i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

Produced by JPJP
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Lyrics:


tell me you’re sorry again
still feel your hand on my neck
and i don’t know what the point is
you look so disappointed in me
and i don’t know how to start this
i’ve always been better at the endings
now we’re saying goodbye in your car
then you walk to your door and you don’t look back at me
you and i decided this was for the best
it’s for the best
now you’re in love with someone else
i’m alone, that’s just as well

i’m feeling vacant
don’t leave my apartment ‘less i’m climbing onto stages
and i don’t got no friends left, everybody faceless
been waiting on the love, maybe i’m just too impatient
but i could give a fuck bout being famous
x2

i’ve been waking up at night
i’ve been fighting for my life
don’t look at me like that
don’t look at me like i’m nothing
you pull me in for one last kiss
i get way too drunk and i feel like shit
my heart on my sleeve like i slit my wrist
i don’t eat enough, it makes me sick
oh why, oh why is it so hard?
no, i can’t lie. you went too far
it all tastes like you so i just starve
and i fill the sink, drip from my arms

sad chill x Shiki XO - starve

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

twigs (feat. brecken & notahero) (cxrter & vito)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

pure of heart i know 
god it hurts my soul
when i see photos
i’m reminded, i’m reminded of home
so what 
i’m spilling out my guts
so what
i’m spilling out my guts 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight



i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no one is in sight

so what 
so what
so what 
so what 
so what 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight

so what (feat. Zoe Beaufay) (VELVET)

Lyrics:

im not the one who broke it
ill be the one who will fix it
see all the pain and i leave it
you did nothing wrong no forgiving

youre not the one who broke it 
how do i know youre gonna fix it
do you see the way that im living
im sorry for being a person

another day another way to lie with every word i say
and now you look at me with eyes that say i love you anyway
what makes you think when all the rain is gone well be happy in may
its just the price we gotta to pay
i'm not the one to blame

i always fly away 
leave all my problems on the ground
i've never been good at stayin
i never had to work it out 
and when i walked out of the door i knew 
i knew it wasn't right
to stay the night with you my bad
you're all i had
did i mess up that bad
when will you be the one i made up in my head

i always fly away
leave all my problems on the ground
i wanna learn to stay
i thought maybe you could show me
please stay please get to know me
we can do this so slow, so slowly, so slowly

slowly [prod cxrter x caves]

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

(lyrics)


posted up with all my bros but i don't think they like me
hangin out with all the hoes that dont even excite me
white check mark on all my clothes i only fuck with nike
lil shawtys spillin roseshe fuckin up my white tee

chip inside the atm i do this shit like nightly
they askin me if im okay i reply with smileys :)
do i wanna smoke this blunt i dont know its likely
these girls wanna fuck with mei m brdlevel almighty

yeah im brdlevel almighty
these girls wanna fuck with me im brdlevel almighty
they askin me if im okay i reply with smileys
everyone gon remember me im brdlevel almighty

these hoes gon remember me
she wear me like accessories always in her memories
she needs me like her remedy chasin me for centuries
she close her eyes im what she sees im brdlevel almighty

i thought i was dead but i cant run out of luck
baby why do i still call, knowing u dont give a fuck
and, 
yeah im on the phone, but u cannot pick it up
song, with the brd, you should know we run amuck
u should know we do our stuff
i thought i was shit out of luck, guess i am 
cuz this girl js wants to fuck
and I know that im the man
but im busy with a bunch of other stuff 
and she know i want amends
but, i ran out of luck 
i ran out of luck
in the gt3,
hope i die in the trunk
cuz i think i had enough

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