U playing with my heart like it was sum type of toy🖤🖤

I can hear the silence
but I can't fill the void
in my head again
but I cant handle all the noise
you playing with my heart
like I'm some type of toy
I've been playing with my demons
ever since I was a boy
and its hard to admit to
that I got some issues
I'm looking at the sky 
I hope you know that I miss you
I've been looking for a sign (I've been looking for a sign)
I've been praying to the sky (I've been praying to the sky)


I've been trying to find out what's life's about
Almost 25 but I lost my route
All the self hatred and All the self doubt
I Listen to voices I Can not drown out
I Listen to voices inside my head
Feeling like I'm hanging from a thread
It's a battle getting out of fucking bed
Wake me when I'm fucking dead

Sick and tired of always feeling numb 
Waiting for the Grim Reaper to come
Drown my regrets in the fucking rum
Pointing at myself with a loaded gun

So how can I save you 
I can't even save myself
How can I love you
When I don't even love myself


I can hear the silence
but I can't fill the void
in my head again
but I cant handle all the noise
you playing with my heart
like I'm some type of toy
I've been playing with my demons
ever since I was a boy
and its hard to admit to
that I got some issues
I'm looking at the sky 
I hope you know that I miss you
I've been looking for a sign (I've been looking for a sign)
I've been praying to the sky (I've been praying to the sky)

IntoTheParadox - Praying To The Sky (Prod. By Discent & 5head)

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