poison.
disguised as illness and frozen emotions,
Lies and silence turn to poison.

Protection, A mothers warm embrace.
Deception, don't show your face.
Save yourself dont fade away, Save yourself be strong today.



little girl

Senseless indiscriminate killing of civilians...Israel and Gaza 2023. Ukraine 2022. Sickening atrocities in Myanmar 2021. I wrote this song after Tianamen square 1989.  The dates change but we never change do we? Remembering all those who have suffered, or are suffering

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Written London 1989


In cold blood

Its hard to understand
Its harder to believe
The blood is on their hands
Its in the air we breathe
Among the bicycles
Lying twisted there
The tangled bodies
Left strewn across the square

Running with the face of fear
In cold blood
Our sons and our daughters
Cut down and taken from us
In cold blood
Can noone stop the slaughter?
For the love of god
They're killing them all
In cold blood

There was no warning
No mercy, no forgiveness
Just grey of morning 
And blood turned into mist
The rain will come again
And wash the stains away
It cannot heal the pain
Or wipe the memory

Running with the face of fear
In cold blood
Our sons and our daughters
Cut down and taken from us
In cold blood
Can noone stop the slaughter?
For the love of god
They're killing them all
In cold blood

In cold blood

All instruments played, vocals, composed, recorded, produced, photo by Samuel Christen


Lyrics;

I don't fight anymore
for things i can never change
i'll let go these things so complicated
i'll go the way that was made for me

I will walk away
i'll take the highway
i will take you there
on the main road

i will walk alone
on these dirty roads
i will meet you there 
on the freeway

you will find me there 
as i always wanted to be
i will find you there
we will be free

i will not hesitate anymore
will not think so much just go
i will not loose my time anymore
in distractions and illusions

I will walk away
i'll take the highway
i will take you there
on the main road

i will walk alone
on these dirty roads
i will meet you there 
on the freeway

you will find me there 
as i always wanted to be
i will find you there
we will be free

Late Sun Driver

Main Road

Tonight we're going to party like it's 1989...

Party Time (Interlude #3) [by Øhell]

kindly use earphones to listen to this :) 

(Created with Music Maker Jam) 

look. what. we. made. ♥

The Day U Went Away

Just a vocal and piano performance recorded in December 2020. Performed on a Baldwin grand piano.

Video on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/5CAw5_mL5Hk

The Long And Winding Road (Beatles cover)

"How did you find love" is a new duet I wrote with an old friend Bob Butler.

Single

How Did You Find Love

Listen to my new album "No parties in the afterlife"
Dark techno, hard techno, Acid  techno, EDM
https://insidefromoutside.bandcamp.com/album/no-parties-in-the-afterlife

Inside From Outside - Androization

Inside from outside