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You say that your done with me again
I don't wanna run or play pretend
You wanna hold me down
Cause i'm coming up
Girl I hate this town
It's just not enough
I keep on falling short
But i'm reaching far
And i'm so damn high
They all say ima star

You really changed me
Can't tell if it was for the best or for the worst I know
I can feel my heart sink from my chest I hope that it still work
I don't know if this is really everything I wanted
I fell apart as soon as you left my apartment
Oh you know I won't let it go
I think i'm fucked up
I cant feel a thing when someone tell me that they love me
It's when I started doing me everyone acted funny
I'm running
I think i'm up to something
Oo whoa
Tell me that you need me but I know damn well you don't
Oooo
Tell me something I don't know
Oooo

You say that your done with me again
I don't wanna run or play pretend
You wanna hold me down
Cause i'm coming up
Girl I hate this town
It's just not enough
I keep on falling short
But i'm reaching far
And i'm so damn high
They all say ima star

FALLING SHORT

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FALLING SHORT [number48+northeast lights]

Yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
It's you I really need
It's you I really want yeah
So call my phone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah

I'm going crazy
Somebody save me oh
Tell me what's the issue cause lately you acting strangely
And yeah I fucking miss you but I cannot let you play me
Like Oh
I'm tryna learn how I can really let you go
Why the fuck do you always have to break me slow yeah
You break me slow whoa
Speeder
I'm off these drugs again I told you I don't need ya
Sometimes I lie you know I always love to see ya
Ooo oo o
I'm doing me it's not that new
All of a sudden they all saying that I'm cool
It's not that cool no
I just need some space gimme some room

Girl why you got me anxious
Jai just took my phone and blocked yo number when I got faded
I done worked too hard for all this shit my heart is vacant
And I told you the truth that's all I can do
I really don't think I'll save us
And everything I do just remind me of you
I don't really know how ill make it
And the pain make me feel far away
Hotel room no holiday
I miss you but I cant talk to you even though you just a call away
Left you bleeding out I guess we'll see how long the doctor take
Oh yeah they saying they need me now
But they wasn't there when I was suffering yeah yeah
I'm on my own
I cant do this shit all on my own
Yeah I'm going crazy
Yeah somebody save me
I don't need no confirmation
You told all your friends you hate me
I don't really understand but I'm tryna keep it cool
I don't really see the point or use in running back to you
Hey
Come hit my phone

I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
It's you I really need
It's you I really want yeah
So call my phone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
I'm going crazy
Somebody save me oh
I'm going crazy
Somebody save me

SAVE ME

SAVE ME w/ spookybands [kaktus+cutspace]

#glasshouse 
Sample: Steven's Universe

@sinnagacci
@rxfxx

sinna x rxfxx - Substitute [prod. saint mike x yunny goldz]

all the things i could never say


Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u

U dont even notice all youve mended
All the problems that i cause in a panic
Swear im sorry for the way that i treat u
But i swear that im tryna be brand new 

Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u

I know its hard, playing a part, that u never even wanted
And i know ur far, from where they departed, i know ur not the same person
But could they realize what i did?
When i was by ur side and
Saw what u became when everybody u needed left u

U dont even notice all youve mended
All the problems that i cause in a panic
Swear im sorry for the way that i treat u
But i swear that im tryna be brand new 

Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u

All the things i could never say
Like how i hate it when ur away 
Or when i cant hear what u gotta say
Or when i know that ive always been in ur way
But honestly ive figured it out
Im not gonna argue with the words in ur mouth
So please dont u ever doubt
Im always gonna stick around from now on

U dont even notice all youve mended
All the problems that i cause in a panic
Swear im sorry for the way that i treat u
But i swear that im tryna be brand new 

Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u
X2

“And if u cant take no more, call on me”

jan 4th

DREAMSCAPE
by Shug & LB
Featuring production from Blue Lewis, Youlooktired, Wstdyth & more.

dying from a panic attack at 5 am w/ I'm Geist

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