Great job, magicians9000! "Keep U Mine" is a fantastic song—so smooth and emotionally resonant. Really impressed by your talent!

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

prod @bloodsekai

i wanna be famous before i turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
it's not your fault
it's not your fault
if only you could see
i like the things that you do with your hair
maybe you'd still be by my side
i pray for your dead body
i wanna be famous before I turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time

computer shy xo willow cover

demo

im so down on my calories
im wasting all my energy
my bmi is in the negatives
im too afraid to
ask for help
my social anxiety
its getting hard for me

u say that im selfish and i never treat u right
but pls know that i did it all for u
i did it i did it I DID IT ALL FOR U
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U OHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U

did it all for you (acoustic demo)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
prod me

god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

prod me ft @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick
suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick

can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

@bloodsekai:
blood is pouring 
off of my neck
u rly should've died 
when she stabbed u in the eyes
all these bad thoughts clouding my head
i cant even think i just want u dead
knifes are laying down on the floor
its always so silent after war
i rly thought u said i was urs
but  i guess all roses are covered in
are covered in thorns

brought this on myself
and i know it cant be helped
i fell in love with hell
cuz i fell in love with hell
i rly loved ur hair
and i rly wish u cared
now im staring at the end
at the end i just stare

can you see my lies w/ bloodsekai

prod desmi

theres this girl
shes online
i want her to be mine
long black hair
and pretty
i think that
she'll kjill me
why does she stare at me
gave her a note
that she didn't read

femcels demo

bloodsekai - judged around every corner (og pitch)

prod me

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

i dont know what to do
go and cry in my room
block my friends on discord too
cuz they dont even have a clue
what im going thru
and neither do u
so ill scream this tune
till my face turns blue

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

nothing works

(lovefilter) 
girl you look so good and i read online
if i talk to you i will feel alright
and im not rude im just real uptight
got my hands round your neck and i make them tighten
your lies ill take my life
if i hear them one more time
your eyes yeah your my bride
my girl forever ill decide
the prize of having of you is hard to act alright
dont mind me im fine ill be alright as long as your alive

(@yukisasayaki)
wanna keep u mine
pls dont die
come spend the night
lose track of time

fallin asleep with my tv on
and u look so cute with that t shirt on
i dont ever ever ever wanna see u gone
but i know it'll happen and i wont move on

it'll happen baby u cant tell me
feed these lies n it'll drive me crazy
jus want an answer like yes no maybe
thought u came to this world to save me

keep u mine w/ yuki (bloodsekai)

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

i made this a long time ago and i actually uploaded it on the archive, but a couple of my friends like it a lot so i'm uploading it to the main soundcloud. hope y'all enjoy

keep u mine w/ yuki (bloodsekai)

magician9000

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