Sing To Me

Tell me that it’s not in my best interest
But you know you’re the one, you’re my only interest

Why do I feel so bad
About somebody else who got you feeling like that?
You know how I’m living
And it’s not that bad
I shouldn’t be complaining but
It is what it is 
Wishing I was him
Wishing I was anyone but me
Wishing I could give you all of me, girl

Don’t give me your heartache unless you mean it
And no, I won’t give you mine

Yeah, I stay up late at night
And think about the things that I know you like
I wonder if you miss me, like I miss you
That’s all I ever do

Yeah, I’ll admit I can’t stand
When I see you post a picture on gram with him there
‘Cause I care, like who the fuck is he?
And yeah, I’m sure he makes you happy
Tears me apart, so when I play it stone cold
You know it’s breaking my heart

Don’t give me your heartache unless you mean it
And no, I won’t give you mine

Tell me that it’s not in my best, say what?
Tell me you’re in love with the man, say no
Tell me how we land on a topic like this
Got me so fucked up every time you two kiss
Every time

Don’t give me your heartache, unless you mean it
Unless you mean it, baby

Don’t want it, don’t need it anymore
Don’t give me, don’t give me yours
And no, I won’t give you mine, no

Sleepless

Night Kick

Do you ever hate who you are?
Looking in the mirror this far
Lately, I hate what I do, what I say, what I wear
And just know it's been hard
To be me when I don't feel myself
Does anybody care to know
All my fears and insecurities
Or maybe I'll just go, yeah

Changin', changin' everyday 
Whether we look for it
We're locked in
Deal with it anyway
Better prepare for the summer
'Cause it's gon' hurt, yeah
So whatever you do, don't make it worse

Yeah, this is life after June
Yeah, this is me without you

I remember sittin' in the car
Wonder what it is, who we are
Wonder if we lost the spark
Can we light it again
And if I bring it back up will we fight again?

I love it when you call unexpected
Pick up right back where we left it
And if you wanna set it down for a little while, it's cool
'Cause I know you know me, and you know I know you

Changin', changin' everyday 
Whether we look for it
We're locked in
Deal with it anyway
I'm gonna pray for the best
But expect the worst, yeah
'Cause even if it's right, it still can hurt

Yeah, this is life after June
Yeah, this is me without you

I talked to Ant about a future without you in it
Saying what I'm thinking
Thinking bad thoughts
Scared that I'm sinking
Hard to put it in to words
But I know that you'd listen
That's how it felt from the very beginning
And I take it slow
I do my thing, and as far as we go
You mean well, we'll just see how it goes
I feel blessed to death
Just to know I know you
And while you're over there girl,
I thought I'd show ya
How everything's been since you left
Man, I play it back
I spend a lot of time wonder if we get it back
I hit the same spots, doing all the things we did
Still get a small black coffee with no cream in it
Server at the diner always wonder where you at
"Man, I said she moved to L.A., I don't know when she'll be back"
She said "She pretty, right?"
"Yeah," I said, "She more than that."
Yeah, I can't wait to see what you do.

This is life after June
This is me without you

Artwork by @antsmith_

Life After June

We don’t see eye to eye, do we?
Why do we even try, baby yeah
We’re gonna do what we do
And I ain’t mad at that

Now, I’m gonna wonder 
What you say when I’m not there
Is it good, is it bad?
Yeah, is it bad if I know I shouldn’t care?

Ooh, you know I’m no addict
To the dramatics to the sitch at hand
Still wishin’ I was your man
Still wishin’ you didn’t have to switch up plans
With that said, I guess I understand 

Wish it didn’t hurt so bad
You don’t see it like that
There’s a lot of things I wanna say, do I need to?
And the last thing I wanna do is to control you

I just wanna do what we choose
 Aren’t you kinda scared we’ll both lose?
Watch me say the things I gotta say ‘cause I need to
Gonna kick myself forever if I lose you 

This ain’t no cautionary tale
This ain’t no fairy tale as well
If we a boat, you clipped the sails
If we a bike, you took the wheels

You know I’m not adding
To the dramatics to the cards we’re dealt
Still wondering where it went to hell

Ooh, how this gon’ work out
It’s so hard to tell
With that said, you know I wish you well

Wish it didn’t hurt so bad
You don’t see it like that
There’s a lot of things I wanna say, do I need to?
And the last thing I wanna do is to control you

I just wanna do what we choose
 Aren’t you kinda scared we’ll both lose?
Watch me say the things I gotta say ‘cause I need to
Gonna kick myself forever if I lose you

We don’t see eye to eye, do we?
Why do we even try, baby yeah
We’re gonna do what we do
And I ain’t mad at that
Are you mad at that?

Don’t tell me it’s goodbye, baby
All I can do is cry, baby

Wish it didn’t hurt so bad
You don’t see it like that
There’s a lot of things I wanna say, do I need to?
And the last thing I wanna do is to control you

I just wanna do what we choose
 Aren’t you kinda scared we’ll both lose?
I’ll just say the things I gotta say, I need to
I’ll kick myself forever if I lose you

On You

I feel like calling someone
Hate when I get like this
Feel like the doors are closing
And feel the way that I do, do ya?
And if you feel the way that I do, prove it
But what are the odds of that?

Pacing up & down my kitchen
Wonder whether you would listen
I don't wanna play this part no more
Even though I was written for it

Sometimes I feel like you're the only who gets it, baby
Sometimes I don't give a damn at all, damn it all yeah

Why didn't anybody tell me what it feels like?
To wake up in a cold sweat
In the middle of the night
Man, I didn't sign up for this yeah
If you need me, catch me quick yeah
'Cause I'm running
Running from the thoughts that I used to get
I got scared to death without you
I know what you said you want
And what you gotta do
And so I made my bed without you
You don't gotta say it twice
I still think you're nice
I won't say another word

I thought I was good around you
Yeah, my head felt so clear
Wonder if you thought the same things?
Now, I'm thinking 'bout my worst fears

Then, I start to doubt the whole thing
Yeah, you run my mind 'till it's on E
Wonder if you miss the old me?
I know that's not fair but

Why didn't anybody tell me what it feels like?
To wake up in a cold sweat
In the middle of the night
Man, I didn't sign up for this yeah
If you need me, catch me quick yeah
'Cause I'm running
Running from the thoughts that I used to get
I got scared to death without you
I know what you said you want
And what you gotta do
So, now I go to sleep without you
You don't gotta say it twice
I still think you're nice
I won't say another word

Why didn't anybody tell me what it feels like?
Yeah, why didn't anybody tell me just don't
Why didn't you tell me how it feels?
You should've told me, baby
You should've warned me, baby
What are we doing, baby?

Running from the thoughts that I used to get
I got scared to death without you
I know what you said you want
And what you gotta do
And so I made my bed without you
You don't gotta say it twice
Yeah, I think you're nice
I won't say another word

Please don't say it twice

Heads Up

The debut recording project by Jack Larsen.

Push-Ups

Angels

When I Was a Ghost

Co-produced by Ben Thompson & Doug Schadt
Co-written by Ben Thompson & Doug Schadt

Mixed by Doug Schadt
Mastered by Chris Athens

Art direction by Robyn Estes & Ben Thompson

Released June 20th, 2019

Sleepless

The True Blue