do you feel the same?

probably my favourite ive made in a while

ZADSU - Demons (prod. Blossom)

prod grayskies
love yall!
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6IpqnZFOyU
lyrics:
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Ah
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
I been doing the
I been doing the-

Not my fault
It feels like yesterday
So alone
I got my debt to pay
She left and came back
But drunk as fuck
She said I did it
I set her up
Oh
Told me she never spoke her mind
No
That bitch so crazy, starts to cry
Oh I felt the pressure is building up
Ran out the bathroom
I had enough

Letter to my younger self
Just go ahead, fuck the world
Hate all of their stupid shit
'Cause you're just a little kid

Just put a gun to my face, you know it 
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Ah
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
I been doing the same

Left without a warning
Now I'll never come back
She said
"I know I keep on living rent free in your head"
Show me anything you do
'Cause I know that it's bad
Keep on yelling in the mirror
You know that I left
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
"All he does is make her cry"
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Can't you see the fucking lie?

Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Face down, gun up
Lose it
Fuck
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Face down, gun up
Lose it
Fuck

SPOTIFY

GUN TO MY FACE

DEAD BODIES

break!

reupload of depart, i originally released this on march 15th of 2024

--- lyrics ---
Plain white tee, got it stained last night
Couldn't catch the train, and I missed my flight
Guess I'll walk to your place, with no sunlight
Better watch my back, so I don't gotta fight

Why do you talk about me, hard to think It's overwhelming
I just have a hard time understanding, guess I spent a lot of time thinking
Lost myself in your eyes, I don't wanna survive
All the times that you lied, think It's getting to my mind

I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight
I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight

Keep telling myself that it'll get better
Catching feelings too quick, needa glue down my sweater
Think I'm losing my love, needa call up my debtor
Time flies by think I needa forget her

Too many hours been wasted on you, I know we're falling through
Hate to say that but It's just the truth, but I think It's too late you found another dude
Know that I've been wasting time, I just can't seem to get this right
I know you found another guy, It's just the truth but It's alright

I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight
I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight

this ain't addiction

inuday