Kill Me

Takes a lot of time
More than I can find
Makes a lot of noise
Inside my mind
Wakes a part of me
I didn’t know was there
Breaks apart my dreams
I just lie and stare

Is there a better way?
I can’t find my home
There’s a lot of hate
Should I get my own?
Please don’t leave me now
Your sound, your voice, your tone
Without you I’m alone

This time my art is broken
Torn musings
Left for someone else
Leave not my words unspoken
I’ll save you
But I can’t save myself

Feels like air to me
The kind that I can breathe
Heals a lot of wounds
More than you’d believe
Fills a void in me
The one that’s always there
Kills the apathy
Shows me I can care

Art Is Broken

Recorded on my phone.  Sleight of light demo album track 1

Day slowly turns into moonlight
Bounded by stars

Lost in its stellar persuasion
Casting its charm

No matter how hard I try, I tried I tried
I didn't get too far 

Sunshine returns its story
Passing the time

Lend myself only for a moment 
Too find her gone

Sleight of Light (demo)

Trying to get to know you, suddenly had a breakthrough,
No more fake guarantee, twisted reality, 
Flickering sideways glances, we both need those second chances, 
Keeping your eyes on me, wondering what you see. 

Then it seemed everything, but in the grand scheme of things, 
It’s a blink in the eye of the sun. 
Then one night in June, when you’re barking at the moon, 
there’s a shape in the broken glass. 

Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? 
They don’t want you, no, they want you to go, they don’t want you, no. 
Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? 
I don’t think that they will want you to stay, at least not today. 

Sweep up the glass from the window, is when I heard you, speaking on the phone. 
“It’s me and it’s happened again, mum, come and get me before the police come.”
Thinking of ways to keep you near, at least ‘till the glazer can get here, 
How could this happen to me? I really need a nice cup of tea. 

Then it seemed everything, but in the grand scheme of things, 
It’s a blink in the eye of the sun. 
Then one night in June, when you’re barking at the moon, 
there’s a shape in the broken glass. 

Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? 
They don’t want you, no, they want you to go, they don’t want you, no. 
Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? 
I don’t think that they will want you to stay, at least not today.

Watch Through The Window

Yung And Isolated - $adGoon X Woke Up Dead

best song I've recorded so far take that as u will. Hope u like it tho :P

hands

FOOL - Single

FOOL

My bed stays made from passing out on the couch
nowhere feels like home
I'd give anything for us to fade into oblivion

but you were the one who disappeared
but I think I might be delusional
maybe I'm the one who made me feel this alone

my only wish- don't put anybody through this shit again
but I know that you don't care 
nor ever did; I just can't believe 
how much pain I'm in 

and that I let you consume me
and I know I might be delusional
I am the one who made me feel this alone

Delusional (musically juggling by live recording ft looper pedal)

hollow eyes is one of many songs i wrote about abusers and how I’ve fallen victim to in the past, as well as things I had to tell myself in order to convince myself that it was worth the risk to leave. I hope that other victims are able to get away and never look back, not long enough for them to catch up anyway.

hollow eyes

Lyrics:
They say
Time don't wait for anybody
I know it doesn't wait for me

When I rise
Try to make a good impression
But I know it's lost on thee

Oh yeah
Caught up in the misdirection
Got me thinking you're runnin' around

When I see
The emptiness in your reflection
Got me thinking you're runnin' round

Try again
Focus on a new beginning
But I know we're at the end

Too late
All I had was good intentions
But they’re not enough to mend

Misdirection

Runnin Around

wildly untalented, unpopular, and unsuccessful

Delusional (musically juggling by live recording ft looper pedal)

love bird

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