fell-from-the-sky-(-endless-blue---angels-curse).mp3

A slow-building alt-pop ballad blending soft rock and ambient textures, exploring themes of uncertainty and personal growth. The song’s warm synth layers and delicate guitars evoke the beauty of living in between certainty and doubt, embracing imperfection and continual creation.

Made of Maybe

A second take of the track “The Real Flex (Sober)” 9 years clean and still finding my voice. AI-produced beats meet raw human truth about addiction, recovery, and what real strength looks like. No romanticizing, no preaching - just honest bars about the hardest thing I've ever done: learning to live defenseless.
The machines can make the music, but they can't live the story.

The Real Flex(Sober) Version 2 [Explicit]

with me (p.mitchxy)

“In the Quiet I Knew” by Def Ferrer is a deeply introspective and emotive deep house track that explores the stillness where clarity and self-awareness emerge. The music weaves gentle, melodic synths with expressive guitar lines, creating a reflective, almost meditative atmosphere. It evokes the sense of finding strength, hope, and understanding in moments of solitude, where every note resonates with both vulnerability and resilience.

In the Quiet I Knew - Def Ferrer

Wrote it My Way

The album "Ashes Bloom: Dark vs Light" is a double story told through sound.
The first half — Darkness — carries the weight of broken hearts, shadows, and fading echoes.
The second half — Light — reflects the same emotions in a brighter, more intimate way, like flowers rising from ashes.

Each track exists in duality: one is dramatic, the other is alive. Together, they create a journey through loss, transformation, and rebirth — a mirror of a soul rediscovering itself.

This is not just music. It’s a confession, a haunting dream, and a gentle resurrection.

Ashes Bloom: Dark vs Light

Phantom Skin - Light

La voix d’Eddy

Eons

Replay my name

"to wonder why you are not "good enough" is paralyzing.... the thoughts and feelings spin and dig deep into your psyche and become debilitating....no one should ever have that power over anyone! remember to guard your heart, protect it and be choosy as to who gets to hold it." ~ SheRocks

Good Enough speaks to the soul-deep sting of doubting your worth—and the fierce reclaiming of your power. Written on October 22, 2011, it’s about rising from the ashes of emotional fallout, recognizing that no one should ever have that much power over your peace.

Lyrics like “I was a scared lil gurl… I’m better together without u” transform ache into affirmation. It’s not about settling—it’s about recognizing your value, in all your soft, gritty, complicated glory.

For anyone who's needed a reminder that you're good enough—and maybe even stronger without what broke you—this one's your anthem.

~~~ Good Enough ~~~

You are good
But you're not good enough
Sounds familiar
Yea that's what you use to tell her
That scared lil gurl
So scare of fallen
In love with you

There with you
Up, yea way up
Only to fall
Fall hard
When ya say I'm good
But not good enough

Yea you think you still got something
Something special
Yea, something of mine
You think I'll still go there
Somewhere special
To that place with you

There with you
Up, yea way up
Only to fall
Fall hard
When ya say I'm good
But not good enough

What ya think ya got
Is something you can't hold
Any more
No it's in pieces
All crumbling
To the floor

Guess ya could say
I fell too hard
When I was falling for you
Thinking you would
Catch me
Fell without a net
Fell hard
From the moment we met

Now I'm broke
And I know
I can't ever catch you
Unless you fall too

I know I'm good
Better than you
Thought I would
Of been
Take off
Fly, up and up
Fallen above
No I can't catch you
If you won't fall
Can't call it love

Yea you put me in my place
I was a scared lil gurl
Til I figured out
I'm better together without u

I can be polished
Or like sandpaper
Soft and cuddly
Or a lil gritty and dirty
I can be ugly
Or I can be pretty
I can be bad
Lord knows I've been good
Now I know I'm at my best
Without you

What ya think ya got
Is something you can't hold
Any more
No it's in pieces
All crumbling
To the floor

Guess ya could say
I fell too hard
When I was falling for you
Thinking you would
Catch me
Fell without a net
Fell hard
From the moment we met

Now I'm broke
And I know
I can't ever catch you
Unless you fall too

I know I'm good
Better than you
Thought I would
Of been
Take off
Fly, up and up
Fallen above
No I can't catch you
If you won't fall
Can't call it love

Good Enough

Conscious rap artist bearing witness to systemic horrors with unfiltered bars—AI-produced beats, human truths from the trenches of corruption and control.

I’m Inspirited In Sight: researcher, gemologist, storyteller, and independent hip-hop creator exploring consciousness transformation. 

My lyrics validate what you’re seeing: the horror is real, your exhaustion rational, your rage appropriate. 

You’re not crazy for struggling in a broken system; you’re not alone in spotting the patterns. 

This isn’t quick-fix empowerment—it’s witnessing the machinery of manufactured compliance, dissecting power structures for the sleepless, struggling, and systemically forgotten. 

Validation before action, because clarity starts with knowing your perception is valid.

Process: Observe realities mainstream ignores, craft every word and concept myself, leverage AI for production and rapid independent drops. No gatekeepers, just consistent creation from lived experience and an aware, parent’s perspective fighting for depth amid chaos.

Mission: Hip-hop as consciousness-raising resistance—beats that awaken, narratives that affirm independent voices in a world profiting from sleepwalking. 

Staying present and awake is our superpower.

Influences: MF Doom’s cryptic layers, Lupe Fiasco’s systemic depth, Common’s grounded soul, plus edges from Cal Scruby, V1V1D, B.O.B., 99 Neighbors, Glass Animals, Matt Maeson, Notorious BIG, classic rock, and alternative rock.
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