@cherryrizla
<3prods: @freveltrothy x @yunnygoldz
saw u at the party girl, never thought u dance like that
no, never thought u'd dance like that
now that im without u girl, i think i like it more like that
yeah, i think i like it more like that
i think i like it more like that
i think i like ur body more like that
im making money mother, please dont cry
so u can have it when i wanna die

ballin like all the time
like convolk if u hit me, ill hit u right back
getting in my way, I can give u one
money on my hands when comes down the night
take my hands lets get out baby
she said its the alcohol, u don’t like me baby
im not sober when im with u 
and girl im through
its obvious I won’t fight for u :P

saw u at the party girl, never thought u dance like that
no, never thought u'd dance like that
now that im without u girl, i think i like it more like that
yeah, i think i like it more like that

cherry:
(think i like it more, more like that
call u up but u wont call me back
seen u at the party nearly left it
never thought youd dance like that its unexpected)
think i like it more, more like that
call u up but u wont call me back
seen u at the party nearly left it
never thought youd dance like that its unexpected
you look like a star
i dont really dance so ill wait for u by the bar
lets run away come take my hand
can i have this dance?<3

like that w/ cherryrizla (prod. frevel x yunny goldz)

prod me 

lyrics:

im afraid
of living my life
i dont know why

im sick of the silence
i wonder where the time went
why the fuck are my thoughts so violent
all the blood on my hands

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

can i begin again
or is this all ill ever be

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

silence

prod. uh oh (me)

i ain’t got a gang I ain’t got a crew
i ain’t got no friends i aint got no boo
I been on my own I been in my lane
I was all alone u was MIA
She askin when my plane land
She told me I’m her main man 
Too geeked I don’t wanna make plans
I ain’t got no time to talk to you that shits a waste man 
U know I keep a nine tucked up in my waistband 

I think I lost it, Think that I’m going going insane
I know u wanna talk but I got nothing to say
Love sick, why’d you have to go away
Treat me like a dog when you lock me in a cage

you know that i’d never change 
i’ve been feeling so caught up in my ways 
i’ve been looking for a place to hide away
goin crazy think about you every night and day

who do you love the most baby 
you know it’s me 
one day i’ll be a ghost in your memory
will you remember me
will you think of me 
locked in your heart to keep
you have a part of me

coming back to life tonight 
just this this once to make things right
i can never sleep i just geek up and think of you
every time you see me you know i’m on something new

hideaway (uh oh)

IntoTheParadox - When Winter Falls (Prod IntoTheParadox X Jhai)

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I got my friends so worried
They're coming back, coming 'round town
I'll see you out at night, looking back as I frown
Don't you worry, baby
If I can call you baby
I'll be okay once I acquire fix, it's definite, a sanctuary

Clouds in the sky and my heart, it aches when I sigh
And I think back, why did you lie?
I keep going back and forth, why do I cry?
*and, still*
I want you to be mine

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I could never sleep
Doing all these drugs while I weep
It's not fun
Pour another bottle till the sun is coming up
Wait a couple hours, couple days for you to come
I don't know if you got attitude or love for me at all

I guess it's how it be
Guys are all the same, we only want a damn thing
When we're alone and we find someone who appears to be
A loving soul without a lover on my phone screen

dph (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick)

04 [bonus]

th_unkown ends up becoming all u kno.

lyrics

picturing the silence in the shallow nights
every time u take a breath antother candle lights
i didnt thin id be here looking at the world this way 
this fragile skin is all what holds this tainted mind x3

/

i carry bagange 
but listen understand this
its not easy always lifting when u dont now what the plan is 

/

i hope i manage 
but heavy hitting damage 
can hit at any moment 
its not all hopefless if I vanish

/

20 fucking years ive hid inside this mud
ive lived this way
i love the way i get told the things that help me fucking hate
the way ive molded taken shape i had a place where I belonged
u look at me like its familiar 
but u wont know this pain

/

the next time i look in the mirror i will shred my fucking face
and i will do the world a favour. someone’ll take my place
and make the most of what they have 
this a toast to all those sad
stuck in the past
a sinking boat
where waters vast

/

just sink the glass
the pressure building i cant push it back
ill leave you behind a pact
trust my words and they will last

soul shredder

soul-shredder [bonus track] (stillvanishing)

(Lyrics) 

(2x)
Pour another 4 but I don’t feel it 
There’s a creature at my window do you see it 
So many blunts in the air it’s like my room is silent hill
I can’t really think right now, the monsters looking for his kill  


Sometimes I wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m 

I sip my cup so I can feel 
I spark a blunt so I can chill
I hate myself for what I’m doing 
I been doing everything I can but I can’t do it 

I could put my heart and soul into this, it wouldn’t mean shit 
But if I spit some nonsense then I bet they fucking love it 
Bet they fucking love it 
They like v3nn yo where’s your new shit 

I wasn’t dropping because I was fucking homeless 
Seems like everyone is fake around me I know it 
I freestyled these bars like a poet

(JUNK KING) 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope 

always inna different limelight when u see me
I was regretting life yeah leave me
6 different pills couldn't b me
6 triple digits what I'm feeling 

why try, why i hate myself
too high inna cut need help
too low imma cut myself
more dope replenish my health

I been running thru these tracks all day
jus to get up on a sack onna rack okay 
all u mothafuckin friends yeah rats 
u ain't never gave a fuck that's that 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope

nonsense ft. s0lemn (p. rubbish) *lyrics in description*

Hook:
I told my baby I miss, I got these hoes on my dick
I got these bitches In bed, I got them shaking with a stick 
They call me peep I ain’t dead, Rip ghost LLCM
I got these bitches in my, I got this bitch in my head 
I told my baby I read, I know you’ve texted and sent 
your checking up on my phone, I'm seeing you never text 
Can you even trust me instead, I see death on my legs 
A snake on my collarbone, I know you hate me

Bridge:
Save me from hell
I can’t save myself 
Roll up a blunt 
I keep it to myself 
Save me from love 
I can’t save myself 
Told me you’ll run 
But I’m living in hell 

Verse:
See me driving in a Bentley, got my girl going through Wendy’s
When we drive around the city, I know she is so pretty 
Baby what can you with me
Jesus Christ crucified 
I see the hate in your eyes, vampires strike in the night 
What I’m thinking read my lines, I bet angels gonna cry 
I’m planning on my demise, I got you inside my lines 
I mean nothing to the skies, my life’s whole meaning was lies 
I see the truth on the vines, I feel the heat off your thigh 
I see you calling and cry, how could I lie all the time 
I don’t wanna talk bout this now, I don’t wanna start another fight
I smoke my reefer with ice, what can you say to me?
I’m fighting with my past with LSD imagery

Bridge:
Save me from hell
I can’t save myself 
Roll up a blunt 
I keep it to myself 
Save me from love 
I can’t save myself 
Told me you’ll run 
But I’m living in hell 

Hook:
I told my baby I miss, I got these hoes on my dick
I got these bitches In bed, I got them shaking with a stick 
They call me peep I ain’t dead, Rip ghost LLCM
I got these bitches in my, I got this bitch in my head 
I told my baby I read, I know you’ve texted and sent 
your checking up on my phone, I'm seeing you never text 
Can you even trust me instead, I see death on my legs 
A snake on my collarbone, I know you hate me

collarbone (prod. xenshel & luffy)

never loved this fast (prod. savior)

lyrics

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

these walls get painted grey and i
know lead is what went thru my mind
these rounds u put in me reside
in my chest
in my heart
i cover my eyes

take grasp
of your
surroundings

step to me
i mite kill him rite now
blood up in my teeth
think u need to pipe down
lights out
imma knock his lights out
lie down
body parts floating round

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

cross the moat , into the castle

i was in marching band once.

prod. skrwd

If we’re being honest I still wonder what youre up to
Heartbeats stay in tempo 8 to 5 on 1-2
All in one take no breaks, call that shit a run through 
Just drop a sign if you want me to hit you up soon
We dont gotta talk at all if you dont want to
Everything about this I wish I could undo
I know it might mean nothing now but I need you to know that  I want u

i want u
i want u
i know i shouldnt but i want to
i want u
i want u
i fucking hate that i want u

in an all black fit
Imma talk my shit
simply tapped in dawg I only make hits
On that make you wanna call your one ex that you never got over to reminisce tip
That one you aint talked to in a while and you dont really know where you stand
No matter if I get the answers or just raise more questions, screwed's what the fuck I am
Wiz tech in my pants like I live out on waverly
zord goin 80 and im feeling wavy
Brain blast on the beat, boy genius
Shorty so bad, zetus lapetus
Imma take you to the Louis store cause I know you got expensive taste
Apple bottom waist
Addicted to all of the ways you was saying my name
Damn what a sh- (hold up)

This is not some shit about being hurt by no girl
The songs come to life in their own little world
Im mostly joking when I say its lore
Cause the truth of it all is completely ignored
stuck in the suburbs, its truly a bore
Almost as much as my life is a chore
Clocks hitting zero so I gotta score
Like a catchy pop song from 02
Id walk a thousand miles just to show you
you are defined by the after and not just by all of the shit that you had to go through
Never exactly where I want to be
Theres a hunger Inside I just cant seem to feed
Oh what a gift it is to be simple
But honest to god I just wanna be free
And even with hope and the promise of living, the sameness and nothing is all its been giving
Ill be alone out in my secret city
Where no matter what happens, you are still with me
drills been in circles and I gotta bust
Fence been up too long, of course theres some rust
Anyone that I knew has left me in the dust
Should take a second to check and adjust

want u

watchout for the hatman






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