Night Kick

I guess I never told you,
But I fucked it all
Where was my head in all of this?

I guess it’s wrong to assume
It’s more than what it is
But baby girl, you’re so smooth, yeah

I’m starting to think 
That I don’t want me to be happy at all
And if you had me there
Do you think you’d make me happy at all?
Ooh, out on the west side
Baby, I don’t stand a chance at all
I’m starting to think 
Nothing ever will make me happy at all

Don’t look at me like that
You know it hurts, for real
Imagine if I said just what I feel
You know I worry every night that you’ll meet someone
Who looks like, talks like, dress like, acts like me 
(Yeah, he acts like me)
You could fix someone who’s
Scared & lonely, insecure like me
But not me

Ooh, I’m starting to think
That I don’t want me to be happy at all
And if you had me there
I’m not sure if you’d be happy at all
I know I’m being selfish
So, if you leave it’s all my fault
What do you do when you know
Nothing ever will make you happy at all?

Ooh, you never know who you’re falling for
Until you’re falling for them
Oh my Lord

Who am I kidding, no
I was fine before I met you, baby

I guess I never told you that
I’m starting to think 
That I don’t want me to be happy at all
What do you do when you know
Nothing ever will make you happy at all?

At All

Turn Around

Yeah, another lonely night
But I'm not looking for your love, babe
But I'll ride with you, yes I'll ride with you
You can take me to the bar, yes I'll ride with you
I don't drive a fancy car, you said "I'll ride with you"
Yes, I'll ride with you if that's what you want to do, yeah

So I pull up and I swerve on it
You can teach me with your body, learning curves honey
You take a hit, I'll take a sip, I'll slur my words for ya
And if that works for ya, I swear I'll work for ya

Lately, everything has been so hectic
This the only thing that makes me feel connected
And I'll admit it's not what anyone expected
I'm not trying to test it, don't say that it's love yeah

I know it doesn't make it right
I'm still not looking for your love, babe
But I don't wanna ride with nobody else
And you're thinking of me when you're by yourself
Yeah, you keep it low key tell nobody else

Yeah, you make me feel so surreal, baby
I'd never put you on the spot for how you feel, baby
And when you're looking like that
Have a hard time keeping both hands on the wheel, baby
Yeah does it feel real, maybe
Don't gotta be mine to say that you're mine

Lately, everything has been so hectic
This the only thing that makes me feel connected
And I'll admit it's not what anyone expected
I'm not trying to test it, don't say that it's love yeah
'Cause there's a million different ways 
That we could look at it
You call me mine, I say you're mine if you don't give a shit
I know we've hurt before and if you're down with this
We'll just take it slow, babe I won't call it love, yeah

Ooh, nobody knows me like you know myself, oh yeah
Mean it when I say I wouldn't want this with nobody else, yeah
But if you choose to go I will respect that
Know I always got your back, I hope you know that

Lately, everything has been so hectic
This the only thing that makes me feel connected
And I'll admit it's not what anyone expected
I'm not trying to test it, just don't say that it's love yeah
Just don't say that it's love, my baby girl

Fine Line

Do you ever hate who you are?
Looking in the mirror this far
Lately, I hate what I do, what I say, what I wear
And just know it's been hard
To be me when I don't feel myself
Does anybody care to know
All my fears and insecurities
Or maybe I'll just go, yeah

Changin', changin' everyday 
Whether we look for it
We're locked in
Deal with it anyway
Better prepare for the summer
'Cause it's gon' hurt, yeah
So whatever you do, don't make it worse

Yeah, this is life after June
Yeah, this is me without you

I remember sittin' in the car
Wonder what it is, who we are
Wonder if we lost the spark
Can we light it again
And if I bring it back up will we fight again?

I love it when you call unexpected
Pick up right back where we left it
And if you wanna set it down for a little while, it's cool
'Cause I know you know me, and you know I know you

Changin', changin' everyday 
Whether we look for it
We're locked in
Deal with it anyway
I'm gonna pray for the best
But expect the worst, yeah
'Cause even if it's right, it still can hurt

Yeah, this is life after June
Yeah, this is me without you

I talked to Ant about a future without you in it
Saying what I'm thinking
Thinking bad thoughts
Scared that I'm sinking
Hard to put it in to words
But I know that you'd listen
That's how it felt from the very beginning
And I take it slow
I do my thing, and as far as we go
You mean well, we'll just see how it goes
I feel blessed to death
Just to know I know you
And while you're over there girl,
I thought I'd show ya
How everything's been since you left
Man, I play it back
I spend a lot of time wonder if we get it back
I hit the same spots, doing all the things we did
Still get a small black coffee with no cream in it
Server at the diner always wonder where you at
"Man, I said she moved to L.A., I don't know when she'll be back"
She said "She pretty, right?"
"Yeah," I said, "She more than that."
Yeah, I can't wait to see what you do.

This is life after June
This is me without you

Artwork by @antsmith_

Life After June

When I Was a Ghost

In Case I Don't Feel

In Case I Don't Feel (Great Good Fine Ok Remix)

written by TEA
produced by DOM
BG by ZNUED

you dont know that Im watching baby
you dont know me, that silly aint it?
been watchin all your movies lately
I cant fight it, how I feel about you

Ive been here about a week
heard you really like this spot
I promise Im not a creep
hope that I wont get caught…

got your posters pinned up like a pre teen
bought your dolls to feel up, kinda freaky
is this infatuation?
or am I in love…
am I in love…

everybody keeps making fun of me
saying that I got no life but we…
live a life in my dreams happy
maybe I could have your baby 
I know I got it bad
you know I got it bad
people say this is sad
(its all I have)

Ive been here about a week
heard you really like this spot
I promise Im not a creep
hope that I won’t get caught…

got your posters pinned up like a pre teen
bought your dolls to feel up, kinda freaky
is this infatuation?
or am I in love…

or am I in love…
am I in love?
oooh
am I in love?
oooh
(am I in love)
Ive always been
Ive always been
Ive always been
Ive always been
Ive always been 
Ive always been
Ive always been
Ive always been.

POPSICLE

FOOLISH

Feel Like Falling

the anthem for the suppressed voice of rebellion inside all of us. 
run to this. 
be kind rewind, follow and save it on spotify. 
thank you for listening.
https://spoti.fi/2SZQ4ZD

Fine Line

The True Blue