prod reactance

lyrics:
and did i tell you that its really hard for me?
cause i cant let go right now oh 
and did i tell you that im struggling to breathe?
cause i cant find my way out oh 
and i hide away again 
im scared of what theyll think of me 
im scared of what theyll want me to be 
i dont know if i can change
enough to where its good for you 
and where im good for you 
id do it all for you 
so get to falling too 
why wont you fall into my arms?
and did i tell you that its really hard for me?
cause i cant let go right now oh 
and did i tell you that im struggling to breathe?
cause i cant find my way out oh 
and im not ready for this world
im so scared that itll hurt me 
dont know where i should go now
alone now, come help me 
or something, do something
to get me out this hell 
from something to nothing
and im not ready for this world
im so scared that itll hurt me 
dont know where i should go now
alone now, come help me 
or something, do something
to get me out this hell 
from something to nothing
i feel it in my bones

bones

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @moz-103259352, @owtiss 

yo!
>the song is up on spotify now!

i take it ur fine?
u havent said a thing
im living my life
its never kind to me ;-;
but its alright
its nothing new to me!
wish i had more time
wish u would talk to me..

left it out of mind
i think im starting to believe
every time i try
im better off if i leave
its way too easy to lie!
how hard could it rly be-
to say whats on ur mind?
is that what ur rly like..?

cuz i honestly dont know
i see it all the time!
could i do it on my own?
i dont rly wna try...
while ur blowing up my phone
i just cant enjoy my time ;-;
why r u always so cold?
im just tryna live my life

live my life (yashio, moz, me)

prod @1kayro and i

i dont wanna live w that on my conscience
gtfo of my head w that nonsense
i couldnt live w that
bloodshot eyes seeing what i didnt have

can you repeat what you said
im so sorry that i do not understand
u can cry by urself if u want
cant believe my eyes cant believe you when u talk

what the hell do i want
its not like you would care about it
the hell do i want
would it even have mattered
nothings changed i feel bruised n im battered
i promise theres still nothing i would change if it mattered

i dont wanna get u back
i just wanna take that breath i never had
rlly wish i didnt stay i didnt have to
all the things i did for us i had to

bruised and battered @1kayro @scrambl

four leaf clover

production: @itscolinazul
vocals: @antag01, @less-thaan-3, @jemonlello, @tripsoul2
mix n master: @itscolinazul

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devoted

with @takur0m0ra2006
prod.ilybeam
lyrics-_-

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this track was produced by https://soundcloud.com/stayclears
as always, tracks are uploaded early on soundcloud <3
this project will be on all plats hopefully next week, presave link soon
thank you so much for listening
enjoy ♡
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Lyrics:

ugh, 
it's been a while since I've released a song
and I've been trying every night
I swear I get it wrong
it's probably to do with the fact that i'm not good enough
it's hard to keep your mental up when you compare your stuff

"stay there, stay here"
let me fucking stay clear
your wants,
my life,
it's times like these I can't decide

i'm scared of the me
that's scared of me
i'm barely hovering 'bove death
the poison I put in my veins
the only way I get some rest

listen, listen,
it's way too much for me these days
my system, system, 
watches as the drugs decay
piston, piston,
ignorant to vision
last day these wrists glisten
the red before I've risen

getting too hot like, sauna 
girl lost her sight like, Ana
she hit me up after 2 years
just for me to say, au revoir

adieu salope tu es morte pour moi
you can keep on calling back
I promise it wont go far

hell of a time
for you to slither 'round inside this grass
cutting the ties
don't really care whether the suit lasts
busy cutting up the past
before I carve a future
barely holding on together,
mended by a suture

ugh
been stabbed by bitter blades
bitter me, gon' burn away
engulf his flame
a bitter fate
n we can burn up all them sorries 
and trash them away
kinda like you did to me
when you found out we're not the same

listen, listen,
I've been pushing on like a
piston, piston,
this venom is invasive to my
system, systems,
failing like I can't behave
struggling to stay awake,
it's amazing that I've risen

listen, listen,
i've figured you out
give me your
give me your
ear just for now

you are, you are,
someone I don't wanna be
put me in a different body,
good looks aren't enough for me
my mind, my mind,
don't reflect what mirrors see
I don't care about a rhyme
this shit just don't feel right to me

au revoir

@7akkiro @k4rson @cruseyyyy
prod @zeromandia30414

@7akkiro
i'll tell you what you're doing wrong 
no you don't seem to listen, i could never see a difference
no it'll never work, so tell me when you prove me wrong 
we do it all again, no, i don't know when it will end

but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

@k4rson
give it to me, give it to i
give it to me, you did it first
oh, can't you see, it's way too much
you made me bleed, i'm missin' us
think i've been lookin' out for you for way too long
and i need you to tell me something, tell me that i'm wrong
tell me what you told me, baby, tell me with your heart
and i can be that, baby, tell me what you want
 
@cruseyyyy
tell me why do you look at me 
yea my heart's filled with grime, i think i should leave 
yea u been on my mind
its not up to me
all the obstacles we climb, you depend on me
i find a way to you, yuh, im far from hating you
i think im made for you, yuh, it gets uncomfortable

@7akkiro
but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

devoted

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