listen my whispers before I never speak again, let's keep this secrets, can't handle this #😭

and all I have is pictures of you

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dream

parasocialfreak.mp3

prod @prodpishogue


maybe its all fine by me
my anxiety crawling and crawling
maybe its all my fault 

:L

my last attempted

[Fraud]
.
Take another swig and I keep my thoughts inside
i was tryna make some sense of all the feelings that I hide
i remember all the places but i think were out of time
take a look at all your faces but i still just wanna die
.
I put a blade on my body, i wanna skin myself alive
i cant talk to nobody, so im cutting on my thighs
now my pants are all bloody, i got thoughts inside my mind
would i tell anybody if i decided to tonight
.
[ports]
.
i swear that i saw you
i know that its not though
dont take this for granted
im half at the altar 
my hearts split wide open
my thoughts on the mantle
i know what im after
i burn slow like candles
i know what youre after
you want me dismantled
im broken in half girl
at night im a monster
i take a pill and i cant react
i cant bring myself to talk to her
you cried to me on bloody knees
and i died that day you brought it to her
.
[Fraud]
.
Take another swig and I keep my thoughts inside
i was tryna make some sense of all the feelings that I hide
i remember all the places but i think were out of time
take a look at all your faces but i still just wanna die
.
I put a blade on my body, i wanna skin myself alive
i cant talk to nobody, so im cutting on my thighs
now my pants are all bloody, i got thoughts inside my mind
would i tell anybody if i decided to tonight

candles (w/ newport100s)

tell me no please

better days

lyrics:

why you scared of me? starin at me like i'm a freak
always pullin a knife every time i try to speak
i just sneak around, bitch why u hate me?
i just stalk at night, bitch why u hate me?
if you give me time, i'll peel away your skin
make a cloth of you, that's my necessity
more than just a dream, it could be our destiny
wish you'd see me too, you're my only remedy

-
prod. astral

i'm not a freak, i'm joe goldberg

holy shit <3

[fraud verse]
and he sits in his room, and he’s drawing all day,
and he’s wearing real thin from constant clawing away
at every inch of his skin, he thinks he’s covered in bugs,
now he’s throwin his guts up, just leave him alone

[chorus]
woah, it’s like every single night
i’m laying in my bed, and i’m hittin up your line,
and i thought i’d be fine, until that razor caught my eye,
but I won’t run away this time

kick back then i’ll fuck it up again,
thought that we were fine cause you said that we were friends,
guess that was a lie, cause now we can’t make amends
and i’ll just run away this time

[hook]
this time this time this tiiime x4

[apxthy verse]
this time I don't think I'll ever get out
I've been cooped up like a chicken inside my house
I've been smoking all the time gonna wipeout
I've been choking all the time might black out

i try to do things better
i try to listen to you
i gave you my last sweater
what the fuck else can i do?
i dont think ill better
i wont get better with you
i hate this fucking weather
and i hate when i think of you

[chorus]
woah, it’s like every single night
i’m laying in my bed, and i’m hittin up your line,
and i thought i’d be fine, until that razor caught my eye,
but I won’t run away this time

kick back then i’ll fuck it up again, (this time this time this tiiime)
thought that we were fine cause you said that we were friends, (this time this time this tiiime)
guess that was a lie, cause now we can’t make amends (this time this time this tiiime)
and i’ll just run away this time

[outro]
woah-oh 
this tiiimeee this time
this time
oh-oh-oh

tell me no please

internetfraud