(prod. benji the machine)

Sad Vybes pt. 14

الفتى المجنون 😜😈

Hyperpop Universe

anime MC on the bus🌸

@joshuasageart
@scoobisalright
@lileddy8
@benjithemachine
@deadat18

Magic Charms (w/ ☆scøøb☆ & edwrd.) [+Benjithemachine x Deadat18]

gtg

prod @benjithemachine and @lifepoints very swag

I GTG BRB ｢benji the machine+lifepoints｣

nitecoremix - https://soundcloud.com/penguinasf/what-do-you-really-think-of-me-nitecoreasf

mixed by @scoobisalright
prod - @benjithemachine

(lyrics):
tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with the memories

ever since left me
ive been on my own again
ive been very lonely
just doin this life thing
keep it to my self now
dont need friends just let me be
oh I wish you loved me more
now u got me thinkin who’d you rly care for
stick to my fantasy
in my dreams ur with me
but it’s just make believe

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

what do you really think of me? [benjithemachine]

@benjithemachine
@northeastlights

artwork by @toxinbrewer

Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

And i fall again
I fall again
I cant deal with more withdrawal

Ill be outside
Ill be waiting
I cant userstand what ur saying

Do you want me to wait
Im tired of being awake
Ill sleep and dream of all the games u been playing


Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

I dont recall last summer
You know i hate feeling like a bummer

Cause i ruin everything
Ill screw with all the messed up things
And make em more messed up
I find it hard to even give a fuck 

Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

And i fall again
I fall again
I cant deal with more withdrawal

Hard To Breathe [benjithemachine + Northeast Lights]

hi-c - by333 by333 [dazegxd & c4mboy edit]

Legendary Member

Legendary Member (feat. Bladee, Ecco2k & Yung Lean)

just beat it w jovan ft phreshboyswag (mxsui)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2 (og version)

broken smile (og version)

fingers (og version)

THE FIRST TIME

KIDS ARE GROWING UP

DESERVE YOU

fault in the stars

@benjithemachine 💙

lyrics

This is what I mean when I tell you that
You’re the only reason my heart got cracked
It don’t matter, if I heart your voice then I run faster 
Got no cuts but my heart needs a plaster
I fall and hit the ceiling idk if you mean it
You leave and come back like a Phoenix
I dont wanna love you but I need it 
The feeling, it’s hurting :(
I don’t think, it’s worth it 
You beg me, unnerving 
You burn me, like furnace
I won’t kiss you, I’ll let you know!
My heart needs patches like fentanyl </3
I drink too much so I lose focus
I hope no one around me noticed

This is what I mean when I tell you that
You’re the only reason my heart got cracked
It don’t matter, if I heart your voice then I run faster 
Got no cuts but my heart needs a plaster*
I fall and hit the c-ceiling idk if you mean it
You leave and come back like a p-phoenix
I dont wanna love you but I need it
Yh I need it
Yh I need it 
YH I NEEED IT
YH I NEEED IT
yhH I NEedD It
yhH I NEedD It
Yh I need it
Yh I need it

I Need It [benjithemachine]

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5zncl3H1gMdjDNjkN48Xsq?si=2f22c73c7e30420d

first's thing's first, I need to setup a baseline
what is real, what you heard through the grapevine
why i'm numb, what I want, why I make art
who am I, who are you, are we soul tied?
when did it start? might have started before our time
cursed from young, don't remember my first canines
writing on a chalkboard, 2011 I was just 9 
I love telling jokes, I love telling them the punchline

I'm ashamed of who I was big time 
people that I've hurt, I can never make ammends, I-
close my eyes, I see 3 names and we all lied
people who I loved, people who once loved me back too
brand new white BIC lighter, yea I like you
27 club, lemme make through 22
secrets that I'll take to my grave, yea I have too
Secrets that I'll take to my grave, if you ever knew ...

Scared of the past, yea I'm scared of the past, You-
scared? I won't grow? Yea I'm scared I'll never pass you.
fear in my voice, you can hear it when I speak to you.
heart's filled w/ apathy, I wish I never met you.

amends (1sadboii)

https://youtu.be/EEuUtCplsyo?si=qlwxsi6FDCFi7b9Q

when i’m gone

@https://on.soundcloud.com/wpuPJKHzAn7NAMSH6 prod james frost

clover + rit (james frost)

Prod @1luvpurp & @mxsui #hvb

YOUTUBE : https://youtu.be/QBZXGnEQJVQ?si=I24HACbrd5p9IWz2

SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/47XIpjAowlSF71z53xzQFA?si=yljw3ZYvR0mi0XK-nADILg&pi=u-NTJVJIylTAa2

Lyricsss :p :


Baby i just wna talk 2uu
Stay up all night
We can hold on tight 
Don’t it feel so right
& i got u on my mind in the night time
No idc what it takes i need u by my side

We can get so high under club lights
Baby do u wna fall in love ? 
It can happen tonight 
And i was in the backseat of the black ride
That’s when u made me feel ok
That’s when u made it alright 

I need u next to me
Ur the one that i need
Ur the one that i want
And i been waiting by the phone
Waiting for your call
If i don’t feel with you
Then i don’t wanna feel at all

They copy what we do #hvb
Yeah they go wherever i go
Off the beanz girl i was texting you
I’m sorry for the typos
I can’t even shed a tear my heart is so cold
I just wanna grab your hand 
and never let go

I just want to tell you how i feel
Girl tonight we can make it so real
Girl we can party till the sunrise 
I just wanna make you mine

Talk 2uu @1luvpurp @mxsui

Yuh, Yeah, they call me shoot the three, if-if I up this bitch I swear to God I’m shootin’ three’s, I’m not into fashion but I’ll turn you to a tee, up this bitch and up the score, I’m MVP my team, yeah woah. Yuh, Yeah, they call me shoot the three, if-if I up this bitch I swear to God I’m shootin’ three’s, I’m not into fashion but I’ll turn you to a tee, up this bitch and up the score, I’m MVP my team, yeah woah. 

Look at my team! 
MVP! Look at my (huh) look at my bling 
Know what it is I just.. 
put it up on glitz (hm) 
Yea I did! 
It is what it is look at me now! 
Been going stupid yeah up on da Gram 
Look at me now I’m just (huh) I’m just him 
S/O to my brother Joeyy w that shit! 
Cameras flick (yeah,huh) you know what it is 
Camera flick (yeah, huh) MOVIE! 
Im the one that (huh, yeah) did it! 
Im the one that had to go get, Get it! 
(Huh) Yea I did!

Yuh, Yeah, they call me shoot the three, if-if I up this bitch I swear to God I’m shootin’ three’s, I’m not into fashion but I’ll turn you to a tee, up this bitch and up the score, I’m MVP my team, yeah woah. Yuh, Yeah, they call me shoot the three, if-if I up this bitch I swear to God I’m shootin’ three’s, I’m not into fashion but I’ll turn you to a tee, up this bitch and up the score, I’m MVP my team, yeah woah.

MVP - w/ Jxy6ix

Prod @symelz

MUSIC VIDEO <3 : https://youtu.be/Yq5nKb0-QBg?si=O5jCBj6KWalwBX8Q

Lyrics :

Baby, i would pour my heart until it's empty
am i crazy ? i need you to kiss me through the phone screen
It's not healthy, if we got a problem you can tell me
(you know that i get you & i know that you get me)

i want you
Do you want me too ?
put your headphones on, girl i'm singing to you (to you)
Didn't know i would feel this way
i had no clue
i got this feeling in my chest i'm trying to tell you

When i wake up girl i need you next to me
You just come to me like a melody
I'm a star just like you see on the movie screen
Walk in they like #Omg
I walk in then they stare at me

But i stare at you
I'm singing to you
I'm holding on to you
I need to tell the truth

You're my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one girl always makin' time for you
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

SPOTIFY

headphones On ♪♪♪ @Symelz

So it Goes

@troiner
@rainn_god
2k25
Rhinestones on my jacket and my coat
I jumped in the water I cant swim I need a boat
I don't need nobody
You're someone that i can hold
And i cant lie it scares me losing youth and growing old

and i cant lie it scares me when u talk to me
and sometimes yeah it feels like you've forgotten me
I know that i'll see you again
I kno that youll meet me in the end
You're worth more than i can spend
I hope that we never end

Call me and i'll pick you up
I'll take you where you want
I just put like two grams in a leaf
I put it in a dutch
Ill get you a ring
Ill get you anything
It's not enough
Remember back in school
While i was swagging you was buying lunch

I got so much in my head but I can't speak about it
and i need my medicine yeah
You know that i tweak without it
I swear I love my weed it gives me dreams
And i cant sleep without it
I swear I love my brothers
If u need me then I'll shout it

Rhinestones on my jacket and my coat
I jumped in the water I cant swim I need a boat
I don't need nobody
You're someone that i can hold
And i cant lie it scares me losing youth and growing old

and i cant lie its
Rhinestones on my jacket and my coat
I jumped in the water I cant swim I need a boat
I don't need nobody
You're someone that i can hold
And i cant lie it scares me losing youth and growing old

rhinestones [troiner x rainngod]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/RsdhcgELKlc?si=JrLfyTN8cOuZBfKT

Bathbomb and flowerfields
That's how time with you feels
Losing part, is this real?
You steal my heart and leave me be

You leave me be
You leave me

I tear the petals off
I think she loves me not
I know my tears won't stop
This girl I loved too much
Another petal off
It said she loves me not
Shouldn't have dropped you off
Cause I still love you

Cause I still love

Cherry blossoms come in March
It's what I'm used to
But this year's beauty bloomed in May
And July washed you away

Now there's a movie that I'll never watch
Unless a miracle returns your touch
There'll be a new man whom you'll dearly love
Wish you the best but at that thought
My heart, it stops

I tear the petals off
I think she loves me not
And know my tears won't stop
This girl I loved too much
Another petal off
It said she loves me not
But what's the hardest part is
I still love her

Sometimes I wonder: if we had
A bit more time, then would it last?
But now think maybe it was perfect just the way it went!
Now I am jealous, but I'll grow
Of all the people, who you'll know
Forever grateful that we met, I'm moving on but won't forget.

petals

In the air (alfie snapped x warheart)

decided to switch it up a lil w the rari remix

BLACK KRAY $$ RED TEAR DROP GOTH CRIP (MVTT RMX) // **RARE**

thank you for listening 
<3
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever


it hurts me over n over again 
i think something’s wrong with my head
it’s easy to try and pretend 
but sometimes i’d rather be dead
i’m paranoid 
think you hate me 
shedding tears over our polaroids 
expectations on my chest, defenses i employ 

it’s okay, you can tell me i’m wasting your time
you don’t feel like you did and it’s fine 
you don’t miss me, it’s alright 
i get a bag n i spend it real quick 
i got some diamonds they dance on my wrist 
see me n public now they want a pic 
money can’t come much more easy than this 
every night i spent dreaming of shit 
every night i spent waiting for this 
i could lose it all
i don’t wanna fall 
i could pull the trigger 
paint the fucking wall

paranoid (prod. 2001 & jolst)

im alone all day
and i lose more friends than i make
singing on beats is my therapy
its the only time i feel i have clarity
I treat my soundcloud page like a diary
im making music with my friends inspires me
i hate myself and its tiring
so i distract myself entirely

but im holding on so that maybe one day
i will look back and say it was weird for me to feel that way
and maybe reassure myself that this was just a phase
but it never seems to go away

this world is full of negativity
i just want to give off good energy
ppl always fkn talking n it gets to me
but i cant let them feed off me



I Need It [benjithemachine]

Dk Shawtyy🙃