lullaby, or the curiously alienating and blissfully individualistic experience of walking in public with autism spectrum disorder.

lullaby - first movement

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track n°3
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lyrics:
Help me find my way to you 
Cuz I could be the one for you 
I'd like to get away with you 
I've seen your face it’s déjà vu 

You don’t want me like I want you 
Cuz you don’t need me like I need you 

I question every move you make 
Cuz I’m thinking that it just might take
Just a second for you to awake 
Realize that I’m the one to get 
I’m thinking that you should just take the bet 
And just trust that I’m the one to get 
Cuz I see you make the same mistake 
And choose the other 
You’re not so clever

I don’t need attention just your love and 
You call for problems you don’t wanna solve and 
Now you’re telling me that this was all for nothing 
Then you blame me when I question your intentions*2

You don’t want me like I want you 
Cuz you don’t need me like I need you 

It’s so tough
I’m not the only one calling your phone 
You always come around leave me alone 
You got plenty of other girls back home 
Least you could’ve done is pretend that you miss me 
I wanted to call you but then it finally hit me 
I did my best and you just left cuz it was easy 
It was so easy 
You don’t deserve me 

You don’t want me like I want you 
Cuz you don’t need me like I need you*2

déjà vu (KBL)

wii party (annieversary jersey remix)

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track n°2

lyrics:
i can’t tell if you want me here
you say one thing then you disappear
i’m pretending it’s not hurting my ego
but god I hate the way that you make me feel

i can’t tell if you want me to settle or stay
another minute with my baby
bet I can’t get away
i’ll sleep in ur bed
you’ll sleep on the ground
you're holding my hand
I have no reason to cry
would you give me one chance?

push me away as far as you can
I’ll have you want me however I can
I’ll cast a spell and make you fall again
I’ll toss a coin into a wishing well

whether you like it or not I’ll be by your side (by your side yeah!)
I can’t tired of you but I’ll be alright (know I’ll be alright!)
we could be something more than what you ever thought
just let me be the one

I can’t tell if u want me to settle or stay
another minute with my baby
bet I can’t get away
I’ll sleep in your bed
you'll sleep on the ground
you're holding my hand
I have no reason to cry

would you gimme one chance?
baby don’t put up a fight
would you gimme one chance?
I’ll keep my feet on the ground

one chance (RUNNER BOY x iris eller)

Diamond
horizontal dissonance. 
Stark lines fragment the shore 
limitless expanse 
the wave bends 
a hand holds the earth 
a dream by day 
the smell of sawdust 
primary colour 
repetition 
repetition
repetitions 
peeling away the paint

Stark lines fragment the shore

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Billie Eilish - LUNCH (Phrva Flip)

[ chorus ]
if i tossed god five bucks, said "let's make a deal"
a simple hue-shift, on her color wheel
in a tiny instant, i'd be more real
than ever before in my life
i'm jealous of, that squirrel outside
steadfast trotting, 'cross the power line
if it could be that simple, i'd be fine
for once in my life

[ refrain ]
i had a dream i flew out of my body
and i looked at it from above
is that really mine?
how is that right?

[ bridge ]
i see the look you give me when my legs are too long
see the look you give me when my octave is wrong
see the look you give me when my legs are spread too wide
you're the reason, that I never go outside
if you read the book, that was under my cover
if you didn't legislate against my lover
why you so determined to go and smother
anything that breathes?

[ chorus ]
i had a dream i flew out of my body (can I borrow five bucks?)
and i looked at it from above
is that really mine? (it'd be simple)
how is that right? (i'd be more real)
i had a dream i flew out of my body (i'm jealous of that squirrel)
and i looked at it from above
is that really mine? (it could be that simple)
is that really mine? (i'd be real)
(for once in my life)

simple—hue/shift

[ chorus ]
whispers, behind a wall, of a room with no door
tired, we'll try to stall, leaning on a rotted core
whimpers, mute in call, falling right through the floor
coffers inappropriate, you don't need that high score

whispers, behind a wall, of a room with no door
tired, we'll try to stall, leaning on a rotted core
whimpers, mute in call, falling right through the floor
coffers inappropriate, you don't need that high score

(leaning on a rotted core)
(falling right thru the floor)

[ refrain ]
try to stall (try to stall), try to stall, try to stall (try to stall), try to stall
try to stall (try to stall), try to stall, try to stall (try to stall), try to stall
try to stall (try to stall), try to stall, try to stall (try to stall), try to stall
try to stall (try to stall), try to stall, try to stall (try to stall), try to stall

try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna sta-a-a

[ breakdown ]
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall
try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall, try to stall (we're just all), tryna stall

trepidate—nothing lasts forever!

// chorus
rich fuck tryna rot my teeth
walk my ass right back around so he can fix me
shallow bribe, that you bring right down
bootlicking fuck, yeah your blood'll trickle down
rich fuck tryna rot my teeth
walk my ass right back around so he can fix me
shallow bribe, that you bring right down
bootlicking fuck, yeah your blood'll trickle down

// post-chorus
i know you don't like him, trust that funds will trickle down
let's cut the red tape, taxes forged into a crown
i know you don't like him, trust that funds will trickle down
let's cut the red tape, taxes forged into a crown

// verse 1 - @erismirror
i'm really sorry... (sorry, sorry!)
i didn't mean to burn your house down, i'm just havin' fun, i'm just a girl! (girl, girl!)
in possession of a match and gasoline
drama queen, on her way to make a scene

bluetooth mode, yeah it's all my fault
rub the salt in the wound, every time i get the chance to
bored of being sad, i'm on some shit that you can dance to
think i'm onto something, but it's nothin you can see

you say your son is fine, but now she barks for me

// verse 2
feel that enamel, you paid so much attention to
sink into your neck, let's play taxes as you break in two
you're fucking the rung, keep on poking my tongue
ignore everything i say, cuz i'm just too (young)

i'll get killed on a school bus, but still, "gen z will save us"
whine about my corpse and leave scot-free like among us
lock on the freezers, full-time security at dollarama
watch the flames rise, climb the walls, spit some smog like Joanna

is it comfy on that yacht, you're a fucking big shot
maybe kill the earth, go play astronaut
take my last K, go and get those shoes you want
everything's got a price, now pay up, i am god

rich fuck—a little to the right... (ft. eris mirror)

[ verse 1 ]
3am, laid out on the bed again
something calls
its irrational, its stupid
but really its no more stupid than what i'm doing right now
i leave my phone in the room, headphones too

[ verse 2 ]
the moon's reliable right?
even though i don't feel entirely like myself, and the world feels broken, it remains
and isn't it beautiful, in full glory tonight
i sing weakly, alone
i'd howl if i could but im in the middle of the city
i let whatever i need to come out at a reasonable volume
for several minutes, i just unload myself on the moon

[ chorus ]
selenite to the heavens, a desparate plea,
please bring me back to normalcy
selenite, to the heavens, a desparate plea
bring me back to normalcy

selenite to the heavens, a desparate plea,
please bring me back to normalcy
selenite, to the heavens, a desparate plea
bring me back to normalcy

[ breakdown ]
selenite, selenite
back to normalcy, selenite
selenite, selenite, selenite, selenite
back to normalcy, selenite

[ outro ]
(i don't know if it's comforting to imagine that there is a god watching over us
i think that- if god is watching, he's a little freak, y'know?)

selenite—is anyone listening?

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lullaby - first movement

(irselr)