weighted
i grew to love the restraints that you had put on me
i cry at the thought of you ever letting me free
hands on my chest and i don’t care if all the weight mean i can’t (breathe)
the bed is empty like my head now i can’t sleep

i feel your fingertips as they enter my bloodstream
the pain means nothing (yet), just happy you wanted to touch me
when it fades i’m in my room still feeling ugly 
ugh, still feeling ugly, ugh yeah
still feelin weighed down
tendancy to fall but i feel weightless on the way down
but now i’m in this pit and i can’t claw myself a way out
surroundings broken by my fist examine dents with shame
im prayin i can change the circumstance before it play out
ugh

i grew to love the restraints that you had put on me
i cry at the thought of you ever letting me free
hands on my chest and i don’t care if all the weight mean i can’t
the bed is empty like my head now i can’t sleep

the bed is empty like my head now i can’t sleep


weightless

it felt like i knew you for years so why did it break
stupid and naive for thinkin we ever could make it 
in panic attacks but i’m still holdin you through the shakes
tears in my eyes go thru boxes of all of your old shit
i cannot help but my eyelids they don’t wanna wake 

eb00b

Crawling into that blanket spin 
Like a leather rope on a starving neck 
Licking drug residue off my skin
The same way a blade carve in it 
I still got a whole lot to give 
But shitty businesses taking it 
Divine feminine golden gift 
Reality keep erasing it uh
Something that ill never know 
Or I fear ill get lost in it 
All that yang in soul never glows 
Machinery hunt cost your bliss 
Apocalypse lost in our sin 
Quit sipping de-creation wells
Or swallow pills from the drs mill
Grew tentacles far out my gills uh
Chemical lies deny eye in sky 
The room spilled and burned my 
Books clothes and reset night 
It cant get that much worse
Then roll eyes on jet flight 
Escape from all our hurt 
Theres smoke in the air might
Land emergency 
Theres Blood in the water their coming for me (for me)
Land emergency 
Theres blood in the water their coming for me (for me)

prod slain but he a bitch

WEIGHTLESS/WEIGHTED FEAT. KILL EBOLA

dollbreaker, miseryfell, listenable, shinsgrave

ayy yuh

dope burn fast don’t last finna crash out
dough burn fast hit a lick with all the mac’s out
cashed out i can’t hear a single thing
leaving all these angels with some broken wings

puttin metal to his head i ain’t talkin bout barber
molly so tan you done thought it was a farmer
the fucmin album run that i just went on like the carter
i’m firm on the price muhfucker i don’t barter

imma motherfuckin soul taker
a bone breaker
all these rappers been my kids i gotta tell my bitch to get a coat hanger
ay
40 shots in the left 40 shots in the right 
these akimbo glock drums
with lasers and dot sights
20 hit you in your chest and you coughing like a blight
nobody seen the hit it occurred in the dead of night
two stroke on the dirt where i’m hauling all of your bones
the feds tapped my ass need to get a new mobile phone
get a band cop a burner ain’t talkin bout one on stove
2024 bitch know i’m comin in for the throat 

dope burn fast don’t last finna crash out
dough burn fast hit a lick with all the mac’s out
cashed out i can’t hear a single thing
leaving all these angels with some broken wings

pulling up with dollbreaker, bitch i’m a god slayer
seven sword horde, yeah you know we break them laws here
fuck what you heard fuck what you claim
in honor of my blade i take it to the grave, aye

put a noose around his neck i turn him into hangman
the blood that i shed gone make him a dead man
take him to the apothecary drug him up on heroin
fuck up his life get him addicted to hallucinogens



Tell that bitch go fucking die
Slit the fucking vein I reach the blade up to your eye
Full out I’m insane
I might black out, drunk as fuck she left me I got none to blame 
I’m a fein, I’m a drunk
One more minute then I’m done 
Bitch imma jump
Body splatter blood gon run
Mama told me “lie to them they try take you away from me”
Thank god cps decide to lock in I’m in misery
Run up in his crib point blank he won’t breathe again 
Doll and shin the gang misery is also part of gang

Fuck it, hit ‘em up
While I’m cutting up in traffic
Motherfuckers on my dick
Straights up acting like some faggots
Bitch I only got the patience
Fuck about all your “benevolence”
Antisocial fuckhead psycho paranoid schizophrenic
Snakes in the fucking grass (all, of)
Why would you care to speak (on, me)
All the days I could never (get, back)
All the times I’m catching flak (you, watch)
You watch, you watch, you watch All the times that you
Fucking watched me fall...

ROSE OF ARIANDEL (XENOCHIVA)

UAV CHECKOUT [MACHETE]

Prod @fuckscorn
Art by @hxgxnx

Lyrics:
I want a bullet now, I need a bullet now
Coping is futile, It's happening, It's over
Destruction I am vengeful, reasons, have a head full
Revivifying nothing, I have done all that I can X2

At this point I don’t care
If I see a noose you bet I’m walking over there
My skin around me all I care to tear, this constant pressure on me I can’t bare
These standards that I ought to live while I live in despair
No solution other than this, say there is then you ain’t lived it
Rope around my neck and you can bet my wrists are slitted
Hanging on the edge, now I’m hanging off a branch
Sick and tired of the cycle, no conforming to this dance

Ugh, overwhelmed, invigorated, said and done, continue fading
Joy denied and I am hated, coping is futile

Overwhelmed, invigorated, said and done, continue fading
Joy denied and I am hated, coping is futile

Been trying my best for the longest, it’s nearer to end and it’s honestly calming
It’s got me straight cooling these people are fooling me telling me I’m crazy, I think I won’t think about it my consciousness

Consciousness coffin, it’s often I’m talking to myself the loneliness got to me, No more community, no more of hatred, no more of the love, what I want left is nothing
I’m wasting away, it’s straight worse than a flaying
I’m steady decaying, while others elated
I’ve had it, I’ve done it
I’ve done all I can
Feeling less like a human
A full broken man

SUICIDE SONG [PROD. SCORN]

Produced kill ebola
Mixed mastered kill ebola + kamaara 
Cover art theo

Fell asleep to the play (took a snooze)
Through chameleon shades (took a look)
Of that broken down place (shot the crook)
Cus the thief took its space (got the loot)
It Stood guarded the gate 
Moon in heart what it gave 
I cant hide from its gaze 
As my time dissipates (lost the view)
World in rearview 
Nothing left here too
Pain i Imagined 
Needed to near you 
Losing my senses Its all making sense 
Unlimited questions Together we bend 
And It moves and it spouts in Within and without 
Theres no I here to shout or no why then or how 
Echoes fire, phantom eyes!
Mirrors mouths, open wide! 
Hallways bright, angled lights!
Split mind, gone along with life! 

sacrificing suffering 
How much no advice your kite is buffering 
In that storm enticed by all the cutlery
For spreading wings till out use and other things
Stuck in style judged obey consume and blame the other you
In a lower level metal fake to gain another scoop 
Skate a loop you animal 
The grass is always green and hate the other room
So I say again 
choose your suffering and sacrifice 
A blink in infinite could feel like bike that never riding right
Into aftermath of match on broken pipe
They pushing meds and trynna get my magic blind 
Oh you feeling good with infinite inside a little box
Whole life in an office buy your place amongst a little rock
Peel and feel like middle sock 
When all is said and riddles gone
Missile locked on sizzled pawns 
Feel another drizzled prawn 
Crawling up my spine slither lines
High prized flashlight dusty time 
Red fuzz hear the cries what you type inside

Bliss

FUCK UP! [SMILEGOTH]

INNOCENTZ [PROD. TEKPRA]

INTXITIVN X ATRXPHY - Minatory (FT. HATCHETSAW)

FRENZ - BLOOD DUB [SKRE$H EXCLUSIVE] [CLIP]

my largest production yet, im so proud of all these wonderful songs thank you for all the support! i hope you all enjoy. i cant wait to get rolling with my next idea

THE EXCRUCIATOR

VENOM (SLOWED)

A worthless composition of flesh and bones inhabiting in this fuck ass world.

All of you make me fucking puke.