prod me
cover art by me
carol's point of view 

https://soundcloud.com/hiddencontact-archives/140loop-see-majoe
much inspired by @pincode8485

i love your angel keychain

prod, vocals, and cover art by me
notes// first vocal drop I am very proud of it, shoutout pedro and alfie for giving me tons of feedback with this
inspired by shye, the regrettes, and acloudyskye
hope u guys like it

sink

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Two, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Verse 2]
You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left on read)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Bridge]
Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

[Verse 3]
Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

[Verse 4]
Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

[Bridge]
Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

[Outro]
You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

garden on the wall

;|~ there's still time to grow ~|;
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Lyrics:

Is it really worth staying when i know the outcome
I’m terrified knowing i’ve got nowhere to run
I live just to die, that’s what everyone says
So why would i wait around when i know what comes next
 
Would you wanna be the reason that i wanna keep living?
i‘d be down if it means that you would be different
I want answers in a world of questions
This uniform fate better start it’s redemption

Colours flash, and I cling to the past
I’ve got a fear of the unknown, so i miss what i had
if you’ve got something new, then i’m gonna be brash
Take me far, far away, and don’t make me look back

My life’s been blue, and i’m thirsting for change
I got a lot, on my mind, so i’m numbing the pain
They party hard until the sunrise but im stuck in the rain 
I’ve had like 20 different friends but they all act the same

Too much stress, more than im used to (close your eyes)
Unfamiliar, what do i do (you’ll be fine)

Is it really worth staying when i know the outcome
I’m terrified knowing i’ve got nowhere to run
I live just to die, that’s what everyone says
so why would i wait around when i-
 
Would you wanna be the reason that i wanna keep living?
i‘d be down if it means that you would be different
I want answers in a world of questions
This uniform fate better start it’s redemption

Colours flash, and I cling to the past
I’ve got a fear of the unknown, so i miss what i had
if you’ve got something new, then i’m gonna be brash
Take me far, far away
Take me far, far away, and don’t make me look back

i wanna keep living (prod. yusha x fum1ko)

midnight!! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/bassea/no-cure

self prod

lyrics:

i wrestle on my t-shirt
it’s just one those days
where i can’t remember what i might’ve said
or who i left for dead

some mornings are harder than others
just wanna stay under the covers and lie
face down in the warmth and the comfort of home
just leave me alone right now

now this time i’m right
now this time i’m sure
that i’ll be alright
even when there’s no cure

show me how the stars shine
i can’t see them from down here
shouldnt look up that high

i know that i’ll fall
when i see the dayglow
missing your calls
i can’t put on that show

waiting on the sunrise
maybe it’ll be okay
no one even knows anymore

now it’s back to square one
falling back into atmosphere
and the night’s almost done
i swore i’d be okay

im blinded by the sunrise
im usually unfazed
finding out clues when i go through my texts
thinking of what to do next

i never thought twice about consequence
so i stumble through trying not to look at the sky
laying down under trees like they’re playing along
to the song that i wrote last night

broken bottles
scatter the ground
and the sound breaks my mind out here
and it’s clear that i’ll learn 
to extinguish those fires when i find them
i’ll be fine and then i’ll run out of time

now this time i’m right
now this time i’m sure
that i’ll be alright
even when there’s no cure

show me how the stars shine
i can’t see them from down here
shouldnt look up that high

i know that i’ll fall
when i see the dayglow
missing your calls
i can’t put on that show

waiting on the sunrise
maybe it’ll be okay
no one even knows anymore

build me up then break me down
still no cure that can be found
lost myself in countless bottles
i can’t listen to those sounds

build me up then break me down
still no cure that can be found
lost myself in countless bottles
i can’t listen to those sounds

no cure

10/20
inspired by ahs:nyc and sketchywav fr

downloads are enabled if you want it bpm 150bpm and its mostly in c major/ a minor
but there are some funny notes

it's cold outside

hi. happy v day, i hope u enjoy.  

if u didnt have a valentine this year, it's okay, fuck it. traxee will be ur valentine, stay the course. love  .  always 

<9 

rics:
it all ends the same
i was doing cartwheels 
playing a lil game
disassociate 
you thought you were a popstar
but i dont even know your name

it all ends the same
i had a chance but all i did was break
all i did was break
the feeling of success, it's hard for me to create

swear to god it feels like summer again
cuz i dont give a fuck about your name or your friends
and back then i couldn't be lost even with a gun to my head
and i cant bat an eye that would be a waste of regret

i swear to god
i swear to god
i swear to god that we were better off as


they said i wouldnt like the city
so i showed my claws im a fiesty little kitty 
all it did was fill me with self pity
love

show me love dont give a fuck about a check
close my eyes i dont know whos up next ( i dont care! )
he's a troubled soul
give the devil neck
(sloppy sloppy, i gave him sloppy sloppy)

it all ends the same
same blue sky
same pretty face
it all ends the

(subtle glance with those dark blue eyes
itd be a shame if we both wanted to die )

it all the same it all ends the same
it all ends the

im not thrilled and my hearts fortified
i told her im ready to die

so what if im not alright?
so what if im not alright.

its a shame that my dreams made me depressed
is it a shame that i fell in love with us
im a fiend! im a tyrant! wait no, im just a wreck. :(
i can never be focused on who you are 

and no matter what you'd say i always gave you all i had
itd be a foolproof if i got outside my head
ignorance is bliss until we all go to hell
maybe we were better off when we were ---- just for real.

we were better off as friends

fireflies (cover)

"I thought she followed the light... but now, I'm not sure." 

SOON // 🌻

where do you go?

* a citizen expresses their concerns.

track 2/7

self produced, self-written, and self assured

lyrics:
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
setter of trends, setter of trends
put me on a pedestal
i love to be my own false idol
show me where believers go
ten bodies at the edge of a cliff

now you're picking up
what he's putting down
(x2)
it's been getting easier to act like
i'm the main character of my life
and i'm afraid of where this might be headed
promise me
you won't let me see
all the ways i might fall short

i'm planning my escape
keeping a poker face
this game that we play
is getting old
how much longer will it take for you to
call off the dogs you think you own
you think you own everything
(are you committed to the bit?)
(it's eating you up slowly but surely)

excellence syndrome

Excellence Syndrome, or when the Joke Becomes Your Personality

PRODUCED MIXED AND MASTERED BY ZURYA "july" STARR 


LYRICS: 
(I mean my heart's beating, my heart's beating, my hands are shaking, my hands are shaking
but I'm still shooting, and I'm still getting the headshots, it's like boom, headshot, boom
headshot, boom)

Prepare for it today

Asthmatic, yet you never give me room to breathe, two steps and it shifted onto my knees
You know I've never been one to plead, but this called for desperate  measures
Your dull remarks to me are keen, my hands covered up by the end of my sleeve
so I couldn't get a grip on your reality so,
Can you tell me what it is?
Can you tell me who I am?
(Tell me)
Why I feel like shit, it's only 10am
I, I never thought the day I'd be a backup plan


I wish I didn't think of it so constantly
I think I jinxed it all, I fucked it up subconsciously
And now I'm falling apart
It's getting harder not to say goodbye
You look at me like I'm the reason
why you, cry at night
You taste just like cyanide
Now I can't feel my eyes, no
You smell just like Hi-C
I don't think you like me, you're pissed
Don't you fight me on this (love)
Bitch you fiesty
You look way better in my white tee huh
And it's blue too
How you feel to have songs about you on YouTube
Your face in my room just by the bluetooth
I clench my teeth so you don't get through, and it's too true
I've been stuck since day one, on your free trial since salem
Maybe I'll get in if I pay 'em, maybe I'll get in if I pay you

One mil', shit, your scent's in my lungs still
You make me feel like I just took the wrong pill
My infatuation's gone off scale, can we improve our soft skills
I've only ever seen the surface, aerial view of frothed milk
Do you remember, early November, I would hold your hand We'd talked about favorite kinds of weather, your time in Japan
My apogee in disguise, our peak seem so damn far
We ended things in December, I missed the rise of fall

(The future belongs to those who prepare for it today)

One, two, three, four

It was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
It was all, it was all, yeah

It was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
It was all
It was my fault

It's just your game, huh
All these hurdles to realize it wasn't the same love
Took a minute to realize it, I gave into my vices
Shook your hand, you sanitized it. I was air-headed, so long I had to raise my prices, damn
If life a movie, wish it were Pokemon so it could star you,
But you antagonize me when I can make you a starr too
Know a cool place with a nice view and a bestie who do tattoos and i-

I never thought that it could end up like this

And It was all for you
It was all for you
(it was all for you)
It was all for you (oh)
It was all
Nothing that you ever do (it was all for you)
Will ever make me stop loving (and it was all for you)

Mmm It was all for you

I'll take my favorite memory-

acquiesce

iris / 17 / she/her
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https://meetiris.carrd.co

i wanna keep living (prod. yusha x fum1ko)

irisgardnn

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