Setbacks

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if you’re the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

secre x maesk 2025

lyrics 

describe me what you’re looking at baby
‘coz the pushing and the pulling just crazy
im just kinda glad that i’ve been chasing
the clouds to be our bed with what we’re chasing 

‘coz what we’re chasing, it ain’t cheap
i’ve got mud and bloody feet
taking shots and crossing deep
where on earth u taking me?

i know a place in my dreams if you wait patiently 
avoiding the steaks with the screams
and we can sail the seas

i’ve never been on rocky water but its all make believe
tell me what you’ve been thinking about and i can set you free
i can set u free
yeah i wrote the story but gave u the key

i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key
i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key

i made it up
it’s based on luck
i swear u get what u deserve and thats enough
look, chasing what’s inside is not a rush
u might think its fucked thats when u trust

fuck it, lets wipe all the pages clean
just put all the pressure on me
oh, i love it we’re roaming the fields like they’re streets
just put it in place then release

girl u safe in my dreams
washed in the sewer like a secre beat
see the odd thing, it’s not working out
and hen it come to working out
u can create that shift
u can- u can create that shift

something dark holding on?
u can create that shift
something u assume is gone?
u can create that shift
maybe you’ve never been wrong
u can create that shift
u can create that- u can create that shift

the shift

the shift (secre x ryan kelly)

blessed the hearse
feed me ur worst
what did you mean how you said it won't work
i'd give you my blood and the earth
mixed with a blunt and a purse
even fix you a blondie and perc
spend half a year in here patiently waiting for you, just to bottle the hurt
you want me gone spit the word
swear to god get to dipping right now
audible cries from the home
car broke as fuck but i'd bike down
you put a crack on my phone
so least i could do is be worth it
you put the knife in my hallowed out body but baby i know that you perfect

don't gotta ask i'll be there
cut my breath just 2 give air
every minute still a prayer
knew what it was but i still fell

i'm here (shizukesa.)

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