dysphoria

fossils

Can u hear me

yarn

gauze

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stripped down
eat away at my skin
all my bones start to fail on me
i shut down
just carve away at my face
all my strength just collapsed on me

i’m not so important
rearrange my conscience
i know i’m the liar
always i’m the problem

i must be headless
coerced to submission
i’m getting tired
my lungs get constricted 
i’m desperately searching
become my excuses
lost my expression
my dance gets so lifeless
destroyed my own house
now my canvas is empty
no one can help me
there’s track marks beneath me

fabricate everything
i’ll just stay quiet while you’re slowly killing me

stripped down
eat away at my skin
all my bones start to fail on me
i shut down
just carve away at my face
all my strength just collapsed on me

swim in disappointment 
bathe in my distractions
won’t fulfill my promise
watch at your discretion 
face pressed to the pavement 
never learn my lesson
blood just soaks the carpet 
my face gets contorted

all by myself
all by myself
1, 2, 3
i can leave my house all by myself
ok, let’s go
i can wash my hands all by myself
i can ride my bike all by myself
1, 2, 3
look at me!
i can walk all by myself
and i can fly all by myself
all together now!
parents getting old
deep down i know they hate me too
i know i hate me too
called out four times in a row
too much vomit on the floor

stripped down
eat away at my skin
all my bones start to fail on me
i shut down
just carve away at my face
all my strength just collapsed on me

float / 001

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