A collaboration between Grandbrother (lyrics and guitars) and I.  

Why should cis girls have all the twee indie fun?

Listen: I used to hate hate hate my singing voice.  And then I did February Album Writing Month.  And I don't hate it any more.

Follow your dreams, kids!

Lyrics:

Xanax
Paychecks
Clap backs
You
Xanax
Paychecks
Clap backs
You 

Girlfriends wondering where you are
Make up running like a foreign car
Tuesday mornings in the dark alone
Keep Forgetting where I left my phone
Staring out of a Volvo window.
Wishing I was somewhere else
Holding onto a certain angle
Just so I can see myself 

When I'm running around
Cool shades on
I got no regrets
All day long
When I'm running around
Cool shades on
I got no regrets
It don't last long 

Fuckin up my room again
Fuckin up my head
Fall asleep on the floor again
God I miss my bed
Fuckin up my room again
Fuckin up my head
Ill never sleep at your house again
Dont wanna miss your bed 

Xanax
Paychecks
Clap backs
You
Xanax
Paychecks
Clap backs
You


Shower speaker playing way too loud
Neighbors mad I need to turn it down
Checking my messages for something sweet
Gonna have to move next week
Pack up my shit and hold my breath
I'm Glad it hasn't hit me yet.
Closet full of vintage dresses
Brave face on, I'm such a mess. 

When I'm running around
Cool shades on
I got no regrets
All day long
When I'm running around
Cool shades on
I got no regrets
It don't last long

Xanax Paychecks

Specific Sight

Take a look at the video for Timeweaver on YouTube!!! https://youtu.be/s__-CEgwDvg

Timeweaver

love those things you do

Well I been working night shift, the hours sure are long.
I listen to the radio to hear my favorite songs.
The music sure reminds of everything you do
I been waiting all my life for you.

Weekends week go shopping and spend my hard-earned
dough.
We'll drive out to the country and visit folks we know.
Then you say you love me and I surely love you too
I been waiting all my life for you.

Chorus
Friday we go dancing and have a drink or two.
Baby I sure love those things you do.

Bridge

Chorus
Friday we go dancing and have a drink or two.
Baby I sure love those things you do.

Bridge

verse
Then first thing on Monday its back to work I go.
Be turning on the radio and sing the words I know.

I'll be longing for the weekend when I'll be back with you
I been waiting all my life for you.

Yes Baby I sure love those things you do.
Oh Baby I sure love those things you do.

I Love Those Things You

A great friend, fellow musician, and one of my collaborators has died.  This is my tribute to him.  I attempted to express sadness, pain so bad that you just want to scream, happiness that he is going to heaven,  then back to sadness. 

Via my wind controller I am playing the alto sax while Band-in-a-Box is supplying the balance of the tracks.

I Lost A Friend

https://www.visitliverpool.com/things-to-do/hope-street-suitcases-p448721

Father fears the parapet
Talking to the empty set
Suffers slowly til he loses faith
Wonders if he'll start again

Midnight Mary's made of stone
Waiting by the telephone
History is never on her side
Watching hands tick slowly by

So close your eyes
Hold the world too tight
with broken wings take flight

We go places just like home
Trodden by the rubbered soul

So lost in time
do you realise
we're just trying to be alright?

So say goodbye
raise your boat capsized 
and sail on to the night

Sister screams the old hellos
passing by not coming home...

A Case History

We're less than 10 days away from actual football, which means a stacked pod is here. The guys break down the Big Ten's massive TV contract and the SEC on CBS music crossing enemy lines. It's SEC West Crystal time. Who finishes where? What are the pivotal games? Who pulls off upsets? The guys break all of that down. Peach Bowl CEO Gary Stokan joined Connor to discuss the Chick-fil-A Kickoff Games with Georgia and Oregon, as well as Clemson-Georgia Tech. Plus, Gary talked about the future of neutral-site games. The guys close with a Heisman Trophy edition of Bold & Brash and Lad of the Week.

SEC West Crystal Ball, Gary Stokan talks UGA-Oregon origins & future kickoff games (ep. 489)

Additional guitars (the real ones) & bass Davy Vance who also kindly mixed and mastered the track. Guy is a genius :) check Davy out here https://soundcloud.com/skub1955?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

You can lie on your back with whoever you want 
Get your teenage kicks with whoever you want 
Too hard to comprehend a life without you 
It’s killing my faith , what else can I do 

Sometimes when I think of us in the darkest places it gets too much 
And I can’t think straight anymore          
My judgement is so impaired
I act so strange because I’m so scared 
Of losing you 
Of losing everything 
The harder I try the further I push you away 

How can someone forget the things they’ve not seen 
Visions so real like elliptical dreams 
Too hard to comprehend you without me 
It’s breaking our faith 
What else can I do

Sometimes when I think of us in the darkest places it gets too much 
And I can’t think straight anymore       
My judgement is so impaired
I act so strange because I still care 
I’m losing you 
I’m losing everything 
The harder I try the further I push you away

Elliptical Dreams (Featuring Davy Vance)

Synthesizer V 弦巻マキ AIライト版を使用
Using Synthesizer V Tsurumaki Maki AI light version

Pluto Song

Another session with Behringer Crave x2. Great analogue synth, even much better sounding if recorded through amp/speaker.

Artwork found here(no origin found): https://thepoetryofmaterialthings.tumblr.com/post/714278282094379008

I Love Those Things You

Ironbarkbob

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