https://soundcloud.com/twinteefineohfor @sshinju

Been dreaming for so long
But idk what’s happening
I guess it’s rly pointless
Their eyes on me, annoying
I wish I could destroy them
But it feels like I’m not even here
(Like I’m not even here)
Like I’m not even real

2x
I wake up then I go to bed
My eyes wide shut I’m giving up
Don’t look like I’ve been through so much
Let me tell you I’ve had enough

Been dreaming for so long
But idk what’s happening
I guess it’s rly pointless
Their eyes on me, annoying
I wish I could destroy them
But it feels like I’m not even here
(Like I’m not even here)
Like I’m not even real

twintee:
Y i keep seeing these nightmares
It haunts me day and night
Bad memories keep coming, even i tried to fight
Tried to wake up, but even real life are the same
The same nightmare, feels like ngày như đêm
Their eyes on me, watching my move
Muốn đẩy tao xuống, they think im a fool
Their eyes on me, annoying
I wish I could destroy them

eyes wide shut ft. 2504 (shinju)

THANKS

every day is in my head
every day is without death
every day is in my head
waiting on a second chance

every day is in my head
portraits always in my head
lost scrolls opened up and read
i lose myself again, again

i wish youd rest next to me
operating endlessly
holding onto something weak
im slowly seeking company
 
make up my mind with your ideals
holding onto all the idols
floating in the brimstone fire

every day is in my head
ive got lost scrolls on my bed
open tomes and press ahead 
you wont leave until im dead

making up things in my head im
meeting angels in my sleep i
wont return without the scepter
my love for you wont ever wander

mind conflict

[@danex0]
Locked inside my feelings ive been
stuck i think im dreamin i just
love the way you're feeling but i
cannot see you be this

cannot see, brains still working but i cant breath
please stop lying through your teeth
say what you want, but she still wants me

still feeling numb
fucked it up im feeling dumb
did so bad i feel like scum
gotta get it through my head i think she's done

must proceed with precaution
all these feelings got me nauseous
yeah baby please stop this
cant believe what im watching
if she saw it then i copped it, but she threw away the locket, but she threw away the locket

[@nferior]
i feel so stupid
i feel so useless
i feel so foolish
how could u do this
mood swing go up n down
i b feelin lost when ur not around
but when ur around im feelin down
but when ur around it feels like hell
i tried to stop i tried to tell
im feelin stuck words in a well
i need a bucket for the blood i spilled
i need asurence need to kno u will
how tf u say u want me but dont talk
lookin up tha stars its not dark
got no bite lil boy all bark
getting violent ill rip u apart

locked +nferior (scarlet)

fighting demons in my dream
i like it when theyre after me
i wake up to reality
it feels the same when im asleep

im running around a hurricane
im slowly going back insane
dad wishes he could take my pain
it never rly goes away

mom is crying on my floor
asking why i cant make a call
im burning bridges every night
losing whats real out of my sight

if they only knew that i was hurt
cant bring myself up to the Church
can i forgive? when will i learn?
that i'll jus always b a fucking loser

a fucking loser
im a loser
im a fucking loser

tell me you'll stay

loser (quintuple)

was released in 2023 then was deleted and re-uploaded 11/22/2024
prod @suicidica
𝓈𝒶𝓂𝓅𝓁𝑒: 𝓉.𝒶.𝓉.𝓊. - 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝒹

thru my head ✞𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑✞  (p. suicidica)

t'es comme un book mais j'aime pas lire
bitch tu me fais pâlir, mes sentiments jvais écrire
tous tes messages son sans fond
bitch jai touché le fond, mes kids vont fight sur sont front
ses yeux envoutant baby forsure prends- prends
posté sur le banc, et son numéro je prend
elle aime la bite entre ses dents
elle me demande on srevoit quand, bitch j'sais pas si jla veux tant

racks and racks, racksracks, racks and racks,racks and racks,racks and racks,racks diamonds sur mon neck, jmet les diamonds sur le track

racksracks, racks and racks,racks and racks,racks and racks,racks
diamonds sur mes grills, jmet des diamonds sur ma watch

project_love

shynin9s x cannibalnobody - tearmylyfeapar✝✝✝ #RLLYSCARRY#RSL#REALWITCHSHIT

Последний старый Трек с прошлого года остальные будут не с прошлого

😔 #

[mixed and mastered by zombie shawty]

am i a model or am i just a toy?
a little bit more than ur boring boy?
got a little secret do u rlly wanna know?
these others r so dumb but ur so rlly grown 
tell me what u want yeah tell me what u need lay down now full of *ECSTASY* 
let me get a taste x2 
i just want the feeling inside all the way 
don’t run away i just wanna fucking play 
i like it when u moan and say my fucking name 
im so shy yeah im shy so yeah but now i want to play, now i wanna play 
let me get a taste x2 
i just want the feeling inside all the way 
don’t run away i just wanna fucking play 
i like it when u moan and say my fucking name 
im so shy yeah im shy so yeah but now i want to play, now i wanna play

i wanna play w that boy [p.marcy]

sc exclusive
old song so it mentions ex friend

(i was dealing with accute anxiety, paranoia, health problems, that i still deal with right now)

yeah babe i know
i cant do this shit no more 
i cant do this shit no more
i cant do this shit no more
i cant do it safe no more

i cant do this shit no more 
i cant do that shit no more
i cant fuck on your hoe
i cant do that safe no more

ima pop another ho
ima pop another ho
i make all my money fly
i make all my friends so high
i got pills inside my cup
ima overdose tonight
im venti and she glow
baby posing on that pole
im a red flag yeah i know
but i cant do this alone

i cant do this shit no more 
i cant do this shit no more
i cant do this shit no more
i cant do it safe no more

{instrumental part}

icantdothatshit (walronD)

@cybergor33
@s3wr

im stuck in my head
these thoughts they dont end
i cant control whats began
and i just dont deserve you

im so beaten up im terrible
you hate me and ive perished
im gone for good dont worry about me
and you wont have to see the real me
ever again
i think about you
when im drowning about to
die so soon im bound to
i dont wanna think around you

cut my wrist and im boutta bleed out
kiss the wounds yea i want you to
hate my life and i hate you too
in my veins you know i do

alrdy gone, +g0r3c0r3 ($ewer)

returning with a new project soon
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