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TearsInTheMoshpitVol.4

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⁽ᴰᵉˡᵉᵗᵉᵈ ˢᵒⁿᵍ⁾ By MICKEY Aka RAIMI
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Lyrics→ 

Yeah like
I don’t-I don’t know who I wanna be
Ya know
I don’t know if I wanna be alive
I don’t know if I wanna be dead
I don’t even know if I wanna fall in love
Cause like
I been hurt so fucking much
That my mind warped in a sense
Where it’s like
I don’t know if I can ever be loved
I can love myself
I could try
But would anybody (???) like fucking love me for me?
Cuz I don’t think they will
I really don’t
Like
I had somebody
She was sorta like my drug
I was addicted to her
I couldn’t get enough of her
But when she left I went crazy
I thought about suicide
I felt alone
I don’t think I could ever love somebody the same
I don’t think I could ever be loved
That’s just me being honest
I just don’t know
I really just don’t know

Like
Will I ever be loved?
I just... want that security ya know?
I’m tired
Tired of thinking about suicide
I just- I don’t know
Like
I’m going crazy
I know that
I fuck up
But I love you more than I could ever love myself
I don’t know
I don’t know how I should think
To be real with you
I don’t even wanna be alive
I put up a false wall of hope and security when I’m alone
Ya know, I don’t know
I just want to be loved
I just don’t think I could
I love you
And that’s all I really wanted you to know
When I’m gone please just know that I love you and I love everybody
But I just never felt the same love being received, ya know
Remember me. 

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Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 
Additional vocals /sample: Halsey - sorry
• 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒆→ 
https://youtu.be/tEnCoocmPQM
• 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→
https://on.soundcloud.com/aXCeK

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• 𝑰𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍  xxxtentacion & halsey type beat by igorreva
https://youtu.be/cmzfSnw1_vI
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- I remember the track was uploaded in sc near 2016/17, was deleted around 2021/22 and that it had around 400k or 40k.

Not X.

1 - 800 - SADBOYHOURS (interlude)

☆MICKEY☆/RAIMI - 1 - 800 - SADBOYHOURS Ft. Halsey (Prod. IGORREVA)

This is the end part of Die or Love! by suxxesfall  Ft. Aylien Blue
Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 
Original sample: Boards Of Canada - Seven Forty Seven
• 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒆→ 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qthHlLyvplg
• 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→ 
https://on.soundcloud.com/HkdBk

Instrumental:  if you won't change, nothing will. (interlude) by VROLY'S REVENGE 
https://on.soundcloud.com/3LChh

 Producer: "Boards" Of Canada & Mixed/mastered by VROLY'S REVENGE  

@vrolysrevenge 🫶
https://youtube.com/@vrolysrevenge
https://on.soundcloud.com/VCvdR
  

 

LOVE (INTERLUDE)

suxxesfall - Love (interlude)

@killoldnet 𖤐 - Listen to KOTANAJIリカバー on sc
https://on.soundcloud.com/ojps1

PROD. ???

NEW CRESENT♱

KOTANAJI - NEW CRESENT♱

WE BACK BABY <3

[PERRY VERSE]

I WISH THAT I 
COULD BE YO GUY 
BUT YOUR LOVING HIM
BUT YOUR LOVING HIM
AND I FEEL SO GRIM

IM ALMOST DIED LAST NIGHT 
THOUGHT OF YOU AND THEN CRIED 
CRIED 

I STILL 
I STILL 
I STILL SEE YOUR REFLECTIONS X2

[CARLXS VERSE]

I STILL LOVE YOU MY DEAR
I WISH YOU WERE RIGHT HERE
BY MY SIDE, BY MY SIDE, MY SIDE
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO 
HE DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DO
WENT AND LIED YEAH I KNEW
FEELING DUMB I STILL LOVE YOU

HOARSE - UNREQUITED LOVE [PROD IMMORTAL]

do you feel it? 

☽ @killoldnet @prodnxmadic ♡
Listen to KOTANAJIリカバー on sc
https://on.soundcloud.com/ojps1

Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 
Instrumental: old sad xxxtentacion + willie g + revenge type beat - "alone" (nxmadic)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96QX2av9aK8


NXMADIC // DYINGALLURE
• 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒆→
https://youtube.com/@dyingallure?si=ipcOX_6iGy3pCJI8

• 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→ 
https://on.soundcloud.com/M4Kky




PUT AN END TO

KOTANAJI - PUT AN END TO (PROD. DEATHDARLING)

Exclu Telegram Suisse
Beendo Z La feve 
Vestiaire

Beendo Z ft La fève - Vestiaire

Voilà le son publier sur le tiktok du barap n°4 
125k vue et 20k like MERCI pour le love 🫶🏼
Du lourd arrive vite soyez patient ‼️

FACTS - freestyle LEBAY barap n°4

time is torment.

thank you for everything heres something i've been working on for awhile

thank you everyone for who made this possible !

@titanetrhea
@iswearoneverything [ https://soundcloud.com/iswearoneverything ]

lyrics:

[TITANETRHEA]

We outside bitch
We outside bitch
We outside bitch 
We outside

New static only
We a southside clique 
Hit me 210
Hoe that’s my side crib
Texan motherfucker
You know how life is
Youngest motherfucker
Make em fly high bitch
Make a grown man cry make em leave
If you see em tell em static on the scene
When im in the pit im fienin for the grief
Motherfuckers get erratic cousin havoc for the team
Like

Loose screw
Pop yo boo
Imma chop ya crew
Make ya top get loose
B-Boo hoo
Mop ya stoop
Got yo bloody liquid draining
Off the coupe
Bluetooth
NSO in yo playlist, they bump titan
And they say how you make this
I go hard im off the wok like im Jason
Been around and now my diamonds is ancient 

[ISOE]

I just hopped out of the booth
Fuck on that bitch in the coupe
She said lil J-bone you wit it
I said lil bitch you been trippin
I said lil bitch you been playin
You aint hear shit that im sayin
New static only we aint ever fakin
If you fuck around then you snakin

Im catchin yo bitch and you know that im puttin it in now that pussy aint vacant
Make a grown man cry cause I fucked on his hoe
Yeah he better hit the road
Yeah he better get home
NSO, and we boutta have a show
So he better not show or my homie got the chrome

Yeah, im sorry im a nuisance
They like j-bone what you doin
Goin so fast I been zoomin
All in round 2 aint no movin
Aye, so I tell em
I tell em
I tell em

We outside bitch
We outside bitch
We outside bitch 
We outside

HITME2TEN x ISOE

August 23rd // 12:00am
Produced by Die Perry
Mixed & Mastered by Dolor
All platforms
#13 #113 (ILY)

Lyrics:

Lately i can’t tell who’s being real
I been on some shit
Put my trust into the gen 5
Boy I can't trust no bitch
Momma told me focus on the paper 
Stay up out them streets
But if a nigga try to play me 
Drop his ass right on the street

Online niggas always wanna talk but don’t know shit about me
Put this music check on his head and make that boy a bounty
Don’t why they play with me
Niggas know I step on shit
Boy I'm just like Elsa with glock bitch imma let it go

Niggas always beefin bout a bitch
Man that shit hurt my soul
I would never sell out for some pussy
Switch up on the bro
Swear I go to war about my niggas
What you do for yours?
You isn't never put in pain boy I can tell you flaw
Yea when you down bad who you trust nigga?
Thought you had some friends them boys ain't give no fuck nigga
Yea grinding for the top this shit never stop
Me and all my bros gon look around like it's just us nigga

Gen 5 (Prod. DIEPERRY)

Oh we back muddd

S/o Xavier wolf  *psycho pass remix*
Edits- ANKHH 

Oct 18th…..

Lyrics:

[ANKHH]

bitch so bad ass toot up.
say i ain wit it imma shoota.
you ain know me or my maneuver
6 feet down thats yo future 2x

[IRIS]

Grind everyday Non stop 
Taking my time 
I aint checking no clock
They’ll know my name Once i hit the top
Stay watching my page 
Say he not gna drop?

What? 3x

Stuck in my ways 
Nigga watch how you talk 
Make you hop out the spot 
Like you boutta get shot
She check my phone But i keep it on lock 
Obssessive shawty Ima beat up the box 
Did it on my own Why you looking so shocked 
If i was you Id be mad too 
I was 6.3 but my cash grew 
Now im 10 feet wit a nice view 


Up Next 
Watch me how i flex 
Got Family Im blessed 
I dont need no friends 
Shawty want sex 
Like why she so obssesed 3x

MOTIONBLURR [FEAT. ANKHH]

Saif - Si je m’en vais .mp3

If I showed you my worth 
Would you call for it??




Ik you got some issues 
Yeah I understand 

I was lying baby I am not the perfect man 
If I showed you my worth 
And I gave you my all 
Would you take my hand 
And let me give you the world 

Running from my problems 
Watch me sink in the sand 
Death is not an option 
When it comes to the plan 
I was blind now I see 
I got pain anger mixed with some jealousy 
Save my dread for later 
And let my blood drip in the sink 
Yes I overthink 
Sometimes over drink 
I guess my mental is weak 
Inside my head there’s a scream 
But nothing come out cause I can’t even speak 

If I showed you my worth would you call for it 
Wanting sum real girl I’m all for it 
I’m bleeedong down my fucking wrist I can’t ignore it 
Pray I see tmr 
Wash me 
Drown in my sorrows 
Need a heart to borrow 
Cause mine got stolen 
Crusifix on my body she took my Hearst she a zombie 
Succabus she cut me open 
Now my body is rotting

LOVESICK [OVERTHINK]

QUICKMOTION // $$$

https://on.soundcloud.com/4wigj9jJcaBJPoJB6
PROD

Lyrics

Crusin chilling on the westside 
Rolling dope smoking swishers getting so high
You a No show pussy you aint outside 
Ur crew a whole joke Talking like you pressed mine
Spending more dough Balling yall on courtside 
All these haters tryna stop me 
While im on my grind 
no compettion in my eyes I see through the lies 
Flow is crazy and its visous I aint coming nice 

Partying all night wasted watching Time fly
 My only explanation baby im the Wrong kind 
slowly lost my patience wasting all this damn time 
Not to mention all these witches
On my damn mind 
Feeling sick shit 
Bitches they all paresites 
Call me misfit Neva stayed inside The lines 
shawty lick dick Boutta break her fkn spine 
Keep it casual Tell my nigga she aint worth a dime 
Steady Plotting on my bag Fuck a 9-5
Pop a pilly for my feelings Jus to feel alive 
So geeked im through the ceiling 
Reaching to the sky

COLLAPSE 运动 [PROD. ATRAX]

Revenant(+Ankhh)

yeah my mercy prevails.
ion want revenge ‘cause i know how it feels.
to be stabbed up in yo heart, to feel like you aint real. to be brought up so high and be dropped and concealed.

yeah our moments were bliss and kisses a few.
i be seeing that stalk well lil baby im through. 
u told me “stfu” u told me leave u alone.
imma stick to those words n now im focused, my own.

i was crying in ur arms n all i heard was man up.
i got cold n you pleaded, “baby please dont stand up.”
well now im hurting through these songs, complaining through stanzas
i said im hurting through these songs complaining through stanzas