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boogies 5

Soft Lips (lofi loop mix)

https://soundcloud.com/lovenude
https://soundcloud.com/badca7

lyrics:
sometimes i
really wanna fall
but i can never forgot anything that you said
i wish we never
wish we never met

i wish we never met
but i can’t forget her
i been walking around the town with a brand new beretta
and i can’t even close my eye i could never forget her
i been taking all these drugs so i probly could feel better

but
for
get
what
you
said
i
hate
you
for
get
we could change the room just like we do just like we do
we could fall in love and find the truth well find the truth well find the
truth
truth
what you wanna do
grab my fucking hand baby it is me and you
baby what you wanna do
baby what you wanna d-

what you wanna do
baby thinkin about you
and i’ve been going so damn crazy i can’t understand you
and i just wanna cry
it is a suicide
(na i don’t i don’t really condone all that , shit )

but baby i’ve been crazy
i’ve been on the floor and i’ve been hazy
i’ve been hazy i’ve been smoking on that purple cause it make me
i’ve been tryna find a way i won’t let all that junk phase me
she just wanna talk , i wanna cry
i wanna try to change me

i'm so happy that we met, girl you're always on my mind
 don't know if have a chance, makes wanna fuckin cry
girl you gave my life a floodlight got me shining bright
i just wanna be yours, grr fuck

eyes like topaz glowin in the sunlight
got no makeup but still be shinin so bright
head keeps spining like a fuckin beyblade
got my heart exploding like a full tank of propane

wake up
wake up
you don't have a chance
it's what my mind is always saying
but i'm still willing to dance

and no matter what might happen
i am always by your side
girl you got my heart zoomin
on a rollercoaster ride

but
for
get
what
i
said
i
love
you
please
don't
go

we could change the room just like we do just like we do
i can't help but fall in love with you that's just the truth
that's just the truth

UNCHAINED, Vol. 2

ImNotNumbEnough

LOVENude - ImNotNumbEnough (ft. BADCA7)

glass +guardin (noahmadethiss)

frozen

frozen ft. anvii

enjoy; haven't done something like this in a while
prod. @isitmalloy & @sorrow_bringer <3

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

told me i reap what i sow
i ain't do shit; i'm on the go
so many people i don't even know
wishing me well; i just wanna compose
write me a eulogy, be sure to show
all that i overcame way down the road
you wouldn't believe it 
coming from the mouth of the one 
who's already been disposed

it's like i'm not here
and i can't take it
i'll set off a flare on my tongue
till i'm breaking
and she don't hit up my line, but i get it
we're one in the same
i love isolation
i'm living in a masquerade 
my mind had mutated from it's radiation
i know me best when it hits dusk
but then i'm falling off by dawn
this patience forsaken me; heartless and gone
so i stay prolongued
well, more-so i'm stunned
this madness that was casted
i honestly love.

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

hate in my veins
i do not self-proclaim
bit the metal in my mouth
i'm pouring red right outta my face
empty tank, but i'm up
i'm exhausted and i rank
for every fodder, it's our father 
that'll grant you heavy rain

it's too calm
for such an uneventful evening
my stomach's in the corner teething
scold me as my breath's depleting

i guess that you ain't understand the first time
i ain't gonna run it back, there's way too many landmines
i'm numbing to nostalgia
that's the only thing that's kept me in a safe space
I'M SICK OF FEELING STUCK INSIDE THE SAME PLACE

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

this is not where i belong
there's piranhas in the pond
pawn-
pawn-
pawn-paw-paw-p-p-p-

fuck
i need a challenger
i'm up so early, i'm my own manager
even if my name is someone's you haven't heard
they'd still wanna 
rip me out of the fucking earth
these scissors and wine are combining
shut the fuck up
let me get back to dining
the taste of acceptance is oh so refreshing
when mixed in with vengeance
old habits are tempting

they ask me, "autie, how the the fuck do you manage?.."

pawn [prod. malloy x sorrow bringer]

prod / mix @93feetofsmoke
mix / master Pat Dicenso

lyrics:
I dont know you anymore
Do you know me anymore? 
You could go ahead and spit that out
Was it something that i wore? 
You could get it off your chest right now
‘Cuz i’ve heard it all before 
I done heard it from a young young age
You dont hurt me anymore 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
I could not tell you 
where the heart is
I could not tell you 
what a home is for me 

But it don’t
It don’t
But it don’t
It don’t
(Hurt like it did before)

Breath gets shallow 
As the daytime bleeds
I’m self med magic 
Til the crash 
high speeds
I’m straight
I’m straight
Not a scratch on me
I’m straight
I’m straight
Not a scratch on me

It don’t
(It dont)
It don’t
(It don’t)
Hurt like it did
Hurt like it did

It don’t
(It dont)
It don’t
(It don’t)
Hurt like it did
Don’t hurt like it did
No more 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
Flashbacks still got my skin crawling
Better pray to god
Blood deeper than a coffin 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
Flashbacks still got my skin crawling
Better pray to god
Blood deeper than a coffin 

I dont know you anymore
Do you know me anymore? 
You could go ahead and spit that out
Was it something that i wore? 
You could get it off your chest right now
‘Cuz i’ve heard it all before 
I done heard it from a young young age
You dont hurt me anymore 

Just the thought alone 
Makes me nauseas
Like why’d i have to beg
For you to stop it? 
Flashbacks still got my skin crawling
Better pray to god..

But it don’t 
It don’t

But it don’t
It don’t

Hurt like it before

GOODGRIEF

HURT LIKE IT DID

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death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

I CANT EVEN DRIVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_Y_W7o276k

Drive Alone

DRIVE ALONE (VISUALIZER IN DESCRIPTION)

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

spotify

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

TIPTOE (prod. MariMadeIt & 5starcrys) [MV OUT ON YT]

ｓｃａｔｔｅｒ　ｍｙ　ａｓｈ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｐｕｔ　ｆｌｏｗｅｒｓ　ｉｎ

keep going
love you guys.
ty all so so much for the support recently
check up on your friends, and in retrospect, more importantly yourself.
thank you so much for listening.
prod @cartermetro x @gavinhadley 🖤

(i barely feel at home right now)
(so i sedate through the drink and hope it all works out)

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

i ain't want screen time
they think i ain't worth shit when my light dies
but i'll brush it off and say, "fine, yeah."
just don't get back to me for hi's
'cause that was our last goodbye

(who am i?) (2x)

avoid coming 'cross me
i don't talk often
sugarcoated but without the chocolate
you got the message, so ignore the comments
but my heart is nauseous, that's the problem
i drink and repeat 'cause i love the peak
down with his men-tal, knights, now the king
stuck in this hell, into hell i will sink
if i died, would you grieve?
i'd like to believe
and i can't remember how i felt
the moment had seized me, it's really so evident
all that remains are reminders and remnants
i wish i told you how i felt.

wade through the rain
cherish the moment
difficulties only prove they're golden
full exhaust, eyes sewn wide open
regard me as dust
just a road with no bliss

foaming at the lips
if i'm human, i admit
i hold a heavy distaste for what you have to say
but i'll listen
i'll listen anyways

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

porcelain [prod. cxrter x gavin hadley]

Bro spread the word #cartmanisthenumber1baddie

I don't wanna cry - kurffew ( sped up / nightcore ! ☆ )

scraped discord/mp3 sites and found a couple songs i couldnt find anywhere else

leak gng fr

how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this get carted
how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this shit get carted

where'd it go
lemme see the face, run it back
we all die so,
i might fuck around and get a tat
i dont know
got 9 on top my arm may be the last
aint sippin lite but we rip to mac
i dont wanna die here baby
fall asleep wakin up its still a nightmare lately
dreamin like the past still alive how
we dont even talk, but i read between the lines now
fuck up, break down
where the mud at
sip straight out the club, with the cognac.
blow my brain, in the wall
thats where im at.
show my face in the call
thats a timelapse

how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this get carted
how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this shit get carted

shizukesa. - timelapse (nicholas allan)

ｔｈｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔ　ｍｅ　ｉｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ａ　ｌｏｏｓｅ　ｅｎｄ

love all of you guys seriously so much.
this is the only thing  i ever want to do, and your support helps push me to continue with all of this; i would regardless, but i'm grateful to no ends for whatever kind of reception is given back. things have been seriously difficult as of late, and so all i can say is thank you for being here. thank you for listening.
shit's kinda cliche when i say that, but that cliche shit is true sometimes, and i mean it; whatever. thank you 
just the beginning 

prod @cartermetro & @vito2300 

you left (you left)
i crashed (i crashed)
now all we ever had is in the past
(it's all in the past)
i'll stay (away)
detached (from that)
until the very moment i collapse

something ain't feeling too right
losing my sight; bloodshot irises
the people i love ain't alike
give it some time, maybe my view will shift
it's always whenever you're right, they put up a fight
but i couldn't give a shit
hammered down any spite, bring out the knife
lying outside again

and my notes are filled with solutions,
that you might consider delusion
the old me is buried in ruins
the present me is just a loose end
turned off the phone for monochrome daydreams
'cause i don't give a shit if i'm wavy
i mean look at what happened to davy

making a point to you's crazy
crissin' it 'cross like an apple, how tasty
stuck in a drench, while i'm soaking in sweat
more or less i'm expecting nobody to save me
pokemon quest on the blue 2DS
nowadays i'm a wreck, and i stench what i'm craving
heart full of rust,
when the musk fermentates in my chest you can leave what you're hating

i got a pain in my neck, can't stretch it
the hurt in my voice can't be heard over message
so let's make a break where we got no connections
only direction, never perfection
when i talk to the sky, it'll always rain hail
bulimia fucking me up 'till i'm well
"the truth doesn't sell"
leave me for dead with the dread in my head and no breath to inhale

004, blunt force on the baby
there ain't a lure with the potent to save me
getting by as a passerby,
keeping lowered eyes, i'm already hazy
not that i'm lazy,
just marinating in lost time they never gave me
i'm short on breath, should i recollect
or detach, while i'm still straining
i hate that when i fall back into relapse
it's me i'm saving
what a nuisance, when i do this
you're clueless about what i'm saying
so, deuces, 'cause few stick when the roof lifts
i'm sick of waiting
got mucus on my blue lips
from fucked shit i feel on the daily

something ain't feeling too right
losing my sight; bloodshot irises
the people i love ain't alike
give it some time, maybe my view will shift
it's always whenever you're right, they put up a fight
why should i give a shit
hammered down any spite, brought in the knife
i wanna die again

my heart's open
why is my heart open
quick, gotta close it
quick, gotta close it

collapse [prod. cxrter x vito]

prod. acey心 x kill breanna
i really just appreciate yall still supporting me after so long and after so many stabs in the dark with music cus for the longest time i havent even known what ive wanted to do and i dont think i could ever say i truly know who i wanna be or what i wanna make in music but i love you guys so fuckin much and ive never enjoyed music more and its cus u guys make me realize i can be whatever i want in the end anyway. <3

im just tryna learn
what comes first in worth
no way, no way, ill get the time to see what you do
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

no-o-oh way, that i could ever be exact.
mmh..mmh..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency,
i guess im safe, i know my place..
i guess im safe, i know my place..

im just tryna learn,
what comes first in worth:(
no way, no way... no! 
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

;(
so long
so long
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
uh.. woah.. !
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency..

carefree

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

I own nothing All credit goes to Pierce The Veil

Pierce The Veil - Stained Glass Eyes And Colorful Tears

there is light in us

“in it for da cash" prod santana ON ALL PLATS RN 

KINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

braindead rap music

shizukesa. - timelapse (nicholas allan)

intrusted