just some audios (don’t mind the first 3)

What flows through my mind.

“A theory that is contradictory in itself cannot begin to explain the contradictions inherent within it.” - Nagato Yuki

Basically deprecated now, I just shuffle liked songs or listen to more specific playlists.

Stream of Consciousness

just a mix of my tracks

1. Give me (0:00)
2. I remembered a dream (1:10)
3. M%n(2:19)
4. These cold days(3:18)
5. I know this feeling(4:28)
6. All Those Moments Will Be Lost In Time, Like Tears In Rain(5:54)
7. Gladiator(7:01)
8. January 16, 2003(8:06)
9. Rest(9:13)

These cold days

french montana - push start (sped up)

cafuné - tek it (slowed + reverb)

TRACK 01: NEVER LEFT (TRUE PERSPECTIVE PT. 2)

𝟎𝟏. ##GLUTGIRL66 ★.* ##𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡

am·biv·a·lence
/amˈbiv(ə)ləns/
noun
the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something.

1.
Snow falling (intro) START - 00:38
2.
When it's all said and done... 00:38 - 01:56
3.
As long 01:56 - 03:05
4.
Meiko  03:05 - 04:22
5.
May 04:22 - 06:34
6.
Untitled (Like I do) 06:34 - 07:58
7.
Spaiyuus interlude 07:58 - 08:40
8.
Isobel w/asoookha  08:40 - 10:24 
9.
Freedom [for Sam] 10:24 - 12:06
10.
Black Lagoon (Night Kids)  12:06 - 13:33 
11.
Waters w/beemouu 13:33 - 15:09
12.
Museum Station 15:09 - 16:40
13.
Hydroheart  16:40 - 17:20
14.
*Learning 17:20 - END


Tape 2

Thank you asoookha
Thank you prod corner 
Thank you for listening and sticking around

«​«​Ambivalence​»»

lostrushi - GLUTGIRL66 (Dejayneo mix)

en passant (intro) START - 0:57
sheela-na-gig (soookhamix) 0:57 - 2:11
...Will you remember the good times we had? 2:11 - 4:47
[don't] worry about me 4:47 - 6:12
run run RUN w/ @7dasai 6:12 - 8:19
daughter w/ @7dasai 8:19 - 10:22
where do we go from here? 10:22 - 11:15
i'm not alone [i'm not afraid] w/ @rngnp 11:19 - 12:28
unrealized emotions 12:28 - 13:42
all my time and love 13:42 - 14:31
all efforts are useless w/ @asoookha 14:31 - 15:54
Ginji Matsuzaki 15:54 - 17:07
Safety 17:07 - 18:11
Haruko Haruhara 18:11 - 19:53
Mamimi Samejima v2 19:53 - 21:42
end of the rainbow w/ @asoookha 21:42 - 23:28
Lagoon Company [interlude] 23:28 - 24:45
a world where everything is ordinary w/ @rngnp 24:45 - 25:53
shootouts 25:53 - 27:15
take care of yourself. (asoookhas outro) 27:15 - END


"You are only as good as your next project."
I put everything into this one, I hope you all enjoy.

<3

Thank you to 7DASAI, RNGNP, and asoookha for being apart of this project.

Thank you to the people around me that helped and inspired me in some way or another

Special thanks to asoookha for producing the final track off of this album and for being an inspiration and a motivating factor.

Without you, none of this would have been possible.

dnb collab project out by the end of this year :)

Take care of yourself.

twinkle twinkle

0:00 - I'll miss
1:41 - empty
2:46 - for myself
3:50 - coward
5:12 - just because
6:48 - let's pretend
7:53 - last chance

For myself

looking inward

you [don't] have to be lonely. INTRO - 1:56
living for moments like this today w/ @inthisreality 1:56 - 4:16
when was it, the last time you loved yourself? 4:16 - 5:45
wait! don't. 5:45 - 7:03
why must you go? 7:03 - 9:10
untitled (vince freestyle) 9:10 - 10:45
futility and fruitfulness w/ @asoookha 10:45

a personal project

cover art by zeryx (ly dawg)

thank you asoookha and inthisreality for helping make this possible

<3

INTROSPECTION

I never make a sound
Fingers crossed I shut my mouth
Thoughts they're creeping through my teeth
Drip, drop, the night is loud
Silence seems to drown me out
Box my thoughts and give me some relief
I wanna let you down
Make you toss and turn around
Won't you give me what I need
I wanna let you down
And I'm always lost and never found
Won't you give me what I need
Tick, tock, make me creep
Never ending counting sheep, never get no sleep
Tick, tock, make me creep
Never ending counting sheep, never get no sleep
Don't drop the curtains down
Darkness is the whole surround
My mind is lurking at my feet (At my feet)
Criss, Cross, the night is sour
Pupils fixed on every hour
Sunrise is the only thing that's sweet
I wanna let you down
Make you toss and turn around
Won't you give me what I need (What I need)
I wanna let you down
And I'm always lost and never found
Won't you give me what I need
Tick, tock, make me creep
Never ending counting sheep, never get no sleep
Tick, tock, make me creep
Never ending counting sheep, never get no sleep
Tick, tock, make me creep
Never ending counting sheep, never get no sleep
Tick, tock, make me creep
Never ending counting sheep, never get no sleep