i dont even wanna talk no more
tell me im an eyesore
posted w/ my demons in the back of a drugstore
tell me i should talk more
yk what im here 4
bladee on my skin got me feeling like a mallwhore x2

and i know u dont like me
give me something i need
a reason 2 reveal all the feelings that im hiding
thousand dollar bills and my wrist like icing
pop a couple pills in this new place , vibing x2

i dont even wanna talk no more
tell me im an eyesore
posted w/ my demons in the back of a drugstore
tell me i should talk more
yk what im here 4
bladee on my skin got me feeling like a mallwhore x2

eyesore [prod. sunlight]

prod. 1albinoo
(cover art via. @c-hrie on tumblr)

i dnt wna come 2 ur party 
same wrist , w/ new shit all up on it
when i slash that shit will u party ?
put a bruise on my fist , only joking 
i dnt wna party , ( got blood on my hands in the dark bitch )
look @ what i started , ( same wrist , new shit all up on it )

i dnt wna come 2 ur party 
same wrist , w/ new shit all up on it
when i slash that shit will u party ?
put a bruise on my fist , only joking 

pull up to my party 
get fucked in grave that u lie in
sick boy wna fuck up on my body
put a bruise on my face when i dodge it

i dnt wna come 2 ur party 
same wrist , w/ new shit all up on it
when i slash that shit will u party ?
put a bruise on my fist , only joking 
i dnt wna party , ( got blood on my hands in the dark bitch )
look @ what i started , ( same wrist , new shit all up on it )

party

distortioncore and basspilled

i was tryna look past ur eyes
look in2 ur head n see whats happening inside
i wont go back tonight
look into my mind and see i cant deny
(i was tryna look thru ur mind
one more time and u might say bye
i was sitting here wondering why
the only fucking thing u seem 2do is lie)
sweet lips on mine
quit acting nice
i was tryna look past ur eyes
look in2 ur head n see whats happening inside
i wont go back tonight
look into my mind and see i cant deny
(i was tryna look thru ur mind
one more time and u might say bye
i was sitting here wondering why
the only fucking thing u seem 2do is lie)

lips on mine

stowaway + urlrot (threedimensionsapart)

made this one while robotripping hard as fuck, second song i ever made on ableton 

i could never get over the wind
or the feeling of sunlight on my skin
im sorry that i met u or u met me
we went thru so much pain in under a week

blacked out i dont wanna go back home
got sliced up what do u know
i been looking for a way to blow
cuz i dont wanna die anymore
what u saying 2 me i alr know
cant walk so ill crawl on the floor
know u hate me and the drinks that i pour
i dont even wanna cry anymore

cry anymore 06/14/22 (prod. grayskies)

personal fav, first half was made in late december 2020 when i was 16

blue sky 03/29/21

bloodsucker demo (prod. grayskies) 11/10/21

less like that 10/21/21

bad ending (prod. brody)

posted up, im w my dogs n im posted up
ghosting her, i was in love now im ghosting her
u sober mode, im breaking bottles and throwing up
the ghost of her, haunting me i cannot go to bed

posted up, im w my dogs n im posted up
ghosting her, i was in love now im ghosting her
u sober mode, couple of hours till i overdose
the ghost of her, haunting me i cannot go to bed

u are a nightmare
alcoholic ima hit the bottle every night here
i might lose my fucking mind here
couple thousand for the flight here

and u are the worst dear
i cry whenever ur confined here
i hope whoever can find u
i hope whoever can find

so wait, for a moment
i grieve
whenever ur with him

ur the worst (grayskies)

star shopping cover

sedative.mp3 (emptychest)

sorry abt the mix 
lyrics:
always wanna text when im recording
cldnt text u back cuz i ignored it
sugar in the mix like its some porridge
powder 4 my breakfast but im snoring

asking bout my clothes u cant afford em
cop another flight its out of boredom
the things i see in sleep its like a warzone
walking round my city like a foreigner 

hopping out the 4 door
7 ppl deep we dont fit inside the corridor 
anxiety pop a xan b4 recording
the way i pop these u wld think i fuckin hoard em 

im the junkie on the corner
the nigga wit disorders
think i live in hell i jus want the weather warmer
evil in my cells never say i didnt warn u 
jesus rose n fell iris day jus stand immortal

always wanna text when im recording
cldnt text u back cuz i ignored it
sugar in the mix like its some porridge
powder 4 my breakfast but im snoring

asking bout my clothes u cant afford em
cop another flight its out of boredom
the things i see in sleep its like a warzone
walking round my city like a foreigner

iris day 2

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