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everything sucks

I GUESS I'M IN LOVE

prod by stezzyxl 
guitar by michael harrison 
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lyrics:
she’s like a mystery, a puzzle i can’t solve
i try reach out but she ghostes, and withdraws
she loves to keep it to herself, silent resolve
the more that we don’t talk, the length of it evolves

she invites a side of her, a stranger i don’t know
her words and action are like poison she can’t control 
as her dark side emerges, fear begins to grow
the more I fight, the more she tightens up her hold

maybe someone else needs come and take my place
to whom i once loved to the point i’m losing faith
10 months have passed yet, you remain the same
you turned into the being, that u know i hate

oh
where have u been
no one likes me anymore (x2)

(leave me)

she makes me turn into the person that i don’t wanna be
she ripped my heart out of my chest and layed it so we can feast
her actions says it all she will not change even if she tried
but i’ll still hold on to her even if it makes me die

why would i
go ahead and ruin my life
for someone like yourself
if i didn’t even care for ur health
so tell me 
why would i
try so hard to make this work
if i didn’t even care for ur worth
but u treated me like i’m dirt 
so tell me (x2)

ive done some things that i dont like to say
i’ve been all of the the things that i say that i hate
a cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
i don’t want u to see, can u please close ur eyes?
but i have learned from all my mistakes
i will never go back to reside in that place
i have changed for the better and that i can say
i put that on my grave (x2)

back in time ll

Wishful Thinking (feat. Kxllswxtch)

everything hits me at once

Want No Friends

Sorry, I Don't - Jade Barclay & John Michael Howell

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/olyA0baA-TQ
https://youtu.be/olyA0baA-TQ
https://youtu.be/olyA0baA-TQ

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SORRY NOT SORRY (MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE)

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scarred

the song is by H3x he just never put it on soundcloud so im doing

H3x - Better When I'm Hurting (Lyrics)

Reece Brunke - Forever (I Wouldnt Mind Remix)

1/5.
"I don’t know how you really feel, but I know that I still care"
@sorrow_bringer

Lyrics:

Verse 1/
Let’s talk around what we really mean
Don’t say goodnight, that’s getting too close for me
I’ll turn into a joke and we can laugh it off
I’ll stay up all night wondering if I should hit send or not
If I don’t tell you how I feel you’ll never know
Every time I open up I always feel uncomfortable
But I don’t want to lose you twice
I can’t bare to see you with another guy again
Just tell me how you feel I can handle it
I’d do anything for you like I’m Anakin
I see your chat bubble and I’m panicking
I should have told you how I felt when we were friends

Chorus/
I don’t wanna say too much and then scare you
I don’t know how you really feel
But I know that I still care
And I hope that you want me there
I don’t wanna say too much and then scare you
I don’t know how you really feel
But I know that I still care
And I hope that you want me there

Verse 2/
I’ve been losing sleep
Staying up all night to think of you
You saw me in your dreams
And I hope it’s cause you think me
We could talk all day about the most randomest things
all I care about is a smile on your face
I know I’m not perfect
I left in the dirt once
But I’m a different person
I’m hoping we can work things out
I just want to feel you my arms again
I shoulda told you how I felt back then

Chorus/
I don’t wanna say too much and then scare you
I don’t know how you really feel
But I know that I still care
And I hope that you want me there
I don’t wanna say too much and then scare you
I don’t know how you really feel
But I know that I still care
And I hope that you want me there

I see you everywhere I go

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I see you everywhere I go (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

prod. @trechorboy & @yuumu2k

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Lyrics:
you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

somehow saying sorry feels too melancholy
i’ll just leave my body cut for you
soak in anguish
probably shouldn’t take this double dose
im spacing out
i feel brand new
cuz im not ready to talk
‘pardonne-moi’
you know that
its no competition
let go of that pedestal shit
but i see you win and choke on my own thoughts
i hate myself more than i ask for help
i tried to crack my shell and all i felt was loss

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs 
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

i drink
and drink
and drink
so excessive that i think i broke the link tying you and i
stay away
hurray, purging feelings in the sink
for the fifth time this week
how can i forget?
what you did to me is burned into my head
like a cigarette
smoke
the scent
the dread
nothing can put these pieces back together
(x2)

Vehicular Manslaughter

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all about u

Caution

talk 2 me

die4u

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

one more night (feat. snøw & skinny atlas)

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