racking my brain for answers <,,>

tentando ser normal pra vc #SCD2008

@cuntsniffers
@ikilledjainn



breaking down, you got me crying now
im always breaking down , im always drowning out
breaking down, you never come around around
im gonna never drown, im gonna never drown
breaking down, breaking down
breaking down, breaking down

i dont know me, i dont know me at all
i dont know me, i dont know me at all
i dont know me, i dont know me at all
i dont know me, i dont know me at all

coming down, never drown
all around, crashing down
it will drown, it will drown
i dont care ill find the answer

it will drown, coming down
kill it now, kill me now,
kill him now, dance around
circus clown, dance around
it will drown, coming down
dancing clown, look around
it will drown, coming down
all around, it will drown

breaking down feat jainn (cuntsniffer)

feat @yukisasayaki

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting`
but i gotta get thru this

i'm biting my nails
i'm nervous
my only thought's
"i can't do this"
but i wanna try
but i wanna try
i dont wanna cry
no i dont wanna cry
throw on a scarf
it's cold outside
i can't steal ur heart
but u can steal mine
my brains wrapped in
a thousand lies
i tell myself
and all of human kind

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i can't even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

i know i'm not bad
but i'm still sad
i can't trust myself
i only bring me down
down
down
down
down
down

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
and im so annoying n i can't even help
myself
or anybody else

(can't help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
i'll just kill myself)

honestly, i don't really wanna die

@cuntsniffers

delusion in my heart
your heart so far
delusion in my heart 
your heart seem so far
delusion inside my heart
i hope you dont go to far
my soul is yours in this  symphony
lets become one oh plz
ik ik
your the only one just for me
i give everything you plz
i do anything that you need
i do anything for you 
i kill anyone for you
i think your soul inside of this  symphony
lets listen to this remdy

symphony

I'm not good at saying how I feel 
your voice sings to me like the birds
and your every word, I hold it close to me, your my singing bird 



and you're all I want 
and you're all I want 
and you're all I want 
and you're all I want


you're my singing bird, your body is art to me, your hearts filled with rainbows and ponys, until you ripped me apart

singing singing birdy birdy

guitar by @goodnightjune
everything else by me

i wonder if u ever think about us
the times that we had when there was never a fuss
but i’m sure u don’t , n that’s okay
just know ill always be a call away
we fight and we cry
then we make up and pry
then we repeat the cycle all over again
i just know that you’re hiding in there somewhere
the feelings u hide just bc ur scared

I WONDER
IF YOU EVER
THINK ABOUT US
THE TIMES THAT
WE HAD WHEN
THERE WAS NEVER A FUSS
BUT IM SURE U DONT
AND THATS OKAY
JUST KNOW I'LL ALWAYS BE A CALL AWAYYYYYYYYY
we fight
we cry
then we makeup
AND PRYYYY
we fight
we cry
then we makeup
AND PRYYYY

Entry 2, A Call Away

prod me

i really love ur touch
ur really really soft
ill hold u in my arms 
while u cry and u sob
yeah its hard for me
to see u sad
but im still here for you
are you for me 
is this love you seek?
i dont know if i told u 
but i love u
ya i love u

i get so scared when were apart
ur like an angel that heals my heart

i need you 
im psychotic
i see demons coming out my closet
your voice is so melodic
and your face makes me hypnotic

if im honest i just really wanna die
when you come around you bring me back to life
i connect to you like a satellite
your voice always makes me wanna cry

even in this chaotic weather
will u still be here forever

i wrote to u a letter
promise that ill still get better

tears running down from my eyes
i see dark figures in the night
i shout ur name while i cry
i just want you to hold me tight


i love when you hold me in
without you im surrounded by sin
i love when u touch my skin 
i need u to hold me again

im still here for you -`♡´-  触る

middle & side

what we once had is here

(ljp2900)
i got pills in my sock
i rock gucci saint laurant
i rock gucci saint laurant
i know she want hit the club
she want molly & ciroc
she want molly & ciroc
shawty said she trynna fuck
i need pills to keep me up
but i only want the top

yea
im just rolling through
yea im rolling too
im off a molly pill she want one too
yea
off the foil i just sparked another blue
hit the fendi store she want sum too
i pop that molly pill it aint nun new
she wanna fuck the squad aint it sad too

yea
yea yea
hit the fendi store imma shop yea
bought my bitch a bag yea
she want everything im like yea
i got pills in my sock yea
and i just smoked like half a rock yea
i know your bitch wan give me top
yea
she in my dms like alot yea

(lil bowika)
She wanna fuck me cause my swag too sick,
Black heart eyeliner, her soul taste like lipstick,
Twist in the club, blood on the dance floor,
Cute little demon but she begging me for more,
Reblog my pain, double-tap my grave,
Pink kisses, baby, misbehave,
Iphone glow, halo broke in half,
Angel wings bleeding while we fuck and laugh.


Black hair, scene queen, crying blood tears,
Hello Kitty knife cut away my fears,
Te amo, te amo, my dirty little slut,
Carve my name in your thigh, never close the cut,

Iphone glow, halo broke in half,
Angel wings bleeding while we fuck and laugh.
Iphone glow, halo broke in half,
Iphone glow, halo broke in half,
Angel wings bleeding while we fuck and laugh.

racking my brain for answers <,,>

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