all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

if i was perfect - think i'm fake

prod. zakuro
i keep on letting everybody down again and again
i put my trust in u but u said things that u never meant
i hate myself just as much as u do
my life is fucked and this world is so screwed
push me away some more
shove my face in the ground
nobodys there for me
my life goal is to drown
i regret everything that i have ever done
my life is way too hard i will never be enough
i think god hated me cus i just cant do anything right
i cover up my face im not worthy to be in ur sight
the shooting star in the sky is my last hope
but its all useless everybody treats me like a joke
and now im staining the snow
cus im not meant to be here
can u tell that im trying
i wish id disappear
days are passing by the world still hates my guts
ill never get to heaven i will always be stuck
ill never get my wings
im hanging on by a string
i let you down once again
ik ik

i'll never get to heaven

i dont feel happy no more
i want my wings to swore
look at you look at him 
this life seems so brim
do you wanna be with me  we can go A cross the 
do you want to be with ,e 2x
hold my hand thru the dark
tell me what i did wrong
tell me what i did wrong
my body not that strong
i dont feel happy no more
i feel like my wings are torn
look you look at him 
your life seems so bring
my soul could just be yours
i could be yours 2x

do you want to be with mev2 master

my brain feels like its turned into mush
maybe im on the internet too much
i love candy i got a sugar rush
fill me up

my nintendos my only friend
and when it dies ill cry again
mario carts my medicine
until the end

(mikus part)
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happy
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happyyyyyyy

my nintendo makes me happy its all i ever need
i feel fine as long as im in front of my screen


my nintendos my only friend ft miku

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

human demo

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

prod sekai

i paint and try 
i draw and cry
i wish u were mine
wish i could talk to u
how i vent into my mic
i want another wife
i want another wife

she took everything i knew
everything it feels so new
i dont wanna take things slow
i know that im doomed
give me sum convo starters
give me some branches to leech on
ur sick but wont even lead on 
u dont need me so i'll just be gone

not a real song not a real song not a real song

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

do you love me?
im still sorry
i made a mistake
take me back please
so dont leave me
im so lonely
nobody loves me
like you do baby

do you love me? x4





do you love me?

still in luv

rushing running down the stairs
hoping that my cat is there
shes the one thats by my side
even when i start to cry

she so white and fluffy too
her fur just makes me comfortable

i know shes just a cat
but she means the world to meeeeeee

shes my only company
she give me lots of peace

id die if she ever leaves

i love my cat and she loves me too
everyday the world makes me feel blue
but my fluffy little cat helps me get through
in her empty little head she has no clue

my best friend is a little fuzz ball
when i wanna cry i know who to call
meows when she wants to play
then im on my way

come on lets go
my only friend
playtime with you is my medicine

she knows when im sad
shes the best friend ive ever had

do you want to be with mev2 master

lovecupid

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