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these days

Vibes XIX

Desolated Minds Conquer

i uh i felt evil and now you get to feel him reaching for your soul too sooo yeah 
we said fuck it at the same time

she made a deal with the devil

insta

She Made A Deal With The Devil *all platform* (prod.Okano)

lyrics:

girl im pushing you away
I think thats what im best at
changing for the worst girl you already had the best of me
now the rest of me is dead what you cant you see (what cant you see)
clawing at my heart, crying in the rain
baby since you left i changed
ill never be the same
now im looking at the sky, clutching on my blade
conversations with the devil asking should I cut my veins 
girl im pushing you away
I think thats what im best at x3

and she will never know what its like for me (like for me)
I wish that I could fix what's inside of me
confiding in these bars ill write your name on my xanax (my xanax)
I said that I would sober up but I know I havent
without my pills I don't think I could manage 

girl im pushing you away
I think thats what im best at
changing for the worst girl you already had the best of me
now the rest of me is dead what you cant you see (what cant you see)
clawing at my heart, crying in the rain
baby since you left i changed
ill never be the same
now im looking at the sky, clutching on my blade
conversations with the devil asking should I cut my veins 
girl im pushing you away
I think thats what im best at x3

@kid.tye - pushing u away :(

DESPERATE

MUSIC ADDICT

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

mental - angel number (jolst)

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Lyrics
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I don't like the way that I'm talking
Take what I say cautious, it's poison
Otherworldly pain is corrupting
You would feel it too with these choices
Leaving others in dust
And their suffering
Lights in the colony
Are turning into nothing
Lifeless bones
Crack as it's crushing
Too many eyes
To hide when it's hunting

Too many eyes
To hide from it

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

In this madness, reassurance is waning
I see the weak stand tall and lose the head off their shoulders
Blazed bodies they smoulder
Jaded as I'm chosen to grow older

Desolate Colonies [Prodcubes]

magnificent (prod. dj condolences)

she bled 
n she bled
mane she bled
i stood there w blood on my hands 
this aint nothin go to sleep n ill forget
said ill see u when i see ya lil bitch
she barely had a chance
i took her by tha throat
like nobody else can
& now u tryna disappear 
i dont think u understand 
u will never leave here

she bled (prod. pyctur)

very bad ppl

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:

i met a girl i loved
and everything was fun
i felt the stars align 
our nights were so alive
a rose from you can rot
but love from you can not
our souls are intertwined
this love is hard to find

i can’t loose you
and you can’t loose me
our life’s are so free 
when things are meant to be
who would’ve knew
i fallen for you
i guess i agree
there’s is room for three

when you start
to look at me with those eyes
our worlds start to collide
the night dosent end tonight
only when you decide

she makes some music too
she sings while i produce
hvci, we’re a tiny little crew
she bends and ties her shoes
while we listen to her tunes
i mix and i master from our tiny little room

i never felt this way before
before
i can’t feel anyone unless it’s 
her

bring me peace
and love for me
i counted the days that i was alone
but now im free
with something meant for me
i had so much hatred inside of me

she took it out
she took it out
the hatred inside
she brought it out 
she brought it out
the love inside
and you can see
and you can see
the new look in my eye
and now i say
and now i say
i’m really fine :)

i’m a new person 
i’m a new guy
and you don’t have to mention
all of the sleepless nights
i’m a new person 
im a new guy

bring me peace
and love for me
i counted the days that i was alone
but now im free
with something meant for me
i had so much hatred inside of me

you and me

produced by xona

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

~ 

my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

spotify

prod marlon

still find things so terrifying 
i forget im growing up 
ive been stuck so far behind while 
all my friends are moving on 
i try not to cry 
feel like a burden all the time 
no ambition in my life
theres no direction that feels right, to me
its all up to me, why? 
its so heavy all the time
always wrong and never right

how does anyone find meaning, i cant help but feel there's none
never ask for what i need, i don't know what i need at all  
all i care to be is just so far out of my reach 
i don't wanna leave, i just need some space to breathe

its all up to me, why?
its so heavy all the time 
always wrong and never right

heavy

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

shoot

produced by lxst boy

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

Ghost town, we are on our own now
You're taking what is left of me
You stripped me to my bones now
You lie to me when you talk to me
Then get mad at me when I broke down
You're sidestepping the conversations
Got so complacent all around
Tell me what you want from me
Don't run from me I promise you I'd stay
Telling me you ain't wanting me
Still I try to save the day
Showing up on my porch steps
Girl, I think you went insane
Our perfect hurricane

Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)

(joroll)
The lighthouse hums but it won't guide me home
I trace your name into the glass just to watch it go
If it's not the storm the quiet always swallows me
(It's funny how the cold don't hurt until it starts to leave)
She said "Oh
Better watch your mouth when you snap on back like that"
But no
You only follow the rules when they work for you
Baby you can hit me up but I won't slide through
I got poison on my tongue and it ain't no booze
I would love it, to love you
I'll tell you the truth
But you ain't on my side and I never lose

(lxst boy)
Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

(Oh, g-g-ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Oh, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)

FALLBACK w/ Joroll

Prod. Michael Harrison 
Sorry I’m so experimental
Lyrics~

I’m so unspoken 
It’s all so hopeless 
This pen and pad the only way I’m copin 
Is it the tree that I drag  or the asthma that got me chokin 
No don’t come in please I’m ok  I’m just smokin 
But I haven’t seen you in weeks 
Talk back to my door as it speaks
Just checking in, can you breathe 
Answer me now and I’ll leave 

I been tryina write these tracks 
About what I feel but they trash 
Then do it again and again till I crash 
knew the caffeine wouldn’t last 
What a drag 
As I waste all the traits that I got from my mom and my dad 
I know this time it’s my bad 
I’m Haunted by all the ghosts from my past 

It’s crazy cause you’re like a poltergeist stuck in the shell of a man that you used to be 
Fuck you I hate you get out of that room shits getting old just give up on your dreams 
The puppeteers back at my door I can feel all his malice intent as he tries to tell what to think 
Like shit let me breath, quit pulling my strings

feed me to the noise

prod by stezzyxl
w/ hvci
w/ xav0id

enjoy

lyrics:
every step i take
every song i made
was never close enough to heal the stains around my name
every lie i made
with every smile i faked
was never close enough to heal the wounds inside my veins

i open up, but they just always shut the door
i never speak to anyone like anymore
i lost my friends, and then my heart along the floor
i sweared to myself not to end up like before

3 am in the morning
i can barely sleep tonight
my body is giving me warnings
day by day, my chest is tight
i’ve been though it
i’ll be fine
swear to god i’ll be alright
ive been though it
i’m alright
swear to god ill be all fine

the air so thick
it grabs my throat
and i cannot breathe
something don’t click
brushing off my shoulders
i’ve been here, i do admit
looking at my options
have no choice, but too destroy
melancholy love
melancholy love
i try to avoid

(xavoid - )
quiet glass
worn thin
city hum
low and dim
lines shift under low light
hours fold into night
cold rain on empty streets
shapes dissolve where walls meet
breath slows in vacant air
holding onto something rare

names drift past like quiet streams
tracing edges of my dreams
your voice lingers in the hush
like the last page of a rush
windows hold a silver stain
footsteps fade but leave the pain
each moment bends into a line
folded under time’s design

(hvci - )
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile

melancholy w/ xav0id & hvci

Lyrics

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

I say inside of my chest cause I don't have a heart, that girl took it apart
Won't ever be put together again, won't be better again, to be hurt is my part
Space I'm wasting, I can't take this, fuck this life, I wake up and I hate it
Say I don't care but you know that I'm faking, know it's been years but your love I'm still chasing

If your love was a liquor, wouldn't chase it, your love is bitter, I still wanna taste it
Keeping these thoughts in the basement so I don't have to go down there and face it
If I face it I'd have to go end it and I just wanna keep on pretending
Cause that's all I have and that's all I will if you never come back

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go
Even if I don't let you see
Everything that you did to me
Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go

XXV. my heart used to be beautiful now theres mold inside.

bury my head

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Knee deep in the mud

feed me to the noise

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