so tell me why would I
go ahead and ruin my life 
for someone like yourself 
if I didn’t even care for your worth

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linden & nevrfall - wait for me in the next life (ft. heylog)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bdNuq7N_9TY&t=1s
interlude, keep me, idea
keep me from all that
lay down 
keep me
keep me
keep me

you dont got to talk
i know you see the haunt
you dont got to talk

keep me
keep me
keep me

keepme

thanks sm to   @pekarot_161

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick cos ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
thought i was fine without you but i feel it now
all these memories now, hidden beneath the ground
really loved ur house, oh where the fuk r u now

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
bring myself to the pavement and theres blood on the ground

im sick of hurting cocme destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were fukn round
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell
needa have a word with him its myself
everything that i do it go well
u know what do to break me down
still think of u cos im a clown
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell

thanks i guess it just gets worse

original song
https://soundcloud.com/robstar100/cry-no-more

only heylog's verse

heylog - cry no more

guitar by melonmusik

lyrics:
seeing your face by my window
its making me happy you dont know
winter coming my heart decline
baby calling my heart feels fine
sing a carol at christmas time
she dont care at all she never was mine
i dont wanna be here the rest of my life
i might be here cause i dont wanna change my mind
always getting locked down everytime i try
tell that whore to stay away another waste of time
oh baby so gloomy, oh baby your still glue to me
its coming better unleash, get it through to you better haunt me
I FEEL SICK I LOST A FRIEND THAT I WANTED TO TALK TO
she dont care at all she never was mine
GIVE ME THE ICK THEN TELL ME YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO
im getting sick telling you that i want you
i feel like a prick but it goes on without you
just another slip my judgement clouded you
your such a little bitch, mum and daddy even fucking proud of you
she dont care at all she never was mine
i dont wanna be here the rest of my life
i might be here cause i dont wanna change my mind
always getting locked down everytime i try
tell that whore to stay away another waste of time

without you

prod by stezzyxl 
guitar by michael harrison 
enjoy ^\^

lyrics:
she’s like a mystery, a puzzle i can’t solve
i try reach out but she ghostes, and withdraws
she loves to keep it to herself, silent resolve
the more that we don’t talk, the length of it evolves

she invites a side of her, a stranger i don’t know
her words and action are like poison she can’t control 
as her dark side emerges, fear begins to grow
the more I fight, the more she tightens up her hold

maybe someone else needs come and take my place
to whom i once loved to the point i’m losing faith
10 months have passed yet, you remain the same
you turned into the being, that u know i hate

oh
where have u been
no one likes me anymore (x2)

(leave me)

she makes me turn into the person that i don’t wanna be
she ripped my heart out of my chest and layed it so we can feast
her actions says it all she will not change even if she tried
but i’ll still hold on to her even if it makes me die

why would i
go ahead and ruin my life
for someone like yourself
if i didn’t even care for ur health
so tell me 
why would i
try so hard to make this work
if i didn’t even care for ur worth
but u treated me like i’m dirt 
so tell me (x2)

ive done some things that i dont like to say
i’ve been all of the the things that i say that i hate
a cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
i don’t want u to see, can u please close ur eyes?
but i have learned from all my mistakes
i will never go back to reside in that place
i have changed for the better and that i can say
i put that on my grave (x2)

back in time ll

Wishful Thinking (feat. Kxllswxtch)

lina - heylog (transparent)

the song is by H3x he just never put it on soundcloud so im doing

H3x - Better When I'm Hurting (Lyrics)

Reece Brunke - Forever (I Wouldnt Mind Remix)

prod. @trechorboy & @yuumu2k

Follow me: 
https://www.instagram.com/trechorboy
https://twitter.com/trechorboy

Lyrics:
you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

somehow saying sorry feels too melancholy
i’ll just leave my body cut for you
soak in anguish
probably shouldn’t take this double dose
im spacing out
i feel brand new
cuz im not ready to talk
‘pardonne-moi’
you know that
its no competition
let go of that pedestal shit
but i see you win and choke on my own thoughts
i hate myself more than i ask for help
i tried to crack my shell and all i felt was loss

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs 
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

i drink
and drink
and drink
so excessive that i think i broke the link tying you and i
stay away
hurray, purging feelings in the sink
for the fifth time this week
how can i forget?
what you did to me is burned into my head
like a cigarette
smoke
the scent
the dread
nothing can put these pieces back together
(x2)

Vehicular Manslaughter

SPOTIFY

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





i held you close

"Your fortress crumbled with one gust... from doubt to dust."

"Doubt to Dust" is the aftermath. Following the explosive energy of "Star Jar," this track explores what remains when the fire goes out.

Constructed with precision Liquid Drum & Bass elements and a massive, rolling Reese bass, it is a sonic study in entropy. The production is clean, cold, and atmospheric, capturing the sound of a paper wall disintegrating into the wind.

Lyrics:
"I held a shadow in my hand."
"It whispers secrets I can't stand."
"Ashes rise but they don't stay."

Produced by Chetty Mo (E3B Studios).
#LiquidDnB #Neurofunk #DoubtToDust #ChettyMo #ReeseBass #AtmosphericDnB #DeepBass #E3B #CleanProduction #VocalDnB

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