first collab with @kandibrat
i mixed my own parts

[kandibrat part]

[k30n]
suicide is my dream
suicide is my dream
i don't care
about anything

kill me in my sleep
end my misery
i just fucking weep
self-contradictory

i fucking hate my life
high as a fucking kite
cutting with a knife
nothing feels right

lie in my bed
the tears i shed
gun to my head
zombie undead

i cant tell
if it's a dream
i think about
you and me 

why did you leave me dead
fucking left with dread
nihil necesse est (nothing is necessary)
i guess it's for the best

you're not even real
you're just a lie
just concocted
by my mind

why did you leave me dead
fucking left with dread
nihil necesse est (nothing is necessary)
i guess it's for the best

idc its a party!!! xD w/ kandibrat

(lil bowika)
angel suicide que eu amo
tô preso num loop, Minha princesinha emo
preso em um percipio, onde vou parar?
sera que eu tenho que me suicidar?
todo vermelho a cor do meu pulso por voce
emuxa sceneslut minha vagabunda
quero fuder e morrer no club agora
gozando enquanto fodo sua buceta
xanax na hello kitty bag eu sei
tira uma foto nossa, jovem lindo amei
morremos jovem vamos ficar na historia
me inspiro em guilherme taucci tenho gloria
luzes acessas e paparazzi na cara
vomitei e estou no chão nessa porra
do lado de uma burra

(marcy madeline)
you dont want no drama, bitch im counting commas 
purple beam, extended clip and its gonna stop ya
you know i love cc and d&g, and im with the team yea thats gc
you say thats your bitch, she saying that she need me
and i popped a perc, it got me feeling queasy
omg ima queen, ima superstar
ima superstar i just crashed my supercar

Died Inside The Club W/ Marcy Madeline (h8star)

zombie suicide /w Kon (HellA)

prod. takuori

and the angels wouldnt help you. cuz theyve all gone away..,

i cant feel nothing mutilate my body
how many stabs till i stop breathing
its a circus welcome to my freak show
knock me out,, taste the chloroform on my lips
takin bites from my nekk like a zombi X_x
love it when you eat me
rotting corpse looks so nasty what the fk do you eat
ribcage showing, looking pretty
incisions all over my body, doctor make me pretty

its a scary night,, hold me with your life
are you willing to die?,, cutter by my side
its a, its a scary night,, hold with me your life
if you wanna die come be mine
hang your body on my wall
feeling on yr chest for your heartbeat,, yea i want it so badly
do you like it when i eat thru your corpse?
when i touch on your body,, can yr soul feel me?
yea u taste like candy
come and eat me

cover edited by me

rotting corpse #rotpretty 🖤🎄

eughhh

prod 2broke
master @g0re4ngel / @ipodfreakx
feat @marcymadeline

lyrics
*coming soon i hope*

AHHHHHHHHHH

got it ★

Gr4v3y4rd Disc0 ft marcy madeline (prod marcy)



s-l-u-t ye i k u miss me
f-u-c-k wtf u said 2 mee
s-l-i-t go and cut ur wrist pls
when u look in the mirror
ho ur so ugly

im in the party
ya im fuckin on ur gf
you over there getting mad
cuz she cheated on you
takin molly smoking crunk
thats what i fuckn do
yo bitch is so intoxicated
ya you wish you fucking knew
ur dad doesn't like you
cuz ur a whorefag
ur mom left ur dad
for her bf that's so sad
ur in ur room cutting
on ur fucking wrist
leave scars on them
and it'll get infected

i dont fucking know
why you existed
crying in my room
cuz i saw your ugly fit
cutting my wrist
cuz i found out u wont kys
i cant fucking stop
please i need help

s-l-u-t ye i k u miss me
f-u-c-k wtf u said 2 mee
s-l-i-t go and cut ur wrist pls
when u look in the mirror
ho ur so ugly

ya im crying in the bathroom
ya im crying in the bathroom

go fuck urself i dont like you lmao /dj display/

prod @g0re4ngel
mix and master @g0re4ngel

(lyrics)
wanna kick it tn i luv u so much
bring the xanax bb if u pull up 
we could roll up blunts w xtc
the way ur looking at me ik u want sex w me

wanna kick it tn i luv u so much
bring the xanax bb if u pull up 
we could roll up blunts w xtc
the way ur looking at me ik u want sex w me
cast a hex on me make me wanna die
im grab my knife harakiri ya suicide
fuck on me then crucify ill be dead when u arrive
horny sluts ya move aside cus bb its just u and i

benzos in my system ya im walking around jus like a zombie
getting fucked up every night ya drugs all on me
ya these drugs all on me u alr know
every single fucking night im playing in the snow
oh ya omg i just wanna overdose
i be getting fucked up whenever im alone
stuck up on stupid shit bb let it go
anxiety is eating me ya i jus wanna smoke my dro 
oh ya omg i just wanna overdose
i be getting fucked up whenever im alone
stuck up on stupid shit bb let it go
anxiety is eating me ya i jus wanna smoke my dro 

wanna kick it tn i luv u so much
bring the xanax bb if u pull up 
we could roll up blunts w xtc
the way ur looking at me ik u want sex w me
cast a hex on me make me wanna die
im grab my knife harakiri ya suicide
fuck on me then crucify ill be dead when u arrive
horny sluts ya move aside cus bb its just u and i

wanna kick it tonite

production and vocals by recluuse

drunk drunk drunk drunk drunk
cuz of u girl
fucked up at a party
 w this new girl
heart broken i need u
i need u girl
crying immy room without u 
im a loser
idk wtf is wrong w me
stuck up in my ways 
u made me feel so guilty
ive seen more shit than i shouldve at 16
stabbed in the back too many times 
at 16

sweet 16 but its not that sweet
all up in my dms 
but its not that deep
coughing smoke up and blood in the bnb
but idk how im gon make it thru to next week

i rot away 
away i rot
and im never coming home 
so u can call me what u want
dont praise the lord 
but i break the law
designer belt 
yea it cost a lot

ball out i ball like michael 
i cry like trevor
lucid ask me whats the move 
but im down for whatever
mama told me never let em know that im afraid
so i put louis on my leather 
and gucci on my face

Sweet sixteen [recluuse]

looloolololololololol

##CRYINGONXTC

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