I've written about CIA drug trafficking, institutional pedophilia, psychopathic predators, and soul murder without flinching. But this? Writing about consensual intimacy as something sacred? This terrified me.

That fear told me something. If I can call out corruption spanning centuries but I'm scared to say getting good head feels divine—that's not artistic choice. That's internalized shame doing its job.

Sexual shame is a control mechanism. It disconnects us from our bodies, makes us easier to manipulate, teaches us our desires are evidence of something wrong with us. Especially for those of us who came from purity culture or religious backgrounds that weaponized our sexuality against us.

This track isn't about shock value. It's about reclaiming the body as sacred. It's about trust, vulnerability, and the kind of intimacy that changes you. It's about refusing to let shame edit what I know to be true: that our bodies can hold love, that pleasure can be prayer, that being fully alive in your skin is an act of resistance.

I almost didn't release this. The fear was real. But if I'm going to speak truth, I can't pick and choose which truths are safe. 

For anyone recovering from sexual shame, anyone who was taught their body was dirty, anyone who thinks being sexual means being shallow—this is for you.

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*Part of an ongoing exploration of what it means to be human in systems designed to make us less than that.*

Conscious rap artist bearing witness to systemic horrors with unfiltered bars—AI-produced beats, human truths from the trenches of corruption and control.

I’m Inspirited In Sight: researcher, gemologist, storyteller, and independent hip-hop creator exploring consciousness transformation. 

My lyrics validate what you’re seeing: the horror is real, your exhaustion rational, your rage appropriate. 

You’re not crazy for struggling in a broken system; you’re not alone in spotting the patterns. 

This isn’t quick-fix empowerment—it’s witnessing the machinery of manufactured compliance, dissecting power structures for the sleepless, struggling, and systemically forgotten. 

Validation before action, because clarity starts with knowing your perception is valid.

Process: Observe realities mainstream ignores, craft every word and concept myself, leverage AI for production and rapid independent drops. No gatekeepers, just consistent creation from lived experience and an aware, parent’s perspective fighting for depth amid chaos.

Mission: Hip-hop as consciousness-raising resistance—beats that awaken, narratives that affirm independent voices in a world profiting from sleepwalking. 

Staying present and awake is our superpower.

Influences: MF Doom’s cryptic layers, Lupe Fiasco’s systemic depth, Common’s grounded soul, plus edges from Cal Scruby, V1V1D, B.O.B., 99 Neighbors, Glass Animals, Matt Maeson, Notorious BIG, classic rock, and alternative rock.
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