the rest imma take  fucked up ass demo for me only gtfo

.something to heal you.

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lyrics:
Ayy, yeah
Ayy, yeah
It’s 5AM again
Still wide awake, still lost again

Throwin’ up my pain in a bathroom sink
She said she love me, but she never think
I was cryin' in a Uber in an old black mink
Had a blade in my bag and a hole in my drink

I don’t text back, I just ghost quick
Shawty sniffin' lines in my old whip
And I been numb for a whole year
Still hear your voice when the smoke clear

No one ever see me when I’m down bad
They just see the hoodie and the fake laugh
You don’t gotta lie, I can read that
Wrote your name in the ash on the ski mask

I just wanna die in peace, no lights
Poppin' pills on a school night, fuck life
You can keep the fame and the headlights
I just want a grave where the moonlight shines
I just wanna die in peace, no fight
Sayin' that you love me, but it don't feel right
Next year, maybe I’ll be fine
But I swear, every summer, I be losin’ my mind

She left blood on my white tee
Now she cryin' in my backseat
Sayin’ I’m the one, yeah, likely
But I seen her kiss him on the IG

Now I'm bleedin' on my own terms
Dead roses in the blunt when it all burns
Don’t ask what I’m feelin’
Shawty, I been dealin’
With a past full of scars and a heart that ain't healin’

They all fake love, that's a fact now
Told me I should smile, but I cracked out
Yeah, I’m cold like a shadow
Ridin’ 'round town with a cross in the Lambo

I just wanna die in peace, no lights
Poppin' pills on a school night, fuck life
You can keep the fame and the headlights
I just want a grave where the moonlight shines
I just wanna die in peace, no fight
Sayin' that you love me, but it don't feel right
Next year, maybe I’ll be fine
But I swear, every summer, I be losin’ my mind

Ayy, 5AM and I’m still not sleepin’
Dark thoughts got my heart barely beatin’
If I leave, will you cry for a weekend?
Or just scroll past like you ain't see shit

moonlight (prod. yxngxs)

I swear

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lyrics:

(Yeah… what?)
(Wait, huh…)
(See what I’m sayin’?)

I been lost in the pills, can’t stand it (Can’t stand it)
Every night feelin’ stuck on a planet (On a planet)
Xans in my drink, and I’m crashin’ (I’m crashin’)
Tryna fill the void with distractions (With distractions)
Broken heart and I still can’t mask it (Still can’t)
Face numb, but the pain keep lastin’ (Keep lastin’)
Call me up when the world feels tragic
Tears on my face but I smile like it’s magic

Cold nights in the back of the whip (Skrrt)
Ash on my jeans and the blood on my lips
Tattoo scars, they remind me of this
Every love that I get just turns into a myth
She said forever but forever was fake
I mix the lean with the dreams that I chase
Wake up slow, can’t escape my fate
I drown in the drugs just to numb my brain

I been lost in the pills, can’t stand it (Can’t stand it)
Every night feelin’ stuck on a planet (On a planet)
Xans in my drink, and I’m crashin’ (I’m crashin’)
Tryna fill the void with distractions (With distractions)
Broken heart and I still can’t mask it (Still can’t)
Face numb, but the pain keep lastin’ (Keep lastin’)
Call me up when the world feels tragic
Tears on my face but I smile like it’s magic

(What is you sayin’… yeah)
(What is you sayin’… yeah)
I’m just stuck in the pain, what is you sayin’?
(Yeah, yeah… what is you sayin’?)

broken heart (prod. yxngxs)

.illuminate. [prod. s0ftskelet0ns x yunny goldz]

deliverance

.menthol.

at the same time... (caspyy)

. im stuck in this fucking acoustic/emo rap/slight hyperpop phase and i can't get out .

.i forgot to take my meds today.

deadwood

lyrics
_
Ice in my veins
Heat in my cup
Puking up liquor
For keeping a buzz
I’m sorry baby it’s never enough
You call it love
I call the bluff

Weapons and armaments
Kill what my carbon is
Temper my temperament
Waiting for karma it’s
All in my head oh no isn’t it dear?
Feet on the ledge like there’s nothing to fear

Anxious and
Stressed bout’ the burden of faceless-ness
Chasing perfection and hating it
I’ll never reach what I’m aiming at
I’ll never be what I’m needing it’s
All just a means to an end

I’ll keep on feeding the cycle again
All while these years eat away at my skin
I feel as if it had never been meant to be
You’ll be the death of me
Coming the end

<3

the rest imma take fucked up ass demo for me only gtfo

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